Hidden Secrets
She didn't know what it was, perhaps that was the reason she tried to hard to fight it. The more and more she felt it, the less and less secure she felt, thus causing her to react in abnormal ways.
Konata sighed as she flipped though the pages of her manga. Although the blue haired gamer often enjoyed reading brand new manga books- today it just didn't fill her up like usual. Instead she was beaten with thoughts that would not leave her head, like a nagging in the back of her heart- such as a mother would constantly beg her son to pick up his clothes.
Desperate to be rid of these masked feelings that had been poking her for days, Konata snatched a piece of note book paper and a pencil, scribbling down whatever came to her head. Some of it was words, a few doodles off to the sides, and on the back she had just scribbled a big mess of gray lead. The pencil tip had broken off, and Konata looked around for a sharpener.
"Stupid pencil…" the girl growled, feeling anxious now that only half of her feelings were out, but half were still bubbling up inside of her.
Once finished, she grabbed sever more sheets of paper, only this time making sure not to crumple or rip them like last time. The things she drew made no sense. She had drawn a picture of a rock in a cloud, an ice cream cone with no ice cream, and a tire with several bullet shots in it.
"Maybe I need to see a doctor…" Konata mumbled, suddenly realizing she had a terrible head ache.
Sitting back on her bed she glanced at the words she had written. Some weren't even words but mere letters. She crumpled the paper and threw it at the trash basket- though it missed. For a few moments there was silence as Konata lay on her bed, eyes closed.
Immediately she shot up and dived for the paper, attempting to un-crumple it with out tearing the thing completely in two. Once open, her green eyes scanned the words until she came across one that made her heart skip a beat.
Kagami