This is my first fan-fic so please do not be too harsh to me.
This is set in SK but before the Strigoi Attack.
I do not own Vampire Academy or any of the characters. ENJOY. (:
"I'm sorry Roza but we can never be together. " he, the love of my life whispered into my ear right before he walked out of gym leaving me more alone than I had ever felt before. Dimitri was leaving and soon he would be gone from my life forever. I stood in the gym frozen staring at the white walls for what seemed to be a lifetime. I don't know what I was thinking for all that time or if I was thinking at all. It honestly felt like I had stopped living completely and that I was no longer alive. That man that I had loved had just left me and I don't know why. What was I supposed to think, do or believe?
"Rose!" a sweet caring and familiar voice said knocking me out of my trance, "I've been looking for your for hours" Lissa my best friend said as she casually strolled towards me.
"Hey Liss" I said acting normally. There was no way that she could know what had just happened. It wasn't fair for her to deal with my bullshit. I, after all was the one that was protecting her and instead of doing my job I was weeping over a man, a man that I had loved with all of my heart but he was a man that had left me with no explanation.
"Is something wrong Rose?" Liss, said as she waved her pale white hand in front of my face. I smiled weakly at her.
"Of course there wouldn't be. I'm just really tired and I haven't had food in what, three hours? I think I'm going to die of starvation" I joked, Liss rolled her eyes at me.
"Well that is why I am here to take you to dinner" Liss said as she linked her skinny arms with mine and she then led me out of the gym, out of the room that I had last seen him in.
"Rosie Posie, what's wrong? You normally eat like a beast" Christian said to me as I pushed all of the food around on my plate with my fork. I didn't move my head up to look at him but I could feel his and the rests of the tables questioning gaze fixed on me.
"Nothing. I'm just tired, no shut up fireboy before I punch you" I said as I stared at my plate, holding back the tears that have been trying to fight there way out. I will not cry, I will never cry, I Rose Hathaway will never ever ever be weak ever again. Never again in my life will I let someone walk in and out of my life.
"Rose, I thought you were hungry before?" Lissa said confused and also worried. I pained me to see her worry about me when I was the one who should be worrying about her. I was so selfish!
"I was but I'm not anymore" I said as I looked up at her questioning and worried eyes. "Nothing can ever get Rose Hathaway down" except for the man that she loved leaving her in pieces.
"Can you believe Guardian Belikov is leaving?" Eddie said immediately catching my attention. When I looked up from my plate everyone at the table was staring at me.
"Good Riddance" I said putting on a brave face "The man was an ass" I said faking a laugh which just sounded pathetic and shaky. Hold it together Rose, they can never ever know.
"He may have been an ass but he was one of the best Guardians ever!" Christian said giving me a weird look.
"He wasn't an ass!" Lissa said defensively while looking at me with disappointment.
"Yea well you were not the one that had to wake up early in the morning to train with him!" I said with my true Rose Hathaway attitude.
"True" Christian said then paused "I wonder why he left. Did he tell you Rose?".
No, why would he tell me. I was nothing to him. I was fucking nothing. He left me behind like a piece of trash and sure as hell was not a piece of trash. "No, he did not" I said before I went back to starring at my plate.
"I heard he went to guard your Aunt Tasha, Christian" Mia said and as those words came out of her mouth I felt my fists clench. If he was leaving for that whore, well she wasn't a whore but if he left me for that cougar all hell was going to break loose.
"I heard that he left to go guard his childhood sweetheart in Russia" Eddie said.
"I have to go" I said as I quickly got up from the table and bolted out of the room at lightening speed. If I stayed in there any longer I was going to be sick, someone was going to be punched and then I was going to break down in front of the while cafeteria. I sprinted to my dorm with tears streaming down my face. He had left me for another woman, I felt sick, sick to my core. How could he do that to me after everything?