Note before reading: English is not my mother tongue so please do forgive me for every mistake I make. I'll do my best not to make too many mistakes :) In original main characters in this story are my original characters but I changed it into terrorist. I love sad stories so please don't hate me. Also in original the deadly sick one dies but I'm still not sure should I kill Shinobu - I love that kid too much...

First chapter

Shinobu:

I felt really tired while pain in my stomach was making everything even worse. I curled as much as possible because I was sitting in the class listening to the professor. He was saying something about the book we were supposed to read during the weekend. No one was looking at me so no one saw my face which as white as a sheet.

At first I though I was tired because last night I was at Miyagi's place and he made love to me but I did had some sleep at home so I knew that can't be it.

It finally rang for the end of the class.

While I was putting my notebooks in the bag I felt like I was gonna throw up so I fast ran to the bathroom. I did kick few students on my way but I couldn't apologize because I was holding my palm over my mouth. In that moment I wished that I went to Mitsuhashi because in that case I could go to Miyagi's or dad's cabinet and ask for help. But now I was alone.

I ran inside one of the toilets and locked the door behind me. One guy looked at me confused. My bag fell on the floor making a big noise while I fell on my knees. My stomach was twitching from pain and I felt it in my throat. I closed my eyes begging it to go out already.

Few moments later I finally threw up.

Miyagi:

Door opening broke the silence in the cabinet. I looked at the door and saw Kamijou coming in caring few books in his hands. We both had a break so he went to the library to pick some books for his next class.

It was raining outside and it was really terrible day. I would probably feel better if I have seen Shinobu but I haven't seen him in two days. He didn't even call me and that was making me nervous at some point. Past year I was always feeling anxious if he hadn't called me even for a day. I would immediately start thinking that he found himself a girlfriend and that he was breaking up with me. I hated those days.

"So how are tings between you and that kid?" asked Kamijou suddenly little embarrassed.

I lit the cigarette without answering him. He found out about me and Shinobu because he saw us once. I mean, we weren't doing anything but that damn kid was dangerously leaning to me. And in some other occasion he left me some food in the cabinet while Kamijou was there. He really didn't care if someone was going to see us. Everything he ever wanted was to make me love him.

"Shinobu", I said suddenly after few minutes, breaking the silence.

"Huh?" Kamijou looked at me confused but he was actually looking at my back because I didn't have any will to turn to him.

"His name is Shinobu", I explained what I was trying to say the first time. "Well, his family still hasn't found out if that's what you're aiming at."

"That's not what I meant", he said. "I mean, how do you… ehm…"

"Come on, Kamijou. What do you want to ask; how do we have sex or how do we…" I started turning to him in time to see his terrified face which I had to smile at. "You always amuse me."

He didn't have the time to reply because the phone on my desk suddenly rang. I turned around and picked up the phone. It was my ex-wife.

"Shinobu was pestering me to ask you to visit him as soon as possible", she told me.

"Why?" I asked confused and a little bit scared. "Did anything happen?"

"You, I didn't want to tell you this but he is seriously ill", she said quietly and in that moment my world shattered in pieces.