A/N: Edward never came back when he left Bella, he watched her fall in love and grow old. This is Edward's reflection on the day he lost her.

The cry of the city like a siren's song
Wailing over the rooftops the whole night long
Saw a shooting star like a diamond in the sky
Must be someone's soul passing by

She was gone from my world forever, her life ended just like that...

These are the streets
Where we used to run where your Papa's from
These are the days
Where you become what you become

I watched her lay on her death bed, sickly pale and skinny, yet she was still so breath taking.

These are the streets
Where the story's told
The truth unfolds
Darkness settles in

She slowly opened her eyes, and glanced up in my direction, her eyes brightened, and a small smile played at her lips.

Shine your light down on me
Lift me up so I can see
Shine your light when you're gone
Give me the strength
To carry on, carry on

I walked over to the side of her bed and took her frail hand in mine, I put it to my lips to kiss it for what seemed like the last time

Don't wanna be a hero
Just an everyday man
Trying to do the job the very best he can
But now it's like living on borrowed time
Out on the rim, over the line

No matter how hard I wished I could change her I couldn't I would not make her suffer at this age her whole existance, I looked down at her and choked back a dry sob.

Always tempting fate like a game of chance
Never wanna stick around to the very last dance
Sometimes I stumble and take a hard fall
Loose? hold your grip off the wall

"Bella, I am so sorry, I never stopped loving you, I never will, I don't know what I am going to do without you int he world anymore." I couldn't go on dry sons racked my body as I held her hand.

Shine your light down on me
Lift me up so I can see
Shine your light when you're gone
Give me the strength to carry on
Carry on

She squeezed my hand gently and looked up, she took a shaky breth and her lips formed around the words that came out of her mouth.

I thought I saw him walking by the side of the road
Maybe trying to find his way home

"Edward I never stopped.." she whispered shakily,but her voice was music to my ears. She sighed and closed her eyes before she could finish.

He's here but not here
He's gone but not gone
Just hope he knows if I get lost

"Bella sweetheart, what didn't you stop doing? I asked quietly.

Shine your light down on me
Lift me up so I can see
Shine your light when you're gone
Give me the strength to carry on
Carry on

"Loving you." she choked out and with one last breath, Isabella Marie Swan died.

A/N : so what did you think quiet sad i know.. p.s i don't own Twilight or the song which is by the way

Shine your light - Robbie Robertson

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