Heartache 2
A/N: I'm going to write all the chapters and then upload the story all at once so no one will have to wait. This is the... other part I guess of my story Heartache. It's the same exact story written from Michael's pov. Review please!
Disclaimer: I own Jeremy. The rest belong to Meg Cabot.
Sunday, November 28, late
I have to break up with Mia.
I love her, so I have to break up with her.
I've been thinking about it since Friday. I made her SO happy. I know I can also make her just as sad. I'm horrible at relationships. I've never even had one. Not one like this though. I know I'm going to screw it up. The sooner I break up with her the less it'll hurt. I hope. I just love her so much. I don't want to hurt her anymore than I have to.
Later
Mia called, complaining that her mom and Mr. Gianini are making her move out of the loft. They say it's too small for all of them. I wasn't really paying attention. I was trying to figure out how to break up with my first real girlfriend. The first girl I really loved. Mia noticed something was up and asked to speak to Lilly. I gave Lilly the phone and went back to my room.
How can I break up with Mia? It'll break her heart. It'll break mine. I can't do it. I can't, but I have to. The longer I'm with her, the more she'll love me and I'll love her, and the more hurt will happen. I just can't hurt her. I know I will eventually though. Best just to get it over with before she really falls in love.
Monday, November 29, afternoon
I can't believe I just did that.
I broke up with the girl I love.
I made Mia cry.
I made Mia hurt.
I thought I would never hurt her.
I guess I did.
She'll get over it though. Right? Yeah, she will. She'll get over this really quickly. A lot more quickly than if we had been dating awhile anyways. She'll be fine.
If she gets this upset when I break up with her after dating barely a month, imagine how upset she would be if I screwed up our relationship after years. I did the right thing.
Right?
A/N: I'm going to write all the chapters and then upload the story all at once so no one will have to wait. This is the... other part I guess of my story Heartache. It's the same exact story written from Michael's pov. Review please!
Disclaimer: I own Jeremy. The rest belong to Meg Cabot.
Sunday, November 28, late
I have to break up with Mia.
I love her, so I have to break up with her.
I've been thinking about it since Friday. I made her SO happy. I know I can also make her just as sad. I'm horrible at relationships. I've never even had one. Not one like this though. I know I'm going to screw it up. The sooner I break up with her the less it'll hurt. I hope. I just love her so much. I don't want to hurt her anymore than I have to.
Later
Mia called, complaining that her mom and Mr. Gianini are making her move out of the loft. They say it's too small for all of them. I wasn't really paying attention. I was trying to figure out how to break up with my first real girlfriend. The first girl I really loved. Mia noticed something was up and asked to speak to Lilly. I gave Lilly the phone and went back to my room.
How can I break up with Mia? It'll break her heart. It'll break mine. I can't do it. I can't, but I have to. The longer I'm with her, the more she'll love me and I'll love her, and the more hurt will happen. I just can't hurt her. I know I will eventually though. Best just to get it over with before she really falls in love.
Monday, November 29, afternoon
I can't believe I just did that.
I broke up with the girl I love.
I made Mia cry.
I made Mia hurt.
I thought I would never hurt her.
I guess I did.
She'll get over it though. Right? Yeah, she will. She'll get over this really quickly. A lot more quickly than if we had been dating awhile anyways. She'll be fine.
If she gets this upset when I break up with her after dating barely a month, imagine how upset she would be if I screwed up our relationship after years. I did the right thing.
Right?