We Make Our Own Choices
Summary: Dil and Mark have been going out for three months. Things are going good until something happens, forcing Mark to realize that he is danger to Dil. Will he end it or will he ignore it? This contains slash... Please don't read it you don't like it... I don't like flames saying crap like 'Your story is sick' and crap like that.
Warnings: Slash, harsh language, and some kissing between two dudes...
A/N: I was sitting here, when this popped into my head. Ok... I wasn't just sitting here, I was attempting to work on my five page report for geography... Maybe I should do that instead... nah... Well, I hope you like it and if you read First Date... I should update that soon... ::sigh:: Well, I'm gonna shut up and get on with the story... Oh... before I leave... I bowled a 199 on saturday (12-13-03)... I'm on a league and that is the highest girl's score thingie!!!!!!! I'm really happy!!!!! Proud of me?????????????
"ALIENS ARE ATTACKING WAK..." the alarm clock blared causing Dil Pickles to fall off his bed.
He slowly got to his feet, mumbling something about rabit aliens, and sitting on his bed.
'Dang this place is a mess,' he thought looking around his room.
Clothes were scattered carlessy on the floor, if he even had one. Soda cans, empty or half empty, sat atop the dusty desk or dresser. Plates, with or without food, laid on the floor and night stand. His homework currently resting on the floor, along side his text books.
'No way in heck, is Mark going to see this,' he thought smiling.
Mark movd into the neighborhood, about a year ago. Dil and him were instant friends. They grew closer over the years which resulted in their current relationship. They have been together for about three months, secertly. If people knew the two would be hated, discrimated against, judged, outcasted, and so much more.
Dil got up from his sitting postion on the bed and walked over to his closet. He grabbed his black Dickies and a black shirt that read, 'Knowledge is power, power corrupts. Study and you'll be evil, I want to be evil, but who needs to study?'[1]. He walked to the bathroom, in serious need of a shower.
He came out of the bathroom twenty-eight minutes later, but whose counting, wearing the outfit he picked out. Tommy rushed by him into the bathroom, without a second glance. Dil sighed at this, it seems Tommy had been ignoring him a lot more lately.
'Guess I can't blame him, the band is doing good,' Dil thought walking back into his room.
"I gotta clean this place us as soon as I get home," he said to himself, looking around again trying to find his Vans.
"DIL!!!!!" his mom yelled from downstairs. "Breakfast!!!!"
"Coming!" He instantly responsed slipping on his shoes.
He grabbed his backpack and rushed downstairs, skipping the last two. He trudged into the kitchen and settled in one of the chairs. Tommy came down moments later.
Tommy had on red Dickies, a black fishnet on under his black shirt that read, 'I'm not weird, I'm gifted.' He also had on black boots and his pants were currently being 'held' up by a studded belt. He hair was long and down and still semi-wet from his shower.
"Little brother, do you have anymore gel?" Tommy asked.
"Yeah, I have two bottles, want one?" Dil replied distracted.
"Yeah thanks, what's up? You seem distracted," he asked, concern showing in his deep brown eyes.
"Yeah I'm fine, just thinking," came his reply.
"That's a first."
"Shut up you fruit."
"I'm not a fruit, I'm a apple."
"Are you mocking me again?"
"No, little brother, I would never mock you."
"Suck you!" Dil said laughing. 'It's been a long time since we did that."
"Did you just say that?" Tommy said with a fake gasp before lanching himself at Dil.
The two play fought for awhile before Stu came in and telling the two boys they had five minutes to finsh getting ready. Needless to say the boys got up and rushed upstairs to do their hair. Coming out later supporting libery spikes, each.
"You took my hair style again," Tommy complained grinning.
"We go through this every freaking morning, You stole my hair style," came the smart remark from Dil. The two walked down the stairs and outside to wait for Chuckie to pick them up. Tommy and Dil both had their license, but didn't feel like driving. Plus it was Chuckie's week to drive them to school. Chuckie walked out a few moments later calling the two over. Kimi sat up front by Chuckie, in the sit behind them Tommy, and Lil sat, and in the third row Phil, Dil and Mark.[2] The ride was mostly quiet, except for the radio blaring. Simple Plan was currently playing and the five kids singing, Dil and Mark were sitting in silence, hoping they would arrive soon.
