This is my first lemon. The song is 'Tonight I Wanna Cry' by Keith Urban. And there is a little more to the story after the song ends. Not much of a songfic but I did my best.

Anywho, summery- The well has closed up and Kagome left her friends in tears. She never got to tell Inuyasha how she feels about him, only what she left in a note. What happens when Inuyasha finally gets through the well?

Inuyasha and Kagome: 'Tonight I Wanna Cry' and a little more

Tears streaked her face. She couldn't believe it. She would never see Inuyasha again. The thought of those words hit her harder than she would of expected.

The well had recently closed up after they put the final piece of the Shikon no Tama together. Kagome knew this was going to happen, but didn't tell anyone and she tried not to think about it when the battle with Naraku was finally over.

It pained her but she knew she couldn't tell Inuyasha how she felt about him. That she loved him. If she did tell him it would be harder for her to leave him without breaking down. Heck, she was breaking down and now she regretted not telling him how much she loved him and cared for him. But at least she left a note for her friends.

Flashback

Kagome sat up and looked around to see if everyone was still asleep. She looked over in the corner to see the hanyou she loved for three years sleeping silently, holding his father's fang.

She gave a soft smile and started to dig through her yellow bag that managed to stay in one piece for three years. She pulled out a piece of paper and a pencil and began writing.

Dear Friends,

Kaede, you have helped me in so many ways to become a priestess and it has helped me so much on my journey. Thank you for teaching me all the different types of herbs and for teaching how to help the wounded. It really helped out when Inuyasha became reckless and injured. Hmm. I'm glad I really got to know you. I have always seen you not only as a respected, wise elder, but as well as my grandmother. I know, a bit silly huh? I just wanted you to know that I will miss you as such. Try to keep Inuyasha under control while I'm gone.

Sango, you were more than a friend to me, you were my sister. And I think you of such now and forever. But you will always have somebody else to comfort you from now on. Please, tell Miroku how much you love him. He loves you very much and would do anything to see you happy. Do not mourn over me, I would want you to be happy. I will miss you a lot. I will miss going to the hot springs and talking, I'll miss all the times we shared around the fire. I'll even miss hearing that occasional slap you give Miroku every now and then. Please, be happy, it will make me happy.

Miroku, Miroku, Miroku. Now this is going to be difficult to figure out what to say to you. I expect you to find Sango and tell her you love her. And I expect you two to have many healthy children. Just try not to move your so-called 'cursed hand' too low. That trick won't work anymore. Naraku is gone and so is the wind tunnel. Now you can live a long life with Sango. Try to keep her happy while I'm gone. I'll miss you like my older brother. A very perverted older brother who would get the chance to grope me anytime Inuyasha isn't around. But try not to grope Sango too much.

Shippo, please don't cry. I know you're crying now that you know I'm gone. But you have Sango and Miroku. And even Inuyasha. I know you look up to him as a father and me your mother. But I can't be with you to bring you candy or chase away your nightmares'. I'm sorry, and I love you as a son I never had. I want to spoil you everyday but my time has come to go back to my own era where I belong. I wish I could bring you with me but it isn't possible. I love you and don't pester Inuyasha too much. Goodbye.

Kilala, I love you as well. You're the perfect little kitten I have ever set my eyes upon. You are a faithful companion to all you call your friends and family. I always thought you were the cutest little thing to walk this earth. You also are one of the strongest. You can prove to others that under your fierce demon exterior there is someone who is as gentle and kind. You're the one who must have invented 'don't judge a book by its cover'. I will miss you Kilala, and I love you.

Thank you all for your friendship and remember I love you all. Please stick together and make a family. I do not regret my choice in friends and I wouldn't think twice about meeting you. I'm glad I met all you. I will miss you all and I love you.

Deepest love,

Kagome

Kagome put down her pencil and read the note over again. She sniffled and wiped away her tears from her face and from the note. She placed the note under one of the pots of herbs Kaede kept.

She crawled back in her sleeping bag trying not to disturb Shippo. Knowing this would be the last night he would sleep with her. She silently cried herself so sleep unaware that a pair of golden eyes had been watching her the whole time.

