She just came back after 3 years...
And it's not like he's ignoring me but he has been splitting his time between the two of us... like right now he's sitting with her, I see her try to get closer and he moves away.
He still comes over almost every night, his excuse always the same; "your bed is so comfortable." Is that the real reason? I'm so confused. What does it mean?
I was told they were close before she disappeared so of course I shouldn't be mad that he wants to spend time with her right, it's not like he's my boyfriend? Then why am I so sad?
He smiled at me and I smiled back trying to hold back the tears...
~~xx~~
I look over at the blonde sitting at the bar. Her eyes meet mine so I smile; she smiles back but it's not the same, she's hiding something I can tell... Her eyes are not duller. Is she sad?
I look to the girl I'm next to, she seems happy. We were so close before she disappeared and I know she wants to be again; she told me so… and maybe there was a time when I would have blissfully accepted but, I'm not so sure anymore...
So, I look back to the blonde. She is sad, I can see the moisture in her eyes and I'm the cause of it… I just know it. I hate seeing her in pain...
I need to make a choice.
~~xx~~
He keeps looking in her direction. What is he thinking about? He's sitting here with me but he's distant... I can tell.
They told me that for the last 2 years they've been very close, when you saw one the other wasn't far behind.
And I know he still spends his night with her. But is there still... a chance?
~~xx~~
The girl next to me tries to grab my hand but I pull it back. She peers into my eyes searching, and I know she's hoping... wishing...
"I'm sorry Lisanna, but my heart belongs to another now."
She nods her head slowly. I stand up before I see her tears and walk away towards the bar, towards the blonde.
"Natsu?"
I take her hand. Tears trickle down her face as I wipe them away. "Lucy, let's go home..."