Listening

Another poem I did in spite that I'm sad and angry. It's about Saria who is in her secret hide out waiting. She meets someone who makes her listen to reason.

The trees are moving to the melody that has made me stay here forever,

The scent of the wild flowers made me feel like I'm in heaven.

I'm still holding my ocarina in my hands as the days pass by without a sound,

The wounds of you leaving has made me weak and vulnerable.

Still waiting I'm playing my melody to bring you back,

Seven years gone makes someone go crazy.

I hear your voice almost every day it rains,

Your heart beats every time I look into the sky.

I feel the tears drizzling down cheeks as I hear my melody being played,

I hear your voice.

I tremble to see if you were really there,

You are and I feel myself falling for you again.

I drop down to my knees as I hold my ocarina with hope and forget that I'm by myself,

You tell me you're okay and you are worried about me.

Nothing has changed,

You're deeply missed that's all I say.

Tell me the truth you say as you hear me sniffle,

I feel my anger rise rapidly as I dig out my reasons.

You left me for seven long years,

You didn't tell me where you were.

You leave me here with so many questions that you've made me cry,

You told me you'll be back but you never came!

By the time I'm done I'm crying into the ocarina,

You don't say anything.

I told you everything,

You're now listening to me.

Saria,

You're everything to me.

I was on a mission and I couldn't contact you,

I'm sorry.

Sorry,

Is that all you can say to me?

You're hurt even before the words come out of my mouth,

I feel myself falling apart.

Saria I love you,

I know you'll never forgive me and I can deal with that.

Now however I'm in a worse position than you have ever been in years,

Now do you understand?

I'm listening still,

Even as it begins to rain in the Sacred Forest.

Silence returns and everything is back to normal as though you never talked with me,

I stop crying and I feel myself being torn in half.

I whisper to myself with such a teary voice I thought I wasn't even saying it,

I'm listening now…