Haze

by ShannynFaucheux

Haze of the mind , burning of a heroin needle. Smell of 'red' still lingers on the bed sheets,as we take a trip on the cloudy mind of Osamu Dazai , the disqualified one. Philosophical triggers and a depressed persona are what you will find in this work.

1. Disqualified One

Chapter One - Disqualified One

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He was a deep man. His thoughts were deep , his love too.

Or maybe he was just low. Yes , he was 'the lowest' when it came to being a human. He often thought about that. He himself disqualified this deep but rather low-spirited human , from being a human. Dazai Osamu , without a hand of his beloved , never felt like anyone. Or 'anything' for that matter. He was crushed against between his satirically pathetic past and choking pit of deep contemplations , which were made –usually in front of a mirror or a wall, depending on the day and luck – with the thoughts of him despairing and laughing creeply for the absurdity of existence itself , Dazai-

Felt the gratitude which comes with a cup of coffee after a long day's work,

Smelled the fine flavour of ''red'',

Saw an hope that was just.. sweet.

All in one person.

A human.

Nakahara.