Hi all. I know, some of you may knowi have a fic up already that I haven't updated ina very long while. But i am inspired by this couple, this topic, and this love. Soooo I am gonna switch gears into this for a bit. This is my first Sabewan fic so be kind! this whole chappie is just a teaser for what is to come! What is to come? Wait and see! By the way...reviews are awesome! So prease review!
Obi Wan Kenobi had no knowledge of love, no wisdom, no experience, no feeling to relate to. He was only a casual observer. He could sense it in the Force, and he had seen it all around him. But he never dreamed of what he was missing, until her.
He had always accepted the code of the Jedi. He never really desired to become a Jedi, it was more thrust upon him than anything. But he accepted his destiny, and followed all the rules. No emotion, only peace. No hate. No love.
Ripped from his family at an early age, he never knew a mother's love. Therefore, he never felt like he was missing anything. He saw it as a luxury that a Jedi could not afford, instead of the burning human emotion he lacked. The void in his heart lay empty, the place a young girl named Sabe would soon take as her own.
After the Trade Federation's removal from Naboo, Sabe and Obi Wan had stayed in touch through holomail. He found her to be witty, charming, and sometimes downright hilarious. She was so candid, so real. He'd never met anyone quite like her. They had deep discussions, silly arguments, and heated debates. She was his most treasured friend—best friend. He saw her as his only family, especially after the loss of Qui-Gon.
Friendship isn't against the Jedi Code, as long as it never goes further than friendly intentions. Obi Wan never questioned this. He knew his friendship with Sabe was unique—he felt deeply for her—but he never fathomed the thought of loving her.
Sabe Naberrie knew Obi Wan was special from the moment she lay eyes on him. As "Queen" she had been forced to act prim and proper around him during the Trade Federation Occupation of Naboo. It had killed her to do so, because deep inside she had felt something. Something that made her want to expose her true self to him, to be her pure, uncensored self. The moment she was able admit to him the charade of her duties as decoy, she was relieved beyond words.
Sabe felt so much more for Obi Wan than friendship. She knew their bond was deep. He looked into her eyes in a way no other has. He saw her soul. She knew what she was doing when she got into their friendship though, knew that they could never be more. She always felt a great pang of longing when she first started writing back and forth with Obi Wan. Every visit from him was like torture for her heart. But time passed and she grew numb to these feelings and embraced the ones of friendship. She knew it could never be.
So when did it all change for them? When did this beautiful friendship blossom into the most passionate love the galaxy has felt? It all began with a missing Sabe, and the frantic emotions of a Jedi Knight named Kenobi.