Disclaimer: I don't own Ichijouji Ken or anyone else from Digimon: Zero Two which belongs to Toei, Saban, ect., or the Poem 'Why' which belongs to my pfriend AngelzKiss69.
Warning: This is shonen-ai meaning boyXboy content so don't flame if you don't like the idea of that. Just go away and don't read.
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Why must I forever be alone?
The only people who ever notice me are my so-called 'fans' but they don't even know the real me. They just think I'm a pretty boy who's smart and is great at soccer. There's more to Ichijouji Ken than that. The don't even realize I have feelings too. They don't care. And if they found out about my feelings, yeah, they would definitely care then. Just not the way I would like.
Why can't I find love that lasts?
I went out with a couple of girls before. But none of them are really cared for. I know it's wrong just to date them without caring and I hate myself for that. If they only knew.
Am I not deserving of love?
Will anyone care for me that way? To actually have someone to care about me and not just be there for scenery or just to become popular? I'm not sure if that's possible anymore especially after all I caused in the Digital World when I was the Kaizer.
Of a feeling that numbs all pain?
And I can still see that glares I got from the DigiDestined. They wanted me dead. Right now I wish I was. They were just trying to get me to see what's actually going on from the things I'm doing and all I do if kick them to the curb. It hurts so much.
Of an emotion that cannot be spoken?
I don't think anyone can understand the pain I've been through. No one. And if I try to explain they won't believe me at all. They'll think I've gone insane or something for talking about rulers of monsters that are all just a bunch of 0's and 1's.
Of a completeness like none other?
I feel like I'm not here, that I'm just someone made up from a dream and I'm there is something missing. Something that I was not given.
Have I not searched for love?
I'm on a hunt to find what exactly is my purpose, my meaning. Everywhere I've searched I find the same, that I'm worth nothing.
For the eternal warmth of a fire?
Right now I'm being covered by the falling snow. I guess no one cares now since I'm a nobody. They'll just leave me here to die. That's one of the reasons I sliced my wrist.
For an embrace of a boy?
I covered up my cuts and went outside. I want to see him again. If only he knew. He was the one who trusted me the most and wanted to become my best friend, but I pushed him away. If only I had some of his courage so I can tell him that I want him to hold me, to keep me safe.
For a last piece to complete my puzzle?
Those are two things that I'm missing in my life…courage and friendship. He has both and is at maximum level. Those are the two main things I need.
Why must I forever be alone?
I can feel my life being taken away from me. I guess I'll never get the things I've been missing or anything I ever truly wanted. And there's no one to say goodbye to.
Why can't I find a love that lasts?
Daisuke.
Warning: This is shonen-ai meaning boyXboy content so don't flame if you don't like the idea of that. Just go away and don't read.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Why must I forever be alone?
The only people who ever notice me are my so-called 'fans' but they don't even know the real me. They just think I'm a pretty boy who's smart and is great at soccer. There's more to Ichijouji Ken than that. The don't even realize I have feelings too. They don't care. And if they found out about my feelings, yeah, they would definitely care then. Just not the way I would like.
Why can't I find love that lasts?
I went out with a couple of girls before. But none of them are really cared for. I know it's wrong just to date them without caring and I hate myself for that. If they only knew.
Am I not deserving of love?
Will anyone care for me that way? To actually have someone to care about me and not just be there for scenery or just to become popular? I'm not sure if that's possible anymore especially after all I caused in the Digital World when I was the Kaizer.
Of a feeling that numbs all pain?
And I can still see that glares I got from the DigiDestined. They wanted me dead. Right now I wish I was. They were just trying to get me to see what's actually going on from the things I'm doing and all I do if kick them to the curb. It hurts so much.
Of an emotion that cannot be spoken?
I don't think anyone can understand the pain I've been through. No one. And if I try to explain they won't believe me at all. They'll think I've gone insane or something for talking about rulers of monsters that are all just a bunch of 0's and 1's.
Of a completeness like none other?
I feel like I'm not here, that I'm just someone made up from a dream and I'm there is something missing. Something that I was not given.
Have I not searched for love?
I'm on a hunt to find what exactly is my purpose, my meaning. Everywhere I've searched I find the same, that I'm worth nothing.
For the eternal warmth of a fire?
Right now I'm being covered by the falling snow. I guess no one cares now since I'm a nobody. They'll just leave me here to die. That's one of the reasons I sliced my wrist.
For an embrace of a boy?
I covered up my cuts and went outside. I want to see him again. If only he knew. He was the one who trusted me the most and wanted to become my best friend, but I pushed him away. If only I had some of his courage so I can tell him that I want him to hold me, to keep me safe.
For a last piece to complete my puzzle?
Those are two things that I'm missing in my life…courage and friendship. He has both and is at maximum level. Those are the two main things I need.
Why must I forever be alone?
I can feel my life being taken away from me. I guess I'll never get the things I've been missing or anything I ever truly wanted. And there's no one to say goodbye to.
Why can't I find a love that lasts?
Daisuke.