End Flashback

Kagome couldn't help but cry more as she sat on her couch with the TV in front of her. She was going to watch it to get her mind off her memories but only got into thinking more about how her life was empty. She felt like a piece of her heart was missing.

She placed her tea on the table in front of her and picked up the photo album. She flipped through the Feudal Era and her friends. She stopped on a picture of Inuyasha who was smiling with one of his fangs sticking out from his upper lip.

Alone in this house again tonight

I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me the way that it was

And should have been surrounds me

I'll never get over you walkin' away

Kagome cried harder as she remembered that she didn't have to force Inuyasha to take this picture. He was willing to let her take it. That day had made her happy and it also seemed to make him happy.

Thinking of Inuyasha only turned her water works into a faucet. Good thing she was alone because she wouldn't stand her mother or brother seeing her like this. Her grandfather was usually outside taking care of the shrine. She thought about Inuyasha until she fell asleep. Even then she thought of her hanyou.

Feudal Era

Inuyasha sat next to the well he tried to get through so many times since she left a week ago. He held a note in his firm grip. It wasn't the note that she had written to Sango and the others, but a separate note she had written just for him. He thought she had forgotten about him when he read the note. He was so mad and he ran to the goshinboku and perched on his favorite branch. That's when he found this note.

Flashback

Kagome was gone. They had just witnessed her disappear as she purified the last of the Shikon no Tama.

Shippo started crying as Sango scooped him up to comfort him. She couldn't do it very well when she was crying hysterically herself.

They all entered the hut. Inuyasha was angry that he couldn't tell her. He couldn't tell her that he loved her sooner. He swung a random punch, landing it of towards the shelves. He broke one of Kaede's pots. But he didn't care. Kagome was gone! And he didn't tell her.

Something caught his keen eyes on the dusty floor. A note. He had totally forgot about the note she wrote last night. His mind was set on telling Kagome today but…

He picked up the note and read it. He handed it to Sango who read the note and started to cry harder handing it to Miroku who let a few tears slip. He gave it to Shippo and he could barley read it through his water-filled eyes. Kilala read it over his shoulder giving off sad mews. Kaede took it from the saddened kistune. She read it and gave a grieve filled frown and walked off to a corner of the hut.

Inuyasha ran out of the hut hurt and disturbed that he was not in the note. He jumped up towards the goshinboku and sat on the branch.

We'll I've never been the kind to let my feelings show

And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control

But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain

He sat there for a few minutes until he smelt Kagome's scent close. He looked around then noticed he was sitting on a piece of paper. He looked at the neat written kanji that belonged to Kagome. It said his name on it. He opened the note and began to read.

Dear Inuyasha,

I know you are upset and hurt that I didn't include you in the note for the others. But I made a note just for you because I had some private things for only your eyes to read.

I'm sorry Inuyasha. I wish I could have told you but you would have stopped me. And I didn't want you to stop me. This is how Kami has put us. And I wanted to tell you something but I knew if I told you I wouldn't be able to leave. So I'm just going to tell you in this note.

I love you. I love you Inuyasha. I love you so much that it would kill me if I told you right before I left. I didn't want you to know. But now you know and now I wonder how you feel about me. You probably don't love me. I know you love Kikyo and I don't care if you go with her to hell.

Don't start scolding yourself, please. I know you're thinking how could anyone love a hanyou, but I do know someone who could love you. Me. I love you for who you are. Not because your human or demon. But because you're both. I love you as a hanyou and I wouldn't have it any other way.

Please Inuyasha, all I want from you is to be happy whatever life you choose. I do not ever regret releasing you from the sacred tree or that I had to travel with you. And I don't know how but somehow I fell in love with you and I enjoyed every moment we spent together. I cherished all the times you held me, when you cared for me when I got sick, when we fought, when I sat you and so many other memories I could never forget. I will always keep you in my heart and memories.

I love you Inuyasha. I always have and I always will. I wish I could see you one more time and tell you in person, but the well is sealed and I can't get through anymore. I wish I could. I wish I could show you how much I love you. But you love Kikyo and I hope you're happy with her.

