Hi people, so I will be starting "The Secret Life of Logan Mitchell" and finishing "Falling into Darkness" but I just wanted to put this out before I forgot…Soooo this is a series of song-fics :) Enjoy!
Disclaimer: I do not own BTR or the song.
*I apologize ahead of time for any grammar errors ;D*
Did you forget?
That I was even alive...
Did you forget?
Everything we ever had...
Did you forget?
Did you forget?
About me...
Logan swallowed hard as a voice spoke from the other line. "Hello? Hello?" Instead of answering, the brunette hung up the phone. It was too hard...He just couldn't face Kendall...especially after everything that had happened, it was just too painful. How could he do it to me? How could he just forget about what we had? Logan's mind screamed.
Did you regret?
(Did you regret?)
Ever standing by my side...
Did you forget?
(Did you forget?)
What we were feeling inside...
Now I'm left...
To forget...
About us...
Logan still remembered the day all to well. He would never forget the way Kendall had seemed so embarrassed...the way his bright green eyes had shown nothing but regret...A single tear slid down Logan's cheek as he remembered Kendall's words...
But somewhere we went wrong...
We were once so strong...
Our love is like a song...
You can't forget it...
'This was so stupid Logan! Our relationship has completely ruined our!' The words echoed in the brunette's ears. They had fought that day...Eventually it began to get physical... Logan gently touched his cheek which had once been swollen from a blow he had received during the fight. 'I hate you!' Logan had shouted at Kendall. How could we go from in-separable to completely dead to each other? He slid down until he was in a sitting position. Logan felt more tears slide down. His heart ached knowing how quickly Kendall had moved on...Just last night the brunette had watched a couple of interviews on TV...Kendall and Jo had officially declared themselves a couple and Big Time Rush was going on as a trio...
So now I guess...
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret?
Ever holding my hand...
Never again...
Please don't forget...
Don't forget
Logan stood up slowly, and headed towards his room. He was living in Minnesota again with his father… He hoped that if he moved back, everything would fade away. Logan realized it was stupid to think that...Everything in Minnesota just reminded him of Kendall...Collapsing on his old bed; Logan tried to remember the warm feeling that shot through his body every time Kendall held his hand. The brunette knew he couldn't ever get that feeling ever again...No one could replace the way he had felt for Kendall...
We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Then we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us
Logan rolled over on his side and reached into the duffel bag beside his bed. He pulled out a cracked pictured framed. It held the last picture of him and Kendall before it all fell apart. Logan starred at himself and almost couldn't recognize the person. He had been so happy in this picture...Logan felt as if he couldn't ever be that happy again. The brunette let out a stuttering breath as a wet tear dripped onto the photo.
But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong...
Our love is like a song...
You can't forget it...
Logan placed the picture on his bed-side table and rolled back onto his back. Starring at the ceiling, the brunette felt like all his feelings would bubble over. I hate Kendall; I love Kendall, I'm glad our relationship is over; our break-up was the worst thing to ever happen, I could care less that BTR is a trio now; seeing BTR as a trio breaks my heart even more... Logan's mind was screaming. "Stop it Logan, he has forgotten about you!" He shouted out loud.
Somewhere we went wrong!
We were once so strong!
Our love is like a song!
You can't forget it!
At all!
"He never loved you, why do you keep hurting over him?" Logan screamed at himself. It hurt him even more knowing he was probably right. Kendall was obviously straight, and didn't want to hurt Logan when he had told the blonde how he felt. Logan didn't want to believe it...He really didn't...The brunette closed his eyes, letting himself be flooded with memories. His memories took him back to before him and Kendall were 'together.'
And at last...
All the pictures have been burned...
All the past...
Is just a lesson that we've learned…
I won't forget...
Please don't forget…
About us…
Kendall had been Logan's first friend when he had moved from Texas to Minnesota...Kendall had been the first to stand up for Logan when he was bullied...Kendall was one who gave Logan the strength to carry on after his mother's death...Kendall was the one...Logan wouldn't fight it anymore. Tears blinding him, Logan grabbed the picture frame in one hand and bolted towards the door. He ran. Ran until he reached the edge of the forest he, Kendall, Carlos, and James used to play in. Logan took one last glance at the photo before throwing it as hard as he could into the woods (1).
Somewhere we went wrong...
Our love is like a song…
But you won't sing along...
You've forgotten...
About...
Us...
Logan had been so consumed in his own pain and anger; he hadn't noticed it had begun to rain. He was only halfway home, when it began to come down harder. Logan didn't care. Drenched in what felt like his own sorrow, Logan slowly walked home.
Ugh! Why do I do this to myself? The next chapter is gonna be "Back to December" which will kinda be Kendall's perspective about what just happened... Sort of a sequel.
Yeah, it's not being burned, but I was going to use that picture in the next chapter so yeah =)