Tap...tap...tap...tap...
I sighed. He knew it bothered me. Sometimes I think he did it just to get under my skin. Everything he did got under my skin. Great. Another headache. That monotonous sound was ringing in my ears now.
Tap...tap...tap
"James."
No response. Now, I'm getting angry.
"James!"
Tap...tap...tap
"JAMES!" I got up, picked up his pen and snapped it in half. Ink flying all over the sheet of paper, some of it landing on his pants. "Shut the fuck up, already!" I flung the remaining bits of the pen toward the back of the room, before walking to the bathroom and locking myself in.
"He didn't mean to upset you, that's just James."
"I don't care if he meant it or not, he's an annoying prick."
"That annoying prick is the love of your life, he's been there for you through everything."
"What has he ever done for me other than get me beat up back in Minnesota? Sometimes loving him just isn't worth it! He's not worth it!"
Kendall was interrupted by a knock at the door. "Who is it?" he answered harshly. He sighed when James peeked his head
"Kendall? You okay?"
"What do you want?"
"I'm sorry, if I did something wrong. I never meant to upset you." He stuffed his hands into his pockets and rocked from side to side.
"Well, you did with that stupid tick of yours!" He began pacing back and forth before dizziness washed over him. He grabbed onto the sink to stabilize himself.
"You feeling alright?" James moved closer. Kendall looked pale. His shoulders and wrists going slack just before his knees gave out.
"Whoa!" James exclaimed as he grabbed him just before hitting the floor. He carried him to the room that he and Logan shared, and put him on the bed.
"Wait here. Don't move." He ran to the bathroom and grabbed a towel. Wetting it, before bringing it back to Kendall.
"I'm sorry for breaking your pen." He pulled himself up into a sitting position. "I'm sorry for yelling at you." James placed the cloth on his boyfriend's head.
Kendall gripped James' neck with both hands, pulling him into a hard kiss.
"I love you." He whispered, peppering kisses from his ear to his jaw before laying back down.
James didn't know how much more of this he could take. He loved Kendall. He loved him with all his heart, but he didn't know how to deal with this. All of these fits of rage. His ups and his downs. He'd never been so scared to love someone.
"You love me, too...right?"
He laid down beside him, and kissed his forehead.
"Always."
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