Finally after what seemed like three years, they arrived at school, in which only took twenty minutes. Dil and Mark said bye to the others and went off to a quiet place to spend some time together. That quiet place happen to be under the stairs, where no one dares to enter. Well ok, it was the place were the pot heads hung out so no one really wanted to be there, just in case the pot heads were caught. Dil and Mark knew that it would be empty in the morning, because that people who usually hung out there were either still sleeping or off with a dealer.
"God, I missed you," Mark told Dil grabbing his hand.
"It's only been a day," He replied smiling.
"Well, it feels like it's been longer than that," came Mark's reply.
"Are you still coming over after school?"
"Yep."
"What time will you be over?"
"How about 4:25!"
"Yeah, that gives me twenty minutes to clean my room, which really needs it," He told him smirking then pulling him into a hug.
They two stayed like that until the bell rung, and the two slowly let each other go. They walked to their first period which was English. The rest of the day went by slowly, to slowly for Dil who practically ran out of his last period class when the bell rung. He arrived at the car first and stood there waiting for the others. Mark was the second to arrive at the car and they stood there waiting, trying hard not to touch each other. The others got to the car about three minutes later, confused why Dil and Mark were glaring at them.
"What's up with the glares?" Kimi asked.
"You guys take forever," they whined.
"No you guys just rush things," Chuckie told them.
The two glared at him and climbed into the car sitting in the back. This time Mark was in the middle and Tommy sat by Mark. Kimi and Lil in front, and Chuckie and Phil in the way front. As soon as Chuckie arrived at home did Dil rush inside and up his stairs. He cleaned him room in ten minutes flat. Still worried that it wasn't clean he went around picking up anthing. He dusted his dresser, and nightstands, then wiped them down. Finally satified with his work he turned and walked downstairs. He looked over at his brother, who was supporting a amused grin.
"What?" he asked confushed.
"You just rushed out of the car and cleaned your room, would this happen to have anything to do with a certain someone coming over?" Tommy asked.
"What do you mean?"
"You know you can't hide anything from me Dil, I know all about you and Mark. You like him don't you?" Tommy asked grinning.
"We are friends, and I'm not gay."
"Little bro, I know you well enough. You can't lie to me, plus when you do lie you tap your foot," he said pointing to Dil's tapping foot.
"Mark and I are not going out, I'm not gay," came a worried reply. 'Shit, he knows. He can't know, no one can. I tap my foot when I lie?'
"Don't worry D, I won't tell mom or dad... Or anyone for that case, just admit it."
"Fine, you promise you won't tell, T? I mean I trust you," came Dil's pleading reply.
"Yes Dil, I promise," He reasurred.
"We've been going out for three months... How did you find out?"
"I saw you two this morning. I needed to talk to you and followed you. I was worried... you seemed really out of it this morning and I wanted to know why," Tommy explained.
"Are you mad? I mean I should have told you."
"I understand why you didn't tell me. I mean this is big, but little bro don't worry I'd still love you... even if you were a space alien from Uranus!" [3]
"Thanks, T. Your acceptance means a lot from me. Mark should be here soon, do I look ok?"
"Yeah."
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah."
The door bell rings and Dil freezes in place, suddently nervous.
"Do you want me to answer it?" Tommy asked.
"Please, tell him I'm up in my room and act like you don't know!" Dil tells him running up to his room and picking up a bit more.
Moments later Mark enters dressed in black Dickies and a black fitted shirt. His hair spiked up and his lip ring was an ring instead of a stud.
"You changed didn't you?" Dil asked.
"Just for you, let's 'study'."
"Yeah ok."
The two guys sat on Dil's bed with books surrounding them. They weren't really paying any attention to the books instead they were glazing deeply into each others eyes. Their faces became closer and closer, they could feel each other's hot breath on their faces. The space closed and lips met in light kisses. Which soon turned more passionate, tongues battling for entrance to the others mouth. Their kiss lasted until breath was needed and the two broke away panting.
"Wow," Dil breathed.
"That was amazing, god it sounds like this is our first kiss," Mark laughed.
"Our first kiss was way better."
"You sound like such a girl."
"That was below the belt."
"Ok, I'm sorry. Forgive me?" he asked with puppy dog eyes.
"Of course, if you do one thing."
"What would that be?"
"Kiss me again."
They kissed again, but this time it was shorted because of a banging on the door. Dil got up from his place on the bed and opened it. Tommy stood there smiling, noticing Dil's red, swollen lips.
"Tsk Tsk Dil. Mom and dad say it's time for dinner," Tommy tells him smirking.
"Shut up! Do they know Mark is here?"
"Sure do, Hey Mark... Did you two have fun?"
