HI!! okay this is a twilight story... in case you didn't know. I don't like Edward or Bella so they get each other. I can't think of Carlisle being with anyone but Esme and vice versa. I have nothing against Alice/Jasper or Rose/Emmett but Lorient needs SOME one, not that i'm going to tell you who yet. Part of this stories charms I guess...
Disclaimer: I own only Shade and the plot
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His lips drew closer and closer to mine. I wanted to pull back, escape what I knew would happen if our skin touched anymore then it already was but I needed this, needed Him. How long had it been since I'd done this? No, better question: How long since I'd done this with Him? Too long. Before I was fully aware of what was happening I found my mouth being sweetly ravished by stone cold, marble hard lips. The butterfly soft touch of them sent a wanton chill down my spin. I wondered why he had done this to himself, why I missed the warmth that should have been radiating from him more then him himself. This was wrong.
Why did I let this happen? How could I let this happen? These where of course very good questions but the best I could come up with was 'What was I going to tell Bella if she saw us?' This was, after all, her boyfriend. Sure I'd loved him first, sure I'd been his first but now he had his current lover and really I didn't see what he saw in her. Sure she was cute in a I'm-so-stupid-look-at-me kinda way but why did she have to look like me? Was there really anything about ME that scream STUPID WHORE like with Bella? I prayed to whatever goddess that would listen that there wasn't. The only thing we really had in common was our hair color. And our height. And most likely our weight. Not to mention man taste. And that we were, I guess, stupid. Oh, that's right our names where the same too. Didn't I say that? I'm sorry I forgot, how silly of me. My name is Belladonna Nightshade. I'm a vampire. Edward Cullen turned me into one. When we were both seventeen. And I was a lot stupider then I am now that I'm 104 thank you very much.
Flash Back Time Weee
I never in my life wanted to be a vampire. Edward forced me to. He didn't mean to change me. It was an accident. He was a new born and I was his singer. I tried to forgive him and I did a good job for a while. But the first sign of an abusive spouse is them trying to control everything you do. He had to know where I was at all times. I think it made him nervous he couldn't read my mind. But that didn't give him an excuse to be an ass.
No other man could touch me. I understood that but he wouldn't let them talk to me either. I lost a lot of good guy friends because of him. For a while I thought he'd grow out of it. He didn't.
The last straw was when I got my gift. His ability to read minds came in handy but my ability to change my appearance and look completely human pissed him off. He said it was a sin to change the way God made you. That was another thing that bothered me. He was obsessed with God. If Carlisle hadn't been there he would have killed himself the day he found out he was a vampire. He didn't show it but he was very fragile. I was afraid my leaving might just push him over the edge. I wanted to see the world. He didn't want me to go alone. I held out on telling him he made me sick for as long as I could. Somehow I managed to hold out for three days before I just left. I couldn't take anymore. Carlisle understood. I love him for that. I did see the world. All by myself.
Walking through the Olympian wilderness is not my idea of fun. Even if it isn't winter it still gets cold in Washington and I get cold far too easily for my taste. I was also hungry.
I've said before that I can change my appearance right? Well if I change from my form to any one other then my vamp one I will look human, feel human, age like a human, and eat like a human. Well I eat normal food but I drink blood. Blood is my water.
But out here in the middle of the hundred acre wood there's no microwave to heat my blood. Normally I get my blood from blood banks so the blood's cold when I get it. I like it warm. No microwave + no warm blood = animal blood.
I was looking for a meal when I tripped. This is nothing to get excited about it happens a lot. But not when I'm walking through a meadow where there are no tree roots or fallen branches. When I hit the ground it groaned. That was new.
I looked to my right and saw a pair of long legs and two big feet in sneakers. On my left was a blond haired red eyed vampire. I knew he was a vampire because his chest under my hands was rock hard and he was sparkling.