Love you always,

Kagome

Inuyasha stared at the piece of paper. A few drops of salty water fell to the paper and he didn't care that he was crying. She loved him and he couldn't tell her that he loved her.

To hell with my pride

Let it fall like rain, from my eyes

Tonight I wanna cry

He hopped from the tree to the well and started to jump down into the well. But he only met the soft soil of his era.

He tried again and again. But nothing was different. Everything smelled the same, everything sounded the same. He tried again and after the 25th try he gave up and stared into the depth of the well wishing his miko would fall through the well. Wishing he could taste her soft lips against his own. Wishing he could never let her go.

End Flashback

He did that everyday. Trying to get to Kagome's time. Trying to tell her he loved her. Just trying didn't seem hard enough. So he had to do something more than try. But what could he do?

Modern Era

Kagome woke up from her nap but didn't feel much better. Her mother wasn't around, in fact no one was around, not even Buyo.

Kagome entered the kitchen and found a note on the table. Her mother must of left it there while she was asleep.

Kagome,

Sorry we couldn't tell you but you were sleeping and I didn't want to wake you. You really needed the sleep, but your brother, grandfather and I went out for a week. One of your cousin's had gotten into an accident in a school play. She fell through the trap door during rehearsal. Don't worry she's fine. Just a broken leg.

I left some Raman on the counter when you get hungry. Please eat Kagome. You need the strength. Please get better, I don't like to see you like this.

Love,

Mom

Kagome threw the note away and started to make some Raman. She could smell the strong flavor like an aroma of memories sweeping over her when they made Raman in the feudal era. Just thinking about Raman built up tears in her eyes. She released them as she set the Raman in front of her and just stared at it.

Would it help if I turned a sad song on

"All by Myself" would hit me hard, now that you're gone

Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters

It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better

But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way

Kagome didn't feel hungry. She never felt hungry any more. She got up and dumped the Raman. She then ventured outside and looked up at the goshinboku. She loved the tree. It gave her so many memories of her past and her past in the past. She thought it sounded weird but if you've been through everything she has, nothing would seem weird.

Kagome stretched out a hand and touched the bark where Inuyasha had been sealed. She let more tears fall as her hand fell away from the tree. She walked over the well house unconsciously. She stepped inside and climbed down the steps slowly making her way towards the well.

She sat down in front of the well and buried her face in her arms and cried. She cried more than she had before thinking of him.

Cause I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show

And I thought bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control

But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain

Her tears fell into the well, the sunlight glistening the falling drops of sadness until they hit the bottom.

Feudal Era

Inuyasha sat in front of the well also. He looked down inside still waiting for Kagome to come through.

He remembered the note and all his memories for her. Soon he started crying, a single tear running down his face but still hung to his chin as he looked over the well again.

To hell with my pride

Let it fall like rain, from my eyes

Tonight I wanna cry

oOOo

His tear fell into the well hitting the bottom. He watched it soak into the ground before a dim light started to glow.

He looked over the well curiously. It glowed the familiar blue starry glow when he traveled to Kagome's era. He knew exactly that he had been given a second chance. He jumped in without any second thoughts and felt the familiar tingle of time travel.

Modern Era

Kagome cried and didn't notice the light in front of her. She didn't recognize the familiar presence of the aura she had grown to love.

Inuyasha smelt the tears and heard the soft sobs that he knew came from Kagome. He jumped up out of the well and landed behind her.

He took in her sight. Her clothes were dirty from the dusty room and the dirt from the ground. She was slumped over the well with her head in her arms crying. He could smell that she hadn't gotten very much sleep for the past week and she hadn't eaten very much.

If this was his only chance then he wasn't going to blow it. He was going to tell her he loved her and that he wanted to stay with her. That he never wanted her to leave him again.

"Kagome." He said softly reaching out and touching her shoulder.

Kagome gasped and turned around to see the voice had indeed belonged to her hanyou.

"Inuyasha."

She saw something in his eyes. She recognized it as the look he always gave Kikyo. Love.

She stood up slowly, facing him, unsure that it wasn't just an illusion. But he remained there.

"Is that really you?" She asked softly wiping away the rest of her tears.

He nodded. "Kagome. I thought I was never going to see you again." He took a step toward her.

