Just Like a Drug

By: Scream

Summery: Sakura's ideals on masochism and her life.

Disclaimer: Don't own own anything but the plot.

A/N: Hope everyone likes this. This is my first time writing Sakura/Sasuke. I know its really short. I didn't think I was going to post this, but I did anyway. Please review!

Masochist's are people who like pain. Be it physical or mental pain, they enjoy it all the same.

What are masochists really?

Do they like pain so much that they would do anything in their power to feel it?

Is pain the only thing they can feel?

Without it, are they numb inside?

Numb, without feeling.

Cold to point that they can feel nothing at all.

Not even the softest of touches, to the sweetest of kisses.

Now with me, I wouldn't say I'm a masochist.

But, I must really love pain to put myself through the things I do everyday of my life.

You know when I said there's not only physical but mental pain also? Well, I think I fall into that category.

The world around me is crumbling.

My friends, the walls that hold me up are falling.

The only thing...no person keeping me standing is my, Sasuke.

Your probably asking, 'What do you mean?'

What do I mean?...

He's mean and rude, and he hates everyone. How does he keep me from falling?

Without him, my life wouldn't be normal anymore.

When everything else has changed, he's the only one who stays the same.

If he wasn't mean, or suddenly not there anymore, it would be official.

My life really would have been destroyed.

So I seek him out.

I crave his insults...they let me know I'm alive.

"Your weak Sakura!" He says as he walks away from me.

"Okay Sasuke-kun!" I shout back with a big goofy grin plastered on my face as I watch him leave.

Yeah, I'm a masochist.

No, I'm like a drug addict and he is my ecstasy.

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A/N: Review and tell me if I should continue this or not.