Harry's POV
You're my
best friend
God alone knows how much stuff we've been through together. Just you and me.
And when it all became too much, Just a touch of your hand made things ok
again.
You're not beautiful. You'd be the first to admit that. But somehow, it doesn't
matter. Not to me. Your soul shines more brightly than any other girl here at
Hogwarts. Your bushy hair is constantly a mess. But you've got one of the
kindest hearts I have ever known. You may not be tall. . . but you're just the
right height for me to quietly lay my chin on while we're cuddling
companionably on the couch, studying. You aren't necessarily talkative. Yet, we
need no words to speak together. You aren't a person who stands out in the
crowd. Yet, somehow, my eyes always land on you the moment I enter the Great
Hall.
I guess that's what love is. Knowing the person inside out, faults and all –
and still adoring them. I can't imagine my life without you – hell I might not
even have had a life without you. You believe in me,100%. I'm not any more or
any less than myself when I'm with you. You know me so well; you scare me with
your insight sometimes. Who else is able to call me on my bs when I need it?
Who else is determined to memorize the entire library just to make sure I'm
prepared? I'm surprised that Voldemort (*Author shudders and takes a deep breath*)
hasn't caught on that there is no way in hell I'd have beaten him without you
behind me. And that scares me – it's only a matter of time. I often wonder if
I'm being selfish, risking your life just because I want – no NEED – you there
by me. . . .
And then there's him. Our best friend, Ron. He loves you just as much as I love
you. . . another reason that I'm selfish. I sometimes wonder that if I loved
you have as much as I claim I do, I ought to let you go. . . let you be happy
with him. He's got no insane wizard constantly threatening his life. He'd be
able to give you a good, stable home – something I can't hope of giving you
until Voldemort (*another shiver, mutters remain IC*) is vanquished. God alone
knows when that might be. He'd protect you from the prejudice wizards, like the
Malfoys.
But I can't give you up. You're like an addiction to my soul. You're my healing
balm. So, every night, when I climb into bed, I pray to whatever higher power
there might be that you will love me, at least for one more day. I hold you
tighter. I glare at Draco more. I ignore Cho and Ginny. I shower you with gifts
and compliments to let you know how much I adore you.
I just hope it's enough. God alone knows how much I try to prove my love to
you. It just seems so inadequate. Words alone cannot describe what is in my
heart. I just hope it shines through when I look into your eyes. I hope you
feel it when I touch you. You're my everything. . . My angel.
I just hope that you don't one day decide to spread your wings and fly away. My
world would be so empty with you.
Hermione's POV
Bloody Hell.
He's doing it again. I just know he is
When his green eyes deepen just so and he stares out to space, I know what he's
thinking. He's thinking about all the reasons why we shouldn't be. Why he ought
to leave me. . . hand me off to Ron.
If he ever tries it, I'll bloody knock him upside the head. He has no right to
make my choices for me. I'm right where I want to be.
He loves me as no one else ever has or will. Not even Ron.
I may be his angel, but he's my world.
