To the One who once(will always) owns my Heart

It seems like yesterday

You're sending me letters every other day

Telling me how much you love me

Even though you never cared for me

I remember that sweet smile of yours

I never recover on that before

Blushing like the outer core

Melting there like gold and ore

I used to wear your blue cap

Feeling, it belongs to my heart

Smelling on it the sweetest scent of Jovan Musk

While thinking of you in the time of dusk

But something went wrong

Our love didn't last long

You thought I'm your girlfriend

But you are just my special friend

You were my knight in shining armor for a short time

But it is not enough for a lifetime

I never become your damsel in distress

Yet, this is for our own best

Our love is like shooting star

A feeling of glimpse and scar

Unforgettable moment of my life

But you leave a wound by the sharpest knife

Our treasured past has gone

Yet it's my entire fault, everything done

Sorry for the promises I've broken

Even though the moments are stolen

I loved you that's all I can say

I did hoped that you felt that way

I'm sorry we lost apart

But, I'm thankful with all my heart

(ok, this poem was written almost one year ago and I wrote it for him, for that guy. Well, this was dedicated to him. Honestly, I tried to gave it to him but I failed 'coz I'm a coward so I tried to gave it to their school newspaper so that maybe he will read it but then sadly, it wasn't published. =) )

(It's my first time here so forgive me if I ever break the rules like wrong grammar…haha.. Hope this wasn't a bad poem.)