Goodbye my lover

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me

JPOV

Please don't leave Edward I belong with you. You promised in Phoenix, you promised you'd stay, Bella took a ragged breath. I saw her world crashing in on her. I wanted to kill the scum sucking leach. I knew I couldn't though partly because I was phased, and partly because I didn't want to hurt her. I knew it would kill her if I hurt him that was the only thing stopping me.

I knew he could smell me I hoped he would leave her soon. So I could hold her in my arms and let her cry. I hated seeing her in pain every time she hurt I hurt worse. I watched him tell her he was leaving. His eyes were cold and distant as she tried to hold him to her. All he did was kiss her forehead and walk away. I watched her collapse to the ground. I phased slid on my shorts and walked up to her I then took her in my arms. Bella whispered "Jake? Is that you? H- How did you know I was here?" She sobbed in my arms. I tried to cover my own tears thankful it was raining. It was defiantly not manly to cry. "Yes Bella, it's me. It's okay. I have you. I am not going anywhere, until you tell me too." I pulled her closer to me. "To keep you warm..." That was true, partly. I mostly wanted her close to me.

I have loved Bella Swan since I was six years old. I first fell in love with her by accident it was the day we went to First Beach. I liked to bug her I still haven't grown out of that habit. I don't think I ever will. I decided it would be a good idea to chase her with a fish my dad and Charlie had caught. It wasn't she screamed and began to cry. I then began to cry because I had upset her. I ran to Billy "Will she ever forgive me dad?" I asked heartbroken. "Son, I am positive she will." He said laughing lightly. I just wish her problems were simple to fix now. I remember the time I kissed her. It was the same day when I chased her with the fish. I went up to her and said "I'm sorry." and kissed her and then ran away. As I was running I heard her say to Charlie. "Yuck daddy, Jakey kissed me."

I laughed lightly to myself. Bella met my gaze with red swollen eyes. Her face was teer streaked. I longed to put a smile on her face and the light back in her eyes. Seeing her like this was tearing my heart out of my large chest. "Jake are you laughing at me?" She asked looking hurt. "No, Bella I would never laugh at your pain. I love you too much to do that." I hoped she knew I meant a brother sister kind of love. I wasn't ready to tell her how I truly felt... Not yet. "I was remembering the time I kissed you at First Beech. I couldn't be sure but I thought I saw a faint smile cross her lips

Disclaimer
I am not Stephanie Meyer or James blunt. I do not own the lyrics or characters in this story. I just like playing with them.

Thanks to the help of my sister to get the creative juices flowing