foregiveness
I should have known
How could I have trusted you with my heart
You gave me butterflies, but now I just feel empty
All I needed was a simple yes
You had to complicate things with maybes
I still await your answer, which I know will never come
Was it me
I tried to impress you
But I saw your eyes fill with disgust
Maybe that's what hurt the most
Why
I try to cry but I can't
The feelings are stuck inside to far down for me to reach
I pretend like it didn't hurt
Like your offhanded rejection didn't sting
But deep down I know I'm scarred
Do you even care
Do you even know
Why
It felt wrong, but I had to try
You didn't help
Why
You could have just said yes
I was so excited,
But you burned me
Why
Can I forgive you
Do you even care
Do you even know
Everywhere I go I'm reminded of you, and it hurts
I try to ignore your presence, but I cant
Your music sears my ears down to my heart
Do you even care
Do you even know
I know I have to let you go
But I hold on to the hope that we have a chance,
you made it obvious that you want nothing to do with me
Why
I tried but now all I can do is cry
The buildup to the let down
How could you hurt me like this
Do you even care
Do you even know
I'll admit I kind of expected a no
But WHY
Was it me
Was I not good enough
No it was you
I deserve better
Now I have to say goodbye
Because I won't let a girl control my life
I might be sad for a while, but know that I will move on
And you,
You have lost me for forever
Goodbye my former love
You lost my heart
Why
Do you even care
Do you even know?
because I don't