Everybody says this but i just want to add on to it i don't have Evangelion this is what happens after the movie well what i think should happen
Three men from Seele enter the room and find Shinji sitting under the stairs.
" Target found now neutralizing"
" He he sorry kid no offense just doing my job" and stick the gun right to his head. But with three quick burst from a pistol a guard falls. Misato comes running in with a pistol pointed at them. A another burst and a guard falls down. The last guard attacks Misato and hits her but then gets the gun shot out his hand and Misato now holds the gun to his head.
" Sorry no offense" and she burst his head.
" Lets go" She says as she tugs on Shinji to the parking lot
" The powers still on. There's still time. Shinji listen to me from now on you're on your own. You'll have to make your own decisions .no one can do it for you.
" I cant .. I'm no good. I cant pilot Eva if all i do is hurt and kill people. I thought i had no choice but to pilot Eva, because i don't know anything. I'm incapable to do anything good for anybody else. I did something terrible. I killed Karou. I'm a horrible person. I'm dishonest and a coward all i ever do is hurt people"
" I'm not going to feel sorry for you if you don't like pain then you can sit here and let them kill you! Crying isn't going to help anything either! That is it Shinji do you want to run away or do you want to pilot the Eva its your call. If you sit here and do nothing then your already dead.
" Giving up half way is worse then never trying at all"
" Just .. leave me here i want to die"
" Stop talking like a stubborn little brat! Like it or not your still alive . Get up and do something you can die later!"
" You hate yourself don't you? That's why you hurt others. Deep down you know you suffer more when you cause some one else pain.. then if you let yourself get hurt. But shinji that was your choice so it makes it a valid choice. That what you wanted so make it worth while. Stop lying to yourself you do have decisions Then.. Accept the choice you have made."
" But your not me ! ... you don't know what i have to go through! ... You don't understand."
" So FUCKING what if I'm not you! that doesn't mean it's okay for you to give up! If you do ill never FORGIVE YOU AS LONG AS I LIVE!"
"
God knows I'm not perfect either. I've made tons of stupid
mistakes and later I regretted them. And I've done them over and
over again, Thousands of times a cycle of hollow joy and Vicious
self-hatred. But even so every time i learn something about myself.
Please Shinji pilot the
Eva settle this once and for all... for
your own sake. Find out why you came here and why you exist at all !
answer your own questions... and when you've found your answers
come back to me."
Then she kisses him as a last goodbye or motivation to live on.
" That was an adult kiss lets continue when you return" Then she pushes him into the elevator and the doors begin to close. But shinji opens the doors and catches Misato when she is leaning against the door and she falls in with a grunt of pain from her injuries.
" Why didn't you leave me dammit. She says in a almost pleading voice
" I... I couldn't leave you"
" You should have left ..me"
" I'm tired of running away from people they always get hurt"
Misato just laid there looking at his face then passed out
" Misato I'm sorry I'm a coward I'm dishonest a sneak..."
The door then opens and Shinji sees the Eva and with that he hears the screams of Asuka . With every scream he heard it felt like his heart was being torn apart and his soul broken. So he sat there with Misato by his side till a soldier breached the door and looked at Shinji shooting him in the back and side.
Shinji looked around before he went black he saw Misato he was right next to her and he felt a feeling of security and went fell into a sleep.
" Where am i Shinji says looking around in a pure white place"
" Your here" a voice says inside him
" Where's here " He asks
" I am you you are here in your mind" The voice answers
" Do you really think what you say"
" YES... I do i am a coward" Shinji answers
" Are you sure "
" Yes i couldn't help any of them i ran away"
" Then why do you pilot the Eva"
" What"
" Why do you pilot the Eva's" The voice repeats
" Do you like the praise of others telling you a job well done"
"...yes."
"You could have said no any of the offers to piloting the Eva's"
" then i would have ran again"
" So you are a coward aren't you" The voice says sounding a lot like Askua
" Yes i am ..b..but i didn't have a choice " Shinji replies
" You oh no but didn't you"
" I'm tired of this i am a sneak.. I am a COAWARD" Shinji yells
" Then wake up... Wake up..." The voice repeats
Shinji awakens to a very familiar room white in a bed. There is a voice to his right that keeps on telling him this. Shinji looks to the side of his bed and see Misato still looking weak but still better then him
" Shinji please wake up" Misato says crying. She looks up and sees Shinji staring at her. She embraces him so hard his wounds start hurting
" Shinji ..Shinji" She says crying out loud. Shinji just stars done looking at her he to starts crying .
" Misato... I'm sorry.."
" I don't care I'm glad your still alive "
" No I ran away again i left another person behind... I ran .. I.. ran away.. Again"
Shinji looked down looking at his sheets and didn't talk at all he just looked at the ground remembering how Askua yelled for help but he stayed there
" Shinji don't talk like that" She says resting her head on his shoulder"
Just about then as to ruin the moment the nurse walks in and Misato jumps to get back to bed but is seen
" Miss Katsuragi why aren't you in bed . Get back there this instant! Oh good morning Mr.Ikari how are you feeling today"
Shinji just looks at the ground
" ...Good.."
" Well that's good now you had better eat you've been asleep for four days now. And miss Katsuragi ill be back to check on you later stay in BED!
The nurse leaves the room and Misato burst out laughing
" He he I've been doing that every day now and she's always caught me"
Seeing Misato laughing lifted Shinji's sprit a little but in Misato she was just trying to help Shinji
After three days Misato and Shinji where driving back home after a long time in the hospital Misato was relived. Shinji on the other hand was broken the only thing that he could remember was Askua screaming over the intercom all the thing that he had lost that all he could think of. This of course didn't go unnoticed by Misato ( Then again she is his Guardian and of course it always easy to notice people that are moping around)
" Are .. you ok Shinji"
" im..s..."
" Shinji don't say that" the rest of the trip was very quite and the streets were empty but still at least one person was ( cops) on the street so all the signs of the street were still valid and the ride went much slower and they got there in the afternoon.
Once at the apartment Misato and Shinji went up the elevator. They were at the door the key went through and the door swung open.
" Welcome home Shinji"
Id like to thank all the people who gave me review they helped me a lot with the back round of the story ( Even though through much rewinding of the movie for Evangelion i got what they said) And i got the story a little better once again thanks to all of you people. But still want more reviews for further help