Disclaimer: I don't own Miraculous or the show. Wrote this with a dear friend and amazing writer.

He stood at the tower smiling at the vulnerable city that stood before him. He should have realized that Hawk Moth was right and the city didn't deserve him or his help. She certainly didn't and he was going to make sure she knew just how disappointed he was and how she left him broken inside. It was time that she knew the pain that he went through for her and how it hurt when she didn't show or seem to care about him like he did her.

marinette was at home. she had just finished patrol with chat and... something was off about him. he wasn't as happy or as... himself. she tried to asked what was wrong but he left before she could. 'he'll be ok, he's strong.' she thought to herself she went up to her balcony and started to design a hoodie for chat. it was his birthday coming up soon and she wanted to make something for him.

He went to her house and smiled as she came up on the balcony. He knew that she would be there. It seemed that she was waiting for a black cat, but instead she would see the white cat that he had become because she left him broken inside. She left him for dead and didn't even look for him. She didn't care and he was about to find out if Marinette cared at all.

She stood up and saw his eyes in the shadows. she dropped what she was holding and started to cry "chat noir? is that you?" she said "i-i thought i had lost you! you scared me." tears of happiness rolled down her face

"Lost me Princess?" He asked her his voice cold and dead.

"Yeah... i thought i would never see you again... Chat whats wrong with your voice?" she asked taking another step towards him.

He laughed darkly. "Yeah like I believe that." He said "As for my voice what do you think is wrong with it Princess?" He asked. No puns nothing no happiness like three weeks ago when she saw him last.

"Chat something is wrong... isn't it?" she asked taking another step. "if I did something please tell me... I-I just, I want to see you again. please."

"You did nothing. I have more power and unlimited time now." He smirked his eyes turned yellow unlike their dead green hue that they were on patrol.

"Kitty please... tell me whats wrong. please your scaring me." she said looking into his eyes

"You should be scared. The Kitty you knew is long gone." He said stepping out of the shadows and showing his now white suit.

"No," she took a step back "W-what happened to you?"

"What do you mean? I'm improved." he said. "And I have Ladybug to thank for it." he said

"No... you may think that you have improved but...no one is better then my Kitty. no one." she said. "And what do you mean Ladybug did this." She felt guilt riddle her body.

"She left me there for three weeks...You have any idea what its like to be beaten for three weeks straight?!" he asked "She didn't even notice i was gone. She told me herself when i met her for 'patrol' if you can call it that."

She felt anger bubble in herself "What are you talking about?" she walked right up to him and poked his chest "She looked everyday and every night! For 2 and a half weeks! She came by my house every night in tears! She cares for you so much and THIS is how your repay her?!"

"Please...she doesn't care...if she did she would have showed it when I showed up out of nowhere." he said jumping out of her reach.

"You know why!? She went home in tears! thats why! She's crying her eyes out right now!" the tears streaming down her face

"And how would you know?! Just because...you...are..." he trailed off

"She already stoped by my house! she looked for hours!" she said to cover her mistake

"Yeah right like I said she doesn't care...all she cares about it that stupid model boy." he said and leaped to the tower. He had to get his thoughts straight and Marinette wasn't helping. In fact she was making him doubt everything.

She transformed and leaped after him tears running down her face. "CHAT! CHAT NOIR?!" she called

"Noir is gone Milady..." he mumbled from the shadows and she had to pretend like she didn't know yet

"Chat?! Is that you?!" she cried looking into the shadows "I looked for so long... i thought you got hurt." she cried falling to her knees

"Well i did...was beat for three weeks..." he mumbled.

"No." she cried and leaned down "i should have looked harder! I'm so sorry Chat! This is all my fault..." she sobbed

"It doesn't matter...you need to go..." he muttered. "I...it's too late to help me this time...m-my spirit is gone..."

"NO! I'm never leaving you again!" she sobbed "You wont hurt me! I know you!" she cried "Just come here! Please tell me…where is your Akuma?" she asked

Blanc stared at her shocked "How did you know?" He asked coming out and showing her his suit. "Anyway I thought you didn't care...you always liked someone else...that's what you told me."

"I'll tell you later... just please before Hawk Moth controls you again, where is it?" she asked again tears streaming down like rivers.

He held the bracelet that Marinette had gave him when they were practicing for the tournament three years ago.

"You..." she looked into his eyes "Adrien?" she asked taking the bracelet from him. and looking at it.

He looked away from her and nodded. "Yes Milady..." he said and Ladybug dropped the bracelet. When it hit the floor it cracked and the black butterfly flew out. She captured the Akuma then she just broke down. "This is all my fault I'm so sorry, is so sorry." she sobbed

"No Milady...it's not your fault..." he said weakly as he collapsed to the ground weakened. His suit was gone and she saw all the lashings and cuts that were on him.

She rushed over to him and pulled him into her lap "Yes it is, this is all my fault." she cried

"N-no..." he mumbled reaching up to wipe her tears weakly. "I-I'm sorry i-i thought t-that you didn't care..." he said softly.

"Adrien i have always loved you." she said "Adrien please don't be mad at me but..." she detransformed "I-I have loved you since the minute i met you..."

"P-princess..." he said smiling weakly. "I-I had hoped that m-my lady and p-princess were the same..."

"No you didn't I'm such a horrible Ladybug... I made my partner think I didn't care." she said then saw the blood soaking through to her pants "A-Adrien... we need to get you to the hospital."

"O-okay..." he muttered weakly. he was so tired and hurting so much.

"Come on..." she transformed again and tried to pick him up but... couldn't "I-I cant hold you." she cried, so he tried to get up to help her and stood weakly.

"I-I'm alright..." he muttered "B-But i'm too weak to transform..."

"No, no, no! you don't move!" she cried and detransformed again "Tikki what do I do?" she cried

"Take the ring...Chat is stronger than Ladybug...always has been."

"O-ok...ill see you later Tikki." she nodded and took off the earrings. she out them in her purse and slipped on the ring "Claws out." she said

"Y-You l-look good i-in black p-princess." he mumbled.

"shhhhh" she said "save your strength." she picked him up with ease and raced to the hospital. "someone help! please he's hurt!" she cried

The doctors ran over to her and took Adrien who had passed out and took him back to the back to get to work while one of the nurses stayed behind to find out what happened.

"he was Akumatized but thats all I know from there." she said and raced out. she detransformed and put her earrings back on. "Adrien!? wheres Adrien?!" she called

"Miss may i asked why your looking for him?" asked the same nurse.

"He's very important to me please. i-i need to see him." she cried

"He's being worked on and i don't know much, but as soon as you can i'll come get you and take you back okay?" she asked softly. She could tell that Marinette cared for the boy very much. Then she sighed "Maybe you should call someone and have them come sit with you if you don't want to be alone." she suggested.

She nodded and called Alya

Wrote this with a dear friend, and amazing writer. Going to be more soon.