I've never been a social person. I don't really know why, but I didn't wanted to know it too much either. Even when I was young, I spent almost all day in front of a screen. I didn't care if it was a computer or a intend one. It made my mind focus on something that weren't the things around me.

But things have changed. Times have…this world changes so fast it sometimes makes me feel sick if I think about it for too long…

I was 17 and worked. Of course. I needed the work so that I could move to another place…though…I liked the apartment I lived in. My roommate was nice and all, so I had no problems. In fact, she understood me better than some people. We both seemed to be some kind of outcasts that had found each other by quite a weird coincidence. However, I couldn't complain.

I sighed, looking up at the ceiling in my room. Even online, games had turned a bit boring. I typed a quick 'goodbye' and disconnected. Maybe I should call someone or something I thought, taking out my phone and wandering though the contact list (which wasn't really that long) and finally decided to call Aiden, or A for short.

He must have been working, since he didn't pick up the phone. I sighed once more, a bit frustrated. Boredom was taking the best of me. I looked at the pile of books next to me. Maybe I could…study?

Nah

I kept looking in my contact list for names, as if I was expecting some unknown number to appear, but it didn't. I knew that calling my best friend right now would be stupid. He would probably be working or studying or just being a nerd, as always. Hm…maybe it wasn't such a bad idea. I smirked and pressed the call button. The call was answered after a few seconds

''Matt? What do you want?'' asked the blond from the other side

''I'm boooooooooooooooooored'' I groaned and smiled. I knew that within a few seconds, we would either be talking about how much he worked or we would pick a place to go or something to do. And I had nothing against the second idea.

''You do know that I'm studying, right?'' I could notice the annoyance in his voice

''You're always studying, so I don't find that unusual…''

''And you're always bored''

''Yup''

There was a loud sigh from the other line ''Alright, alright. Do you feel like having a movies night?''

I smiled ''Sure. I'll be at your place in ten''

''Make it twenty. I need to do a couple of things''

''Alright, see ya, blondie''

The call ended. After a few minutes of just…laying on the floor, resting my head against the bed, I decided that I should get ready and maybe buy some stuff for the movie night. My roommate wasn't home yet. She was probably working or studying or maybe buying some video game. Once more, I hoped for the last statement to be the correct one.

''Do you even have any cool movie to watch or just soap operas and romantic comedies?'' I joked, looking around Mello's collection of films.

He rolled his eyes and chuckled ''Sounded like your kind of movies, so I picked these''

Though we were saying that the only movies he had were romantic ones, it wasn't true. In fact, most of the movies were thrillers, adventure or action movies (though there were some romantic comedies, but I must say that they were really good ones)

''Don't you have Dirty Dancing?'' I asked

''Dirty what?''

He gave me one of those looks, as if I was some kind of pervert or something. And I don't blame him. It did kind of sound like a porn movie after all. But damn that movie was awesome.

''Dirty Dancing'' I repeated ''I must bring it in someday. You'll probably like it, blondie''

After picking a movie and making some popcorn, we sat down on the couch in the living room. The movie started and Mello and I were silent for almost all the times, sometimes exchanging comments or something.

I didn't feel well at all, to be honest. And that was why I needed to hang out. I wanted to be alone, but I knew that if I was left alone, I would do something I would regret the next day again, so I knew I needed to hang out with someone so that I would get my head off those thoughts. I really was like a big baby, needing to be constantly taken care of. And that only made me feel worse. I was a horrible friend. Specially for Mello, whom had always been there for me.

I am the worst.

AN:

Hi and thank you for reading this story! It is the first fanfic I will upload and I will try to write more chapters if you like it. I'm sorry for the spelling mistakes, I try my best ;_;

Oh, by the way, If you think there is something wrong or something that I need to change, feel free to tell me! I will always accept criticism :3