Intro
She is the one that puzzles me. I swear, she is the only person that can make me feel this way. There is honestly no other person. I don't want to sound like some love-sick teenager that's obsessed with some girl, that doesn't even know they exist.
There is almost some sort of in balance when she is around, like all my thought and actions are because of this girl, just to get her attention. For her to look my way and notice me, make me feel like I'm not insignificant to her.
I want to catch those big, shiny, brown eyes looking at me, not through me. I want her to want me, to feel like she needs me. I just want one simple nod of the head or a simple wave, smile. Anything to make me feel like I am seen, that I am alive to this girl.
But there is something about that one girl, that makes me feel like everything I once knew is a lie. Everything I hold dear to me is a lie, that all the people I surround myself with are nothing compared to this one girl.
This girl is an enigma. An enigma I want to meet.