I didn't realize how much one vacation trip could change mine and my best friends' life. But if I had to chose this new life that we were thrown into, would I chose to go back to what I had before?

Pain is something that we all go through, some by choice, some not. The road that takes us is our own decision, whether we decide to heal, or progress into the pain.

Love is something that not everyone experiences, but has been given the chance to experience if we let it into our hearts. It's up to us if we decide to continue that love, or chance to lose it when something else crosses our paths that may not return the same feeling as we do ourselves.

So what do you do, when you lose everything that you have ever known, trusted, believed in and loved? Would you turn your back on it? Or chose to accept what fate has put into your hands?

The hurt, the pain, the loss in my heart,
Could never make me forget you,
As I have my memories to last me,
Even though we are now forever apart.

As pain is replaced by guilt but then love,
I realize I have to let you go,
Not by my choice but by fate,
I'll remember what we were both a part of.

I once was a mother who loved with my soul,
Only to have pain rip through me again,
To not only lose the love of my life,
But now in my heart there's a black hole.

Now someone has picked me up off my knees,
I never planned on to come across,
As he has helped me to life up my chin
And twirled me around in the breeze.

Now I have someone to protect and care for,
That could never come as close as you,
But my heart that was once yours,
Will no longer forever be torn.

Please give this story a shot. Give me you're reviews, let me know if you like it. Or just let me know if the chapter moved you in any way. It's just a story, and just to warn you, no - I don't agree with cheating. Been there, had it happen to me & it hurts like hell. But just to tell you one small part in this story, my characters are placed from their real reality that they've only known, into a different reality where things like vampires and wolves are real. As well as another type of creature ;o) Not to spoil things, but they've lost their life as they've known it. They're reality doesn't exist any longer. They were not born in the reality of the real Twilight. So really - not cheating. You'll see. Especially how their hearts still hold onto the ones that they've now lost. Give this story a chance. Depression, anger and love in this story, I think you may actually like it :o)