Silent tears
There was Rogue who was sat on the kitchen side trying her hardest to keep back tears while eating ice cream at half three in the morning she couldn't sleep. At all. She had spent the last 4 hours tossing and turning and decided to come eat some ice cream to see if that would help. I'm a 18 year old crying my eyes out god I'm so stupid! She punished herself.
Why did she have to walk in to the living room at that time this morning? Why had she confronted him about it that afternoon, why was he such a jerk! All the questions running around her head.
She had caught her boyfriend Bobby and her best-friend Kitty making out in the living room that morning. She thought just maybe the ice cream would help maybe it would freeze her heart so she couldn't feel the heartache anymore she didn't know. She just didn't want to hear his words ringing in her ears anymore.
That was when Logan storms through the door not really caring about how much noise he was making not really looking up from the floor till he was in the kitchen.
"What you doing up kid?" he growled after noticing that Rogue was sat on a stool. From the looks of him he had just been to one of 'those bar' as she would say and was not in the best of moods. Stalking over to his stash of beers and took one sat opposite her.
"What does it look like I'm doing?" she snapped back she wasn't in the best of mood either. Taken back by her sudden burst he raised an eyebrow at her. She just took another spoon full of ice cream.
"Cut the crap." Scowled Logan once more as he leaned on the island they where sat at. She looked up at him and gave him the best evils she could minister though half tear stained eyes. "So you finally found out?" he said like he had known for a while.
"What do you mean final!" she nearly shouted but changed her mind at the last minute. "You knew but never told me? Logan I thought you where suppose to be my best friend!" she run a shaky hand though her hair and muttered "I cant believe this."
"I warned him time after time but he didn't listen I told him last night he was to tell you or I do I guess he got there first" he said sitting back in the chair and taking a long gulp of beer. Silence for a minute. When she choked down a cry. And managed to whisper
"He didn't tell me"
"Shit kid! I'm so sorry" he was shocked and angry but tried to hold it in because she needed him right now.
"I-I-I found them- I- " She had broke down crying. She hadn't cried all day been trying to stay strong but as soon as Logan got up and gave her a bare hug she gave in. She had always felt safe within one of his hugs. "Its my fault all my fault Logan if it wasn't for me not being able to touch he wouldn't have, we would have been fine, what if its like this all my life, I'll have to live it all without touch Logan I hate it I- " she was sobbing so much she couldn't stop now.
"Hush… Don't blame yourself, he knew what he was getting himself into and its not your fault if he's a complete twat who only thinks with his dick. ey kid look at me its not your fault at all its his. As for control you will get it you just have to be patient… Never give up Rogue promise me!"
He heard her faintly whisper I promise before drifting off to sleep in his arms. He sighed lifting her up and carrying her bridal style to her room. Laying her on her bed gently kissing her fore head and closing the door quietly. He was pissed off really pissed off at Bobby two years of being with Rogue and he had to screw it up had to start cheating. The worst thing was he had been cheating for two months now despite Logan's warnings meaning he was going to pay for the pain he had brought Rogue. He heard her whimper in her sleep. He sighed again and walked down the hall to his room he would get things sorted out tomorrow.