(oki doki please no hate this is is my 1st fic so enjoy~)
He was beautiful and he always had such ambition in his eyes. I always had feelings for him and each day I shared the ice rink with him my feelings only grew deeper and stronger. While I knew I made him happy, it wasn't anything significant. It was happy in a way friends should make each other happy. I knew I wasn't what I saw in his eyes each time he floated on the ice. At that time I didn't know what it was, I just knew it wasn't me.
I felt like we would be close friends forever. Most cases that's a good thing, but in mine it wasn't. I wanted to be more with Yuri. I attempted to hint at him that I liked him on several occasions, but he can be a bit of an airhead sometimes so my efforts went unnoticed. Except for one time in Detroit when we had been drinking a bit after practice. I somehow managed to sneak him a "friendly" kiss on the cheek. He wasn't bothered by it, so I took that and ran wild with it. From that point on I took every action that Yuri did and every word he said to me straight to heart.
Everyone knows who Viktor Nikiforov is! Yuri and I had watched him on TV together all the time for inspiration. It wasn't until I watched Yuri watch Viktor on TV that I realized what the light behind his eyes is all about. What that inspiration that I saw in him when he skated was. At that moment I felt silly for not noticing sooner, that I was in love with Yuri. Yuri was in love with someone else. My chest got tight and I froze. My eyes were still locked on to the sweet boy next to me. My mind drifted away with anxiety. I heard him repeatedly chanting my name "Phichit Phichit phichit". As my mind swung back into reality so did my vision. Yuri was waving his hands in front of my face desperately trying to get my attention. I shook my head frantically."S-sorry Yuri!" My gaze was glued on to his pale face again.
Did you see the ending Phichit?! WOW! Viktor really is amazing isn't he?!" Yuri barked at me with enthusiasm. I replied to him with a fake smile and a nod.