Kenzi's P.O.V

I sat at the bar in the Dal, a shot glass in front of me and a bottle of vodka to its right. Today had been a really shitty day, after going with Bo on one of her cases, only to get injured when the slimy guy escaped, Bo decided to yell at me for letting him get away because I was to fragile for always getting hurt and she was sick of it. I also knew that even if it was true, she was still feeling the effects of the Garuda fight and still a little wacko in the head. But anyway, that was just the beginning of that day. After patching myself up, I asked Bo if she was going to be with Lauren today, to the answer I got was,

"Of course I was, what does it matter to you?" She actually snarled at me. I mean Bo, Bo-bo my sister snarled at me, so I left it. I went back up to my room and put some new clothes on since the ones I was wearing were all gross and bloody, after doing that I pulled a duffel bag out of the bottom of my closet, and grabbed all my things and stuffed them in before leaving it in the corner of my room, to grab incase I was in a hurry to leave. I walked down to the living room sorta place and grabbed my jacket off the back of the chair and headed out the door. From there I went to the Dal.

But when I got there I wasn't very happy about what I could hear coming from Trick's study.

"Dyson, she is a liablility to Bo, to all of you. I will not risk all your lives for a human, even if it is Kenzi, and I know how all you feel about her but this is not her world." I heard Trick say. I gasped at what he said, it felt like my heart was ripping.

"I get that Trick but she has saved all of our lives more times then I can count, are we just going to kick her away even after all shes done for us?" I heard Dyson say, I was happy that he was supporting me, that was at least until what I heard next.

"Fine Trick, shes going have to leave, but this is going to come back and bite us all, how are we going to tell her that she has to leave?"

I felt my heart ripping into little pieces and he wasn't even done yet, but I didn't stick around to hear it. I went to the bar, grabbed a shot glass and a bottle of vodka and threw back shot after shot after shot. By the time Bo and Lauren showed up I was completely shit-faced. I didn't even spare them a glance, Lauren did come over and sat next to me, even tried talking to me but I just ignored her, while Bo went to talk with all the others. I heard everyone come out and over to where Lauren and I were sitting, Bo took lauren over to one of the booths and they did their thing while Trick went behind the bar to serve other customers. And that left only Hale and Dyson, who made their way to stand behind me.

"Kenz, we need to talk" I heard Dyson say. I just shook my head and sniffled, I moved the glass and bottle towards Trick and got up, I wobbled slightly but stood up right and turned to face them. In their eyes I could see regret, sadness and pain, but I didn't want to see that right now. Not with what I had heard and what they were most likely wanting to talk to me about.

"No Dyson we don't need to talk, I heard everything, I know I am a pathetic human that keeps getting injured, that puts you all at risk, so I'm going to do you a favour and spare you from telling me all this shit." and with that I walked past them and out the door, not sparing a glance to either of them or Bo. As soon as I got out the door, I was in full blown tears, but I mustered up all the strength I had and walked home, grabbed my bag and left. I got a cab to the train station and picked a train that would take me far away, anywhere, I don't care. Just away from those that I had called family, but not anymore.

This was the end of this chapter in my life, I was done with Fae and their shit, I had risked my life more then them on many many occasions and for what, nothing. I was starting to wish I had never met Bo, or Hale or Dyson, but my heart wouldn't let me. Even though they kicked me out, in a way it was a good thing, I wouldn't get hurt so much but on the down side I would be back on the street and away from my family. Another good thing was that I could find a life of my own and I wouldn't have to look over my shoulder in case some fae was looking for a snack, the down side to that was I would miss my family, the sisterly bonding and crime fighting with Bo, the special handshakes and nicknames from Hale, the semi free drinks and the fatherly bond from Trick, and of course the protectiveness of Dyson.

Oh Dyson, I thought, I am going to miss you the most, I though to myself. I was always Team Dyson, even when I said I wasn't, even when he was banging my bestie, I was still on his team. Over the years I started to fall for him big time, at first it was just a crush but it just got bigger and bigger until all I could think about was him, all I could dream about was him. Every time I saw him, I had these butterflies in my stomach and they would go bat shit crazy, fluttering around in my belly like mad, I would blush and get all giggly. I wore the tightest clothes I had for him, I know he was a lot older then me but I still loved him, I mean a thousand or more years age gap isn't that bad right? But now everything had changed, he had betrayed me when he agreed with Trick that I had to go, at first I though he was going to fight for me, beg Trick to let me stay, but he hadn't, but all that still didn't dampen my feelings for him and I knew nothing ever would, he would be the one that got away, or really I was the one that got away.

I wonder what would happen to him now, would he just continue working and banging her bestie, they were mates after all. I sighed, I wish I was his mate, but that would never happen, not in a million, billon years; I had to suck it up and get over it or it would bring me down into a blubbering mess every time I thought about it or him, which was nearly all the time. The flip side to that thought was if he was worried about me? But maybe it was just because I was human and I couldn't defend myself or keep myself safe. Or was he worried because I was his friend? It was one of those 'What if' kind of questions, and I would never ever get the answer because I was never going to see him again, by the time I die of old age if I make it that long, he would have forgotten all about me, he and Bo would have made lots of fae babies and they would have forgotten the years they spent fighting crime and being a family. Although the one thing that pissed her off the most about all this was the fact that they would all be dead right now if it wasn't for her, granted, she would be dead too if they hadn't saved her. The first time she saved Bo, the first time she saved Dyson and Hale and even Trick when the Gaurda came, she had gotten Dyson's love back of Petes sake, at great rick to herself. Many times she had done it and not once was she given any thanks for it, just a hug and that was it, but I never wanted the praise anyway, but its the thought that counts.

I stepped up to the desk in front of me, I hadn't realised I had reached the train station with all the thoughts jumbled up in my mind. I looked at the trains they had going and I couldn't decide where I wanted to go, I just needed one as far away as possible but most of these ones looked like they went to local stations and I knew that I would be seen at those by any fae or human I might know and that wouldn't be good. I couldn't have them find me now, or ever.

"I need a ticket to the train that will take me the furthest from here and as soon as possible please." I asked as I looked around, making sure I was alone, I had a knife in my boot but I didn't want to use it. The man behind the counter nodded and started pressing buttons on the consol in front of him, then I heard the whirling of the printer machine as it printed out my ticket. He handed it to me and said it was free, he could see that I was in major toruble, and he wasn't didn't seem like the heartless type to make me pay for it, especially since everytime I looked behind me, my face grew ever more desparate. It was partly an act but I really did need to leave as soon as possible in case anyone realised I had left and checked the train station. Taking the ticket, I went to the platform that was printed and waited, it took all over five minutes for the train to arrive and I was boarding as quickly as possible. A few moments after, the train pulled away from the station and I was on my way to a new adventure. A new chapter in my life.