Hello everybody!!! Is me Saby, again. I'm going to give another shot with a new story before I get crazy enough to forget my own name!!! Heheheh…
(A/N: I own nothing)
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Damaged
Is already evening and she's sitting on a bench looking for answer but everything she gets are questions. In her mind are these thoughts that are swirling around if she's gone of this world no one will miss her. She's feeling uncomfortable with all of this people standing in her way that are thinking but actually never said nothing. But she knows on her heart that they are saying "she's nothing special". She closes her eyes and takes a few steps and people are only staring at her. As the breeze strikes her pale face she continues her walking out of this unknown place. She looks to her right and then to her left but the only she gets is fear. She hears her surrounding talking about her and she covers her ears but the talking never end is there, because she's the only one who hears it.
Winter wasn't her season. She walks thought these doors are there accusing with their eyes like they have any right at all to criticize, hypocrites. You all here for the very same reason. Her eyes are shouting to her for a rest but she won't stop any of her cries. If she stops with her crying and bottle it up, she wouldn't be writing this story or any. She just says "winter isn't my season". Is so hard when she gets to her house; she founds it that is empty of love like her shattered heart. Unsure about herself she climbs the stairs that bring to her a brand new treason.
"Life is different when all you have seen is sadness" she thoughts
When she hears all these people yelling at her she starts to cry and open the door to her safe world. She just hopes that no one will bother. She sits on her bed with her weak arms around her legs and she stare at the distance out of her window she founds is okay for her bad day. And life like an hourglass, glued to the table where she can't find the rewind button so she cradle her head in her hands. Time is just passing, the clock is staring and the walls are talking the things that happen through her day. 2 am and her eyes are tired and shouting her for a rest but she still awake.
"I don't want to see the sunrise" she sighs
There's a light in each tunnel. She shouts because she's as far in as she'll be ever be out. And those mistakes she have made she'll just make them again if she only tries to run around. The words she was supposed to write on her diary are screaming out loud and she ignores them. She feels naked in front of the crowd that each day comes and stares at her like she belongs to a circus. The words she tries to yells she gives them away so people could use them however they want to. Suddenly the rays of the sun hit her eyes and she found herself looking at the horizon. As she takes few steps she can retain herself and she looks to the mirror. She noticed that she doesn't know who the person that the mirror is reflecting.
She can't jump out of her track because she's like a car tie on a cable. She dress and go out to another day of torture. She opens the front door and the cold breeze is welcoming her out of her prison. She takes longer steps and she hears these voices screaming. She stares behind the bushes feeling just awkward she have never stared on people.
"Who are they?" she whispers
She come out of the bushes and sits on the floor staring at these strange creatures that arguing with some three about the world protection. She's so interested in them that she doesn't notice the one that calling for her within all these people. She suddenly feels a hand on her shoulder she turns her head and find these two people. She gaps at the sight of those aquamarine eyes that have this special glitter. There not happy or sad they don't have a sight of fear. She doesn't know what he's feeling, if he's mad or happy about her.
Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while. But, my God he's so beautiful when the boy smiles. She wants to hold him but, she can't maybe she will sing about him.
"What are you doing here?" he says but she doesn't pay attention
"Who are you?" the other one ask
"Forgive, but I don't who I am" she replies back
They just look at the girl that is saying "I don't know who I am". And they look to each other to find any answer and she's only getting questions.
"What's your name?" he ask but, she doesn't replies back
If only he noticed that she's staring at his beautiful eyes to find out what he's really saying. What will happen to this girl that doesn't have any reason to stay on this world?
She just says "winter isn't my season"
I really like this story and I just notice is the longest chapter I have ever written and I'm really want to continue!!!
Thanks for reading and don't forget to review!!!