By the time I had reached the last step I was out of breath because I practically ran. I had a good reason to though,James.. James Potter. Oh just thinking about him gave me a warm feeling in the pit of my stomach,is it possible to love someone this much? "Lily!" said a familiar warm voice,I looked up and there he was tall,thin,and jet black hair. He ran his fingers through my vivid red hair and it gave me the chills and I shaked. He then pulled me closer and I felt his warm lips on mine,"Lily",he said," I love you more then anything in this world" he caressed my cheek and then started kissing my neck and working his way down. "James.. I don.. I dont.. I mean I dont think i'm ready to take our relationship to the next level." I whispered. Was I crazy or something of coarse I wanted to take it to the next level! I loved him so much and I knew he loved me,I could see it in his warm brown eyes. "Lily,I would never push you to do something you dont want to do,and if your not ready.. then thats fine with me I would never ever want to hurt you." he said in a very seductive voice. He pulled me closer and we kissed again. I moved my lips to his ear and whispered " I was wrong.. I'm ready ". He pulled away and looked at me and said "Are you sure? I dont want you to feel as if i'm forcing you.", "No James,this decision is on my own free will.". We embraced once again and fell to the floor,him on top of me. The next thing I knew our shirts were off and he was working on undoing my bra strap. I moved my fingers down to his belt and undid it and then I un-bottoned his pants,when I was done me and him were compleatly naked. I felt his hardness between my legs and I tensed up. "It's ok. I would never hurt you.. I promise to be gentle" he whispered and with that I felt him enter me. Thousands of thoughts went in and through and out again of my mind. I didnt understand the way it felt.. It hurt yet it felt so good. I then remembered the time during summer vacation that I walked in on my sister and her boyfriend Vernon doing it. It looked so dirty and so... Well practically two hot,sweaty bodys clunking into one another,but this felt so special,so sacrid. This noice errupted from my mouth as it did his. My heart was racing and I was all sweaty and shaking when we were done. I layed my head on his chest and we watched the stars from outside the window. He kissed my forehead and he whispered "It's time to go". Ohh.. I didnt want to go I wanted to lay here forever and never leave his side. He carryed me into the portrait of the Fat Lady and up to my four poster and tucked me in and kissed my cheek,he then left and I fell asleep instantly.

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Disclaimer: All characters belong to the talented Jk Rowling

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