"Go away. Tell them we will be down soon."
"Dil... don't do anything... to bad." Tommy told him closing the door and walking downstairs to deliver Dil's message.
"What was that about?" Mark asked as Dil sat by him.
"He knows, he found out this morning... Are you mad?" Dil asked grabbing his hand and rubbing small circles on it with his thumb.
"No, is it cool with him?"
"Yeah, let's go eat, maybe mom and dad will let you sleep over," He told him pulling him off the bed and into a hug.
"Maybe, I doubt they will, when they find out about us."
"Maybe."
Mark and Dil held hands walking down the stairs and letting go before entering the kitchen. The smell of food washed over the two. In front of them stood fried chicken, rice and ketchup. The two of them walked over to the table and began to dig into the food. They finshed up and excused themselves before heading back up to Dil's room for some peace and quiet.
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[1] That was corny I admit it... I saw a quote like that somewhere... I don't remember though... Of course one of my friends could have said it... I don't know
[2] He drives a van... with three rows of chairs...
[3] Get it Uranus... muhahahahahahaha ::grin:: Do I scare you?
A/N: Do you like? Sorry bout spelling errors... I suck at spelling and I don't have spell check on this comp... stupid thing... Tell me what you think... I'll love you forever if you do... and I did warn you about the slash... I was gonna make this a one shot fic but I don't feel like typing everything in one chapter... The way I see it... more chapters more reviews! ::grin:: Ok... is it me or do I sound a bit snuck up? First reviewer gets a stuffed animal!!!! In fact I recieved on today... It's a red stuffed bear and I named it 'Benji's Spagetti' Don't ask why... and most people were surprised when I was hugging it today... Do you think it is because I wear full black, and have a blank expression... Maybe they see me as emotionless... Which is an awesome Good Charlotte song!! ::grin:: Well tell me what you think!!!! I'll love you forever and a day... And as I said before... if you read 'First Date' next chapter will be up... soon ::sigh:: I need ideas for that story... Help me out? PLEASE??? Well bye Oh by the way... I was a bit nervous bout posting this... please tell me if you want more or not! If you don't like say it and if you do say it... I'll update this depending on the response of it... If I get one person saying they don't like it and a few saying they do... then i'll continue... if you don't like please be nice in saying it though...
Summary: Dil and Mark have been going out for three months. Things are going good until something happens, forcing Mark to realize that he is danger to Dil. Will he end it or will he ignore it? This contains slash... Please don't read it you don't like it... I don't like flames saying crap like 'Your story is sick' and crap like that.
Warnings: Slash, harsh language, and some kissing between two dudes...
A/N: I was sitting here, when this popped into my head. Ok... I wasn't just sitting here, I was attempting to work on my five page report for geography... Maybe I should do that instead... nah... Well, I hope you like it and if you read First Date... I should update that soon... ::sigh:: Well, I'm gonna shut up and get on with the story... Oh... before I leave... I bowled a 199 on saturday (12-13-03)... I'm on a league and that is the highest girl's score thingie!!!!!!! I'm really happy!!!!! Proud of me?????????????
"ALIENS ARE ATTACKING WAK..." the alarm clock blared causing Dil Pickles to fall off his bed.
He slowly got to his feet, mumbling something about rabit aliens, and sitting on his bed.
'Dang this place is a mess,' he thought looking around his room.
Clothes were scattered carlessy on the floor, if he even had one. Soda cans, empty or half empty, sat atop the dusty desk or dresser. Plates, with or without food, laid on the floor and night stand. His homework currently resting on the floor, along side his text books.
'No way in heck, is Mark going to see this,' he thought smiling.
Mark movd into the neighborhood, about a year ago. Dil and him were instant friends. They grew closer over the years which resulted in their current relationship. They have been together for about three months, secertly. If people knew the two would be hated, discrimated against, judged, outcasted, and so much more.
Dil got up from his sitting postion on the bed and walked over to his closet. He grabbed his black Dickies and a black shirt that read, 'Knowledge is power, power corrupts. Study and you'll be evil, I want to be evil, but who needs to study?'[1]. He walked to the bathroom, in serious need of a shower.
He came out of the bathroom twenty-eight minutes later, but whose counting, wearing the outfit he picked out. Tommy rushed by him into the bathroom, without a second glance. Dil sighed at this, it seems Tommy had been ignoring him a lot more lately.
'Guess I can't blame him, the band is doing good,' Dil thought walking back into his room.