She didn't notice, instead she asked, "how? The well was sealed after the Shikon no Tama was purified."

"I don't know. It started glowing and I jumped through. And then I found you." He took another step closer.

Well I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show

And I thought the bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control

But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain

Soon he was right in front of Kagome.

"Kagome." He whispered. Thankfully she heard him.

"Yes, Inuyasha?" She asked slowly, staring into his golden depths.

"I…I want to tell you…" He paused looking into her chocolate eyes, trying to find some source of emotion. He saw what he always saw in her eyes. He saw her love. "To tell you…that I…I love you. I love you Kagome." He kissed her lips with his own.

Kagome gasped at both the confession and the fast kiss. But just as she was about to return the kiss he stopped and looked at her.

"I needed to tell you. I was going to tell you but you had to be the baka you are and purify the jewel on that day. And when I found your note, I just had to tell you that I love you too."

Kagome's eyes filled with more tears. She stared up at him allowing his words to sink into her. She was happy. He loved her back.

Inuyasha started to panic once he saw the tears. He was sure that Kagome had loved him. And he was sure that he had said that he loved her. So why was she crying.

Kagome saw the fear and panic in his eyes. She smiled and stood on her tiptoes and kissed him on the lips.

Inuyasha was surprised then he realized her tears weren't that of hate or sadness, she was crying because she was happy. He kissed her back wrapping his arms around her waist pulling her closer. She lifted her hands to his neck and deepened the kiss. More tears fell from her eyes. Inuyasha broke the kiss and started to lick them away.

To hell with my pride

Let it fall like rain, from my eyes

Tonight I wanna cry

Mmhmm mm

He picked her up and kissed her deeper. He carried her out of the well house and into her own house. He slowly followed the stairs as to not break the kiss he shared with his miko. He opened her door and walked in setting her on her bed and breaking the kiss for air.

"Kagome." He was breathless. But he still had the air to kiss her as long as he wanted.

He looked at her and saw the love and desire in her eyes. He had never seen it as strong as it was now. He could smell her arousal as well as his own. He cursed under his breath wondering how could he have stayed away from her this long, not telling her that he loved her, not showing her he loved her.

"Inuyasha, I love you. I want to be with you…forever." Kagome leaned up and kissed him. She saw the love, lust, desire and much more in his eyes. She wanted him and knew he wanted her.

"Kagome." He paused and caught his breath, his tone becoming more serious. "Kagome. I want to ask you. Will you be my mate?" He waited for her answer and he got it through a deepening, passionate, loving kiss. That was all he needed to know as he kissed her deeper, tracing his tongue along her bottom lip. She granted his permission without hesitation. His tongue explored her mouth, trying to memorize every crater and space. He couldn't help but smile into the kiss as Kagome moved her own tongue to touch his. Soon a playful tongue of war ragged between the two. Inuyasha won after he started to thrust his tongue harder against hers. He nibbled on her bottom lip with his fangs, teasing her, loving her lips and everything she had in her mouth.

Kagome broke away from the kiss quickly before she was suffocated. She breathed heavily, her chest heaving from the absence of air.

Inuyasha kissed her lips again then down to her jaw line. He kissed down to her neck leaving his moist lingering kisses everywhere he went. She moved her head over giving him more access to her exposed neck. He nipped at her ear playfully before speaking his love to her. "Watashiwa honti ni ashiteru." His whispered breath tickled her ear enough to make her shudder in pleasure. Inuyasha grinned at her reaction, knowing he was doing this to her. He growled playfully before trailing his kissed to her lower neck. But was disappointed to find her shirt covering her shoulders and everywhere else he wanted to kiss her. He let out a whimper to let Kagome know he wasn't very pleased.

Kagome giggled as she stared up at the hanyou who was staring at her shirt in distaste. She sat up a little and started to lift her shirt. Inuyasha saw this and quickly applied to help her, nearly ripping off the fabric. She laid back down and started up at Inuyasha as he took in her site. At least he would have a site to take in if there wasn't some strange clothing from her time covering it.

