My world has never been calm, moving from place to place, living here or there, and feeling like nobody wants you. Lumpin has always been there, almost like a father but not really one. I wish I were in my own father's arms instead of Lumpin's. But now he is gone beyond the veil and I fear he will never return. Even now my I still can't use my real name, I have always gone by Samantha P.M. Lumpin, and know it will stay that way. I can now enter a school should have gone to for six years and now from the news that Lumpins giving me right now I will stay with the Weaslys, Hermione Granger (whose parents are muggles), a strange charter named Mad-Eye Moody and last but definitely least Harry Potter. He is the reason for my father's death, an he should be the one dead.