Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha... although I wish I owned Sesshoumaru ^_^
Rated M for later lemons :D
There are two things that I am sure of: 1) I am irrevocably in love with Inuyasha's older half brother and known ice prince, Sesshoumaru and 2) I only love Inuyasha as a brother and nothing more. I will
not explain on the two things I am sure of so for now you will have to live with the explanation that I am giving you now. If you haven't figured it out yet I am Kagome and for 6 years now I have been
traveling to the feudal era to collect the shards of the shikon jewel that I accidentally shattered. I am now twenty-one years old and the battle with Naraku is getting closer. I have been in my era for
almost a week now but I wouldn't have even left the feudal era if I wouldn't have caught Inuyasha screwing that dead bitch Kikyo. Since I have been in my era I have gotten caught up in my classes
and I am now passing them (but just barely). School is out now so I spend most of my time either in my room or out leaning against the Goshinkbo. The only time I am in my room is so I can find things
to take back with me when I go home (and yes I consider the feudal era my home now) and also so I can find a way to tell mom and Souta good bye because the next time I go back I won't be coming
back to this time ever again. At the moment I am packing a suitcase with as many of my clothes as I can. "Okay I only need to fit one more thing in here and then I will be ready to leave soon." Oh and I
have been known to talk to myself.
*flashback*
We were all sitting around the fire while I was cooking some fish that Inuyasha caught for us and not paying any attention to who was around me or who might be listening I start talking myself
through the process of cooking the fish. "Alright first off I need to get a pan out", I dig thru my black bag for a pot that I know I carry with me. "Okay where is it I know it is in here somewhere?" I am so
engrossed in looking for the pot I don't realize that I am being stared at. "Aha I found it!" When I look up from digging in my bag I see Inuyasha standing in front of me. "What?" I ask
"Its just that you were talking and kind of scaring us" said Inuyasha.
I look around and sure enough everyone was looking a little scared. "Oh I'm sorry I didn't mean to scare you all." I look at my son and open my arms and as soon as I did sure enough Shippo jumped
into them.
"Okaa-san why were you talking to yourself it was starting to scare me." asked Shippo.
"Because my little one I didn't realize I was."
"Oh okay."
*end flashback*
I guess I should probably learn to control myself and not talk so much out loud, but sometimes I just can't help it. "Okay now that I am done packing I should be ready to head back... Even though I
don't really want to." I head downstairs so I can make my final good byes to the rest of my family. I honestly hope that I will be able to because I have a feeling that if I don't say good bye today and
get back to my feudal era home, my home in the future will change drastically. "Mom, Souta, Gramps where are you?" "In the living room dear" my mom yells. I wonder how my family is going to take this
new development? I really hope that they will be okay with it. I know they will be sad that I won't be able to come back but I believe that they will understand. I slowly walk into the living room with my suitcase
in hand. When I look up I see the same look on all their faces….. Sadness, and it makes me sad that they already know without me having to say anything. "Kagome, we all know that you have to go
back and that you probably won't ever be coming back. So with that being said I have something to tell you and I hope that you will understand." states my mom quickly. "Hold on mom, slow down I
didn't catch all that…. Did you say that you have something that you have to tell me?" I ask. "Yea I do. Kagome do you remember when you were little and you kept having those weird dreams about
the girl with a white star on her forehead?" asks mom. "Yea I remember. All you told me about them is that they were dreams and nothing more and to not worry about them." I state. "Yea those were
not dreams they were memories of you whe-." "Wait are you saying that I am the girl I was dreaming about when I was little?" I practically yell. "I am. I hope you understand but none of us are from
this time we all belong to the feudal era that is why you feel so at home there." "I believe you mom, but why do I not look like the girl from my dreams? Why do I look human if I really am the demon I
was dreaming about?" "You look human because I had to hide your markings from all the humans of this time." "Okay mom but why did we leave the feudal era?" "because your father, the lord of the
northern lands was going to war with the southern lord and he didn't want us there to be used against him or be killed. When I had to hide your markings an unfortunate side effect was that some of
your memories where locked away so you wouldn't remember." "That's okay mom. Are you going to be going back with me? When will I be able to see what I look like as a demon?" "I am sorry dear but
none of us besides you can go into the well. When we left through it your father sealed it so that we can't come back until the war is over or your father is dead. Neither of those things have happened.
If you want I can release the seal and reveal who you truly are. I can also show you how to hide your markings so others can't see them." "That would be wonderful mom. Oh and how do you know
that either of those conditions haven't happened yet?" "I know because if your father was dead I would be heartbroken and I would feel his death and I haven't yet and I hope I never will. And how I
know the war is not over is because if it was your father would come and get us." As soon as mom finished saying that she stood up, walked over to me, and placed her hands upon my shoulders
saying some sort of incantation that I couldn't hear. As she soon as she finished saying the incantation I blacked out. I must have been out for a while. I only know that because I looked out the
window and it was getting dark. I sat up holding my head. "Mom how long was I out?" "You were out for about 4 hours. Sorry dear but it had to happen in order for your memories and your markings
and powers to come out of the seal."
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