"I gotta clean this place us as soon as I get home," he said to himself, looking around again trying to find his Vans.
"DIL!!!!!" his mom yelled from downstairs. "Breakfast!!!!"
"Coming!" He instantly responsed slipping on his shoes.
He grabbed his backpack and rushed downstairs, skipping the last two. He trudged into the kitchen and settled in one of the chairs. Tommy came down moments later.
Tommy had on red Dickies, a black fishnet on under his black shirt that read, 'I'm not weird, I'm gifted.' He also had on black boots and his pants were currently being 'held' up by a studded belt. He hair was long and down and still semi-wet from his shower.
"Little brother, do you have anymore gel?" Tommy asked.
"Yeah, I have two bottles, want one?" Dil replied distracted.
"Yeah thanks, what's up? You seem distracted," he asked, concern showing in his deep brown eyes.
"Yeah I'm fine, just thinking," came his reply.
"That's a first."
"Shut up you fruit."
"I'm not a fruit, I'm a apple."
"Are you mocking me again?"
"No, little brother, I would never mock you."
"Suck you!" Dil said laughing. 'It's been a long time since we did that."
"Did you just say that?" Tommy said with a fake gasp before lanching himself at Dil.
The two play fought for awhile before Stu came in and telling the two boys they had five minutes to finsh getting ready. Needless to say the boys got up and rushed upstairs to do their hair. Coming out later supporting libery spikes, each.
"You took my hair style again," Tommy complained grinning.
"We go through this every freaking morning, You stole my hair style," came the smart remark from Dil. The two walked down the stairs and outside to wait for Chuckie to pick them up. Tommy and Dil both had their license, but didn't feel like driving. Plus it was Chuckie's week to drive them to school. Chuckie walked out a few moments later calling the two over. Kimi sat up front by Chuckie, in the sit behind them Tommy, and Lil sat, and in the third row Phil, Dil and Mark.[2] The ride was mostly quiet, except for the radio blaring. Simple Plan was currently playing and the five kids singing, Dil and Mark were sitting in silence, hoping they would arrive soon.
Finally after what seemed like three years, they arrived at school, in which only took twenty minutes. Dil and Mark said bye to the others and went off to a quiet place to spend some time together. That quiet place happen to be under the stairs, where no one dares to enter. Well ok, it was the place were the pot heads hung out so no one really wanted to be there, just in case the pot heads were caught. Dil and Mark knew that it would be empty in the morning, because that people who usually hung out there were either still sleeping or off with a dealer.
"God, I missed you," Mark told Dil grabbing his hand.
"It's only been a day," He replied smiling.
"Well, it feels like it's been longer than that," came Mark's reply.
"Are you still coming over after school?"
"Yep."
"What time will you be over?"
"How about 4:25!"
"Yeah, that gives me twenty minutes to clean my room, which really needs it," He told him smirking then pulling him into a hug.
They two stayed like that until the bell rung, and the two slowly let each other go. They walked to their first period which was English. The rest of the day went by slowly, to slowly for Dil who practically ran out of his last period class when the bell rung. He arrived at the car first and stood there waiting for the others. Mark was the second to arrive at the car and they stood there waiting, trying hard not to touch each other. The others got to the car about three minutes later, confused why Dil and Mark were glaring at them.
"What's up with the glares?" Kimi asked.
"You guys take forever," they whined.
"No you guys just rush things," Chuckie told them.
The two glared at him and climbed into the car sitting in the back. This time Mark was in the middle and Tommy sat by Mark. Kimi and Lil in front, and Chuckie and Phil in the way front. As soon as Chuckie arrived at home did Dil rush inside and up his stairs. He cleaned him room in ten minutes flat. Still worried that it wasn't clean he went around picking up anthing. He dusted his dresser, and nightstands, then wiped them down. Finally satified with his work he turned and walked downstairs. He looked over at his brother, who was supporting a amused grin.
"What?" he asked confushed.
"You just rushed out of the car and cleaned your room, would this happen to have anything to do with a certain someone coming over?" Tommy asked.
"What do you mean?"
"You know you can't hide anything from me Dil, I know all about you and Mark. You like him don't you?" Tommy asked grinning.
"We are friends, and I'm not gay."
"Little bro, I know you well enough. You can't lie to me, plus when you do lie you tap your foot," he said pointing to Dil's tapping foot.
"Mark and I are not going out, I'm not gay," came a worried reply. 'Shit, he knows. He can't know, no one can. I tap my foot when I lie?'
