~hi guys! this is my first ever suicide squad story and i just hope you guys like it! reviews are ALWAYS welcome!

Joker knew normal. Even after he became what everyone sees. He knew normal and it was me. My name is Jacqueline and I was the normal in the chaos. I moved from London to Gotham when I was 25 after I finished with university and transferred to Gotham University to get my Master's Degree in White Collar crimes as they so eloquently put it. We met before he went insane… you're probably asking if we dated? Yes. Was it serious? It depends on the person you're asking but to me it was.

He's 9 years older than me but we met 6 years ago when I was at a pub looking at a study case and he said that the crime being committed there was studying and drinking at the same time, no one should do both. We laughed, got along and the rest is history.

We kept in touch trough the time! In these years he went crazy, he blames Batman. I've lived in Gotham for 2 years now and only when I arrived I realised that that so called 'Batman' was real. If you told one of your friends on the other side of the world that a man dressed as a bat was trying to save the city what would you answer? As expected I called him insane, which I already knew he was but to that extent? I was wrong and I admit it.

He became what everyone sees about 4 years ago and scared the living daylight out of me but what was I gonna do? Leave him? Law school isn't easy on anyone and it takes a clean mind to make it through it unharmed, mine was not clean so, as expected, it wasn't all good. I had multiple mental breakdowns and each time he would try to bring me to Gotham to be treated, but he also knew that if I left London against my will it would do more harm than good., so he would go see me when he could and sent one of his goons to keep an eye on me and I remind you this had come from the Joker everyone in this town fears.

You're probably wondering if I'm gonna mention Harley, I just did and I will talk about her. I met her when she was treating J at Arkham and she seemed sweet. How did I do that, you ask, the answer is quite simple! I'm a lawyer and I was his lawyer… sort of. He never needed one but every now and then he'd call me and say he wanted to talk so he'd tell Frost to send the jet to get me! I knew what he was doing from the beginning and we talked about it and we agreed I wouldn't be around for a while because it could disrupt his plan to get out.

It had been 3 years since that conversation and I hadn't contacted him since, I knew he had gotten out but he didn't knew I was in Gotham. I left London because that Master's Degree was so much more interesting in a city corrupted by drug and crime lords, the irony isn't lost in me, trust me!

All was fine, I had an amazing group of friends back home, a crazy but awesome roommate called Jennifer and my studies were going well. I hadn't talked to Joker since then but I knew him and Harley had been causing chaos together and all I wished was that no chaos got to my house. No one around me knew I had connections to him because I didn't talk about it to protect myself. As long as it kept on being like this I was going to stay until I finished and then I would get back to London… or so I had hoped until that knock on my door.

I hear Jen running from her bedroom to the door:

- - Hey Jackie, there's this dude on the door who asked me to ask you if you wanted to build a snowman

- -Is he wearing a grey suit?

- -Yes….?

- - Oh dear lord… okay. I'm going with him and you are going to lock everything and wait for me to come back. If I don't come back in 24 hours call the number in the black envelope behind our frame and just say I'm not home, they'll know what I mean.

- -What is going on? Are you okay? Have you start doing drugs?

- -No, no, honey calm down! Everything is fine and just do as I told you okay?

- -Okay!

I get my bag, put on my jacket and go to the door.

- Hello Frosty, long time no see.

And my so hoped piece was over.