He growled but had to deal with it for now. He lowered his mouth back onto her neck. He kissed her up and down her neck before descending onto her shoulders. He felt her shudder again. He lifted his head and looked into her eyes. "Kagome, this might hurt, but I'll try to be gentle. Okay." He continued once she nodded. He kissed and licked a single spot where her shoulder and neck joined. He dragged his fangs over the flesh before biting down. He heard Kagome as she stifled a cry of pain. He smelt the tears and felt a bit guilty for causing her the pain. He removed his fangs and started to lick up the blood that seeped out of the wound. He loved the taste of her blood, just as much as he loved the smell of her scent.

He came from his mark to her lips. He kissed her sweetly reassuring her that he was sorry. He licked up her tears until there was no more. He kissed her cheeks lingering on each, teasing her before going to her lips again. He kissed her down her neck with hot heated kisses that gave him the award of hearing his name moaned by his love. He kissed her lower to her chest but stopped at the strange garment around her chest. He growled and glared at the thing for keeping Kagome away from him.

Kagome looked through her half lidded eyes and saw what he was growling at. She smiled as she lifted her back and unclamped her bra. She took it off and threw it over with her shirt.

Inuyasha's eyes widened at the site of how perfectly she looked. Sure he had seen her naked before but never like this. "Beautiful." Was all he could say as he kissed her lips. "And all mine." He whispered.

Kagome blushed at his statement but kissed him back before her hands started to travel down his haori. She removed the fire rat top and then started on his kimono, slipping her hands along his chest as he helped her remove his inner top. Inuyasha growled into her mouth, her hands felt the vibration emit from his chest causing her to relax into him even more. He trailed his kisses down her chest again before coming upon her right breast. He looked at it before taking it into his mouth kissing it tenderly as his hand cupped and massaged the other.

Kagome moaned in pleasure and arched into his touch even more. She couldn't describe the feeling he was giving her. She trailed her hands over his muscles and traced every inch with her fingers. She breathed heavily as he switched breasts and kissed the left massaging the right. She heard him growl with pleasure knowing he was making her happy.

Inuyasha trailed his kisses down to her flat stomach and stopped at the edge of her skirt. He nipped at the skirt trying to tell her what he wanted. He kissed up to her stomach again kissing it and lingering his hot breath on it. Kagome giggled as it tickled her but slipped off her skirt for Inuyasha.

He grinned as she took it off but his grin fell once he saw yet another strange garment covering her up. He growled. "Why do you have to where so many layers, woman?" She only giggled as she slipped of her panties as well which stopped the growling immediately. He grinned again and kissed her stomach again climbing up her breasts, her neck and her lips.

Kagome's hands traveled down his chest to his hakama ties. She started to fumble with the bow before it finally came undone. Inuyasha pulled them off and kicked them down to the bottom of the bed. He got up above her and looked at her asking for her permission. She nodded.

"Kagome, are you sure. There's no going back and you might get pregnant with my pup." He was concerned about her and wondered if she really wanted this. He wanted this but he wanted to be sure she did.

"Inuyasha. I love you and I am sure about this. I want to bear your pups and only yours." Kagome smiled as she saw his smile spread across his face.

"You never cease to amaze me Kagome." He said. He kissed her as he let himself slid into her slowly trying not to cause too much pain. He felt the tears trail down her cheeks as he broke through her barrier. He stilled letting her get used to his size.

Kagome gave him a nod to let him know that he could continue. He went slowly before speeding up. Kagome moaned in pleasure as she raked her fingers over his chest. She followed his movements and soon both had reached their climax. Inuyasha let out a moan as he spilled into her then collapsed next to her, his chest heaving.

Kagome curled up next to him. Inuyasha pulled her blanket over them before pulling her close to him. He smiled and kissed the top of her forehead. She looked up into his golden eyes and smiled.

"I love you Inuyasha." She whispered as she put her head to his chest.

"I love you too, my Kagome." He buried his nose in her hair and listened to her even breathing before he fell asleep.

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I know the song is short and the story is long. Not much of a songfic. But it's my first songfic and my first lemon.

Don't forget to leave comments. Tell what you think of it. I wouldn't know, I want to hear your voices, not my own.

See ya'll later.