"Don't worry D, I won't tell mom or dad... Or anyone for that case, just admit it."
"Fine, you promise you won't tell, T? I mean I trust you," came Dil's pleading reply.
"Yes Dil, I promise," He reasurred.
"We've been going out for three months... How did you find out?"
"I saw you two this morning. I needed to talk to you and followed you. I was worried... you seemed really out of it this morning and I wanted to know why," Tommy explained.
"Are you mad? I mean I should have told you."
"I understand why you didn't tell me. I mean this is big, but little bro don't worry I'd still love you... even if you were a space alien from Uranus!" [3]
"Thanks, T. Your acceptance means a lot from me. Mark should be here soon, do I look ok?"
"Yeah."
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah."
The door bell rings and Dil freezes in place, suddently nervous.
"Do you want me to answer it?" Tommy asked.
"Please, tell him I'm up in my room and act like you don't know!" Dil tells him running up to his room and picking up a bit more.
Moments later Mark enters dressed in black Dickies and a black fitted shirt. His hair spiked up and his lip ring was an ring instead of a stud.
"You changed didn't you?" Dil asked.
"Just for you, let's 'study'."
"Yeah ok."
The two guys sat on Dil's bed with books surrounding them. They weren't really paying any attention to the books instead they were glazing deeply into each others eyes. Their faces became closer and closer, they could feel each other's hot breath on their faces. The space closed and lips met in light kisses. Which soon turned more passionate, tongues battling for entrance to the others mouth. Their kiss lasted until breath was needed and the two broke away panting.
"Wow," Dil breathed.
"That was amazing, god it sounds like this is our first kiss," Mark laughed.
"Our first kiss was way better."
"You sound like such a girl."
"That was below the belt."
"Ok, I'm sorry. Forgive me?" he asked with puppy dog eyes.
"Of course, if you do one thing."
"What would that be?"
"Kiss me again."
They kissed again, but this time it was shorted because of a banging on the door. Dil got up from his place on the bed and opened it. Tommy stood there smiling, noticing Dil's red, swollen lips.
"Tsk Tsk Dil. Mom and dad say it's time for dinner," Tommy tells him smirking.
"Shut up! Do they know Mark is here?"
"Sure do, Hey Mark... Did you two have fun?"
"Go away. Tell them we will be down soon."
"Dil... don't do anything... to bad." Tommy told him closing the door and walking downstairs to deliver Dil's message.
"What was that about?" Mark asked as Dil sat by him.
"He knows, he found out this morning... Are you mad?" Dil asked grabbing his hand and rubbing small circles on it with his thumb.
"No, is it cool with him?"
"Yeah, let's go eat, maybe mom and dad will let you sleep over," He told him pulling him off the bed and into a hug.
"Maybe, I doubt they will, when they find out about us."
"Maybe."
Mark and Dil held hands walking down the stairs and letting go before entering the kitchen. The smell of food washed over the two. In front of them stood fried chicken, rice and ketchup. The two of them walked over to the table and began to dig into the food. They finshed up and excused themselves before heading back up to Dil's room for some peace and quiet.
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[1] That was corny I admit it... I saw a quote like that somewhere... I don't remember though... Of course one of my friends could have said it... I don't know
[2] He drives a van... with three rows of chairs...
[3] Get it Uranus... muhahahahahahaha ::grin:: Do I scare you?
A/N: Do you like? Sorry bout spelling errors... I suck at spelling and I don't have spell check on this comp... stupid thing... Tell me what you think... I'll love you forever if you do... and I did warn you about the slash... I was gonna make this a one shot fic but I don't feel like typing everything in one chapter... The way I see it... more chapters more reviews! ::grin:: Ok... is it me or do I sound a bit snuck up? First reviewer gets a stuffed animal!!!! In fact I recieved on today... It's a red stuffed bear and I named it 'Benji's Spagetti' Don't ask why... and most people were surprised when I was hugging it today... Do you think it is because I wear full black, and have a blank expression... Maybe they see me as emotionless... Which is an awesome Good Charlotte song!! ::grin:: Well tell me what you think!!!! I'll love you forever and a day... And as I said before... if you read 'First Date' next chapter will be up... soon ::sigh:: I need ideas for that story... Help me out? PLEASE??? Well bye Oh by the way... I was a bit nervous bout posting this... please tell me if you want more or not! If you don't like say it and if you do say it... I'll update this depending on the response of it... If I get one person saying they don't like it and a few saying they do... then i'll continue... if you don't like please be nice in saying it though...