Six of Cups
Disclaimer: I don't own X characters, understand?!
I look out at the rain. Daddy always didn't like the rain. He said that the raindrops were tears of the people in heaven, crying for us. But the Daddy around now doesn't care about the rain.
Am I really Kazuki though? And am I even a human? The people in the white coats told me that I was not really alive, and didn't have any emotions. But the pretty lady with the fire told me that everyone has emotions, you just have to believe that you do.
I don't know whom to listen to though. But I only want to be with Daddy. Does he want me to be his bride anymore? I still want to be his bride, because when you are a bride, you are very, very happy.
The strange man with the black coat and the pretty sakura blossoms always looks at me a little strangely. He scares me though, because he smiles strangely and doesn't feel right. In fact, Daddy seems a little like him, but I still love Daddy no matter what.
That sad looking man with the long hair, who seems to sleep most of the time, he doesn't really notice me. But he is very nice, even though he is always so sad. What made him so sad?
I really don't like the weird lady who always is around that giant machine. She scares me. Isn't she afraid she will be stuck in the machine forever? She doesn't care about anything, except for the man with the nice smile.
He seems to always smile at everything. No matter what, he seems to be happy about something. Maybe he could tell me how I could be happy.
The really big man, I really don't see. He never seems to be around much, but he seems to be happy, like the smiling man. I know he is hiding something though.
The really tall lady with the strange dresses puzzles me. I don't like her too much. Daddy had said it was bad to hate, but I can't help it. She isn't very nice and she is always around Daddy or that lady with the glasses and the machine.
I only want to make Daddy happy now. He asks me to do things for him and I do them because I care about him. I don't think he loves me any more though. He calls me a doll, a pretty doll. Kazuki had a pretty doll once, with long gold hair and a nice velvet dress. But the face and the hands were cold, because she wasn't alive. Is Daddy mad at me?
I don't know who I am, Kazuki or Nataku. All I want is to be with Daddy, and be his bride.
~*~
A/N: Depressing, isn't it? I like Nataku though; he/it is a symbolic representation of the innocence that is in everyone. In a way, he/it reminds us to keep the innocence we have close to us. By the way, the six of cups, from the minor arcana of tarot cards, is a card that represents remembering the past, nostalgia. In a way, that is true, as you can see here. Well, please, review, constructive criticism is welcome, as this is my first X fanfic.
Disclaimer: I don't own X characters, understand?!
I look out at the rain. Daddy always didn't like the rain. He said that the raindrops were tears of the people in heaven, crying for us. But the Daddy around now doesn't care about the rain.
Am I really Kazuki though? And am I even a human? The people in the white coats told me that I was not really alive, and didn't have any emotions. But the pretty lady with the fire told me that everyone has emotions, you just have to believe that you do.
I don't know whom to listen to though. But I only want to be with Daddy. Does he want me to be his bride anymore? I still want to be his bride, because when you are a bride, you are very, very happy.
The strange man with the black coat and the pretty sakura blossoms always looks at me a little strangely. He scares me though, because he smiles strangely and doesn't feel right. In fact, Daddy seems a little like him, but I still love Daddy no matter what.
That sad looking man with the long hair, who seems to sleep most of the time, he doesn't really notice me. But he is very nice, even though he is always so sad. What made him so sad?
I really don't like the weird lady who always is around that giant machine. She scares me. Isn't she afraid she will be stuck in the machine forever? She doesn't care about anything, except for the man with the nice smile.
He seems to always smile at everything. No matter what, he seems to be happy about something. Maybe he could tell me how I could be happy.
The really big man, I really don't see. He never seems to be around much, but he seems to be happy, like the smiling man. I know he is hiding something though.
The really tall lady with the strange dresses puzzles me. I don't like her too much. Daddy had said it was bad to hate, but I can't help it. She isn't very nice and she is always around Daddy or that lady with the glasses and the machine.
I only want to make Daddy happy now. He asks me to do things for him and I do them because I care about him. I don't think he loves me any more though. He calls me a doll, a pretty doll. Kazuki had a pretty doll once, with long gold hair and a nice velvet dress. But the face and the hands were cold, because she wasn't alive. Is Daddy mad at me?
I don't know who I am, Kazuki or Nataku. All I want is to be with Daddy, and be his bride.
~*~
A/N: Depressing, isn't it? I like Nataku though; he/it is a symbolic representation of the innocence that is in everyone. In a way, he/it reminds us to keep the innocence we have close to us. By the way, the six of cups, from the minor arcana of tarot cards, is a card that represents remembering the past, nostalgia. In a way, that is true, as you can see here. Well, please, review, constructive criticism is welcome, as this is my first X fanfic.