Okay so this is my first time to ever attempt to write a story. I LOVE VA so i wanted to just see what i can come with for the last book since it hasn't come out yet. Please R&R :) tell me what you think i should add THANKS!

oh yea just a heads up I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THESE CHARACTERS THEY ALL BELONG TO RICHELLE MEAD. I AM JUST A FAN OF HER VA SERIES! :)

He must still care for me; love me even if he was willing to put himself between me and the Queen Bitch's guards. Risking his fragile reputation when people are just starting to trust him and not think of him as Strogoi but once again as a Dhapmri, maybe even in the future as Guardian Belikov again.

Dimitri Belikov.

Every time I think his name my heart aches. I feel lost and confused and angry- alone and unwanted. 'Love Fades. Mine has.' My eyes grew heavy with tears wanting to be shed but I held them back, promising to myself I will never again cry for the lost of Dimitri. My love.

Do I, Rosemarie Hathaway, always have to have life's bullshit thrown at me? Will life ever be any easier for me! Do I ever get a break? Maybe not, maybe they will just find me guilty and silence me forever by thrusting a stake through my heart. A laugh escapes my dried chap lips- I am so in need of some lip gloss by the way- while thinking about the shit I got myself into this time. Ha, shit I didn't even do for one of the first time. Locked up for treason for killing the queen, for fucking staking her in her bedroom, I can't believe that they are accusing me of killing her. Yea, maybe I did go just a little over the top when I was screaming at her and the other Royal Moroi when I found out they passed the damn law declaring that Daphamirs are to graduate as Guardians when they are sophomores now. That is just so fucking wrong! All those whom voted in favor of it are just greedy Royal Moroi, always thinking about themselves and only seeing Daphmirs as an underclass protective thing, which can always be replaced.

Now here I am, stuck in what used to be Dmitri's jail cell not so long ago. Talk about being ironic, I guess the jokes on me. Another laugh escapes my lips once more.

"Hathaway," the guardian closest to my cell barks. He has been one of the guardians who seems to take up shifts most often nearest my cell, "is there something you would like to share with us since you seem to be having such a great time." Three other guardians look over to see what was going on between us.

"Oh nothing," I try to say without my voice cracking, trying to sound as if nothing in the world is wrong and its just another day, but it's not and I am stuck in this stupid cell with twelve guardians always keeping watch on me, with Lissa so upset and scared for me. With Dimitri who has shattered my heart into a million tinny pieces and has turned his back and heart away from me. "Just thinking about how it must suck to be down here keeping guard over me everyday. Tell me Guardian Niakov, are you having a great time?"

Being stuck in here for the two and a half weeks was driving me a little insane. I mean no one has been allowed to see me. The only link to the outside is Lissa, which is why I know they aren't letting anyone in to see me. Liss has tried thirteen times to come and see me but each time she is sent away. With our bond I can both feel and see that she is very worried and upset. She doesn't know what is happening and she is terrified that they will execute me. Poor Lissa, I wish there was some way I could just talk to her. This is when our bond gets on my nerves, why can I see and hear her but she can't have entry into my stupid head!

Not wanting to hurt any longer, at least for the moment, I shut myself away from reality. I stopped thinking about my friends and especially didn't allow myself to even think about any thing that would bring my heart and mind to think about Dimitri. Laying on the bed I looked up and started counting all the little specks on the ceiling. So focused on counting I didn't even hear the hushed conversation being spoken down the hall nor did I hear the footsteps that came to stop in front of my cell.

Roza.

Oh please no. Please don't start to think about him Rose, I silently told myself. While closing my eyes tight and not wanting to hear the name he always called me when his walls were down and he showed his true self to me.

Roza.

There is was again. It sounded so real as if he was truly here with me, softly speaking my name. I must be truly going crazy now.

"Please Roza look at me."

I stopped breathing and a warmth ran through my body from head to toe but I chased it away not wanting to feel the warmth just his voice leaves on me. I cursed to myself and just laid there not wanting to even a look up to see Dimitri's dark chocolate eyes staring down on me.

Ok just again please tell me what you think so far... and if you like where do you think i should take it. i already have an idea but i just what to know what you guys think. THANKS