Hey Minna! Its been a while since I wrote something and my one friend has been bugging me for this fic. Its my First Yuri ever so be nice cause I have no idea what will come from it. ;
Paring: Sango/Kagome
Summary: Inuyasha has done it again. Kagome has cried again. And this time Sango is going to fix it permanently to where Kagome won't cry no more.
Warning: Um Yuri (Girl on Girl relation) Kikyou bashing... Um and Yuri!
Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha or any of its characters. They are the property of Rumiko Takahashi.
1 - Silence
The forest was silent to her. She saw him, she knew that he saw her, and she knew he didn't care right now. He was too wrapped up in Kikyou's arms to care—too busy kissing her and touching her clay body. The tears streamed down her face as she slowly backed away and headed towards camp. Sango and Miroku watched as she silently sat down and stared at the fire. Shippou cautiously walked toward her and stared up at her with big concerned eyes.
"Kagome? You okay?" he asked.
They got no answer from the girl. Kagome just sat there like a lifeless doll, her eyes blank and her breathe coming in short, uneven gasps.
"Kagome? How about we go to the hot springs? Its been a while since we've come across some." Sango asked softly, trying to illicit some reaction from the teenager. Kagome came slowly from her stupor and turned her head towards he best friend for a few moments before giving a small smile. She nodded, not because she wanted to go to the springs but because she didn't want to worry her friend.
Slowly she got up to gather her bathing items and waited for the taijiya and soon they started on the beaten path to where the springs were. Kagome's mind soon wandered back to the scene she had witnessed not even ten minutes before and she started undressing with almost robotic movements. Sango watched her as she herself undressed and slid in the warm water, worry lines creasing on her forehead.
"Kagome?" When no reply came she decided to switch tactics.
"Is it Inuyasha?" Sango immediately regretted the words as soon as they left her mouth as Kagome broke down in tears. Uncertain of herself she moved over to hold her friend as she sobbed. "Oh Kagome... He is such a jerk and doesn't deserve these tears that fall for him." She paused for a second as Kagome finally spoke up.
"Why-why her Sango?!" She cried out inbetween sobs, "She is nothing but a walking corps. She is dead and smelly and, and... she tries to kill him! Why?" She laid her head on Sango's shoulder and pressed her tear swollen eyes into the girls' neck as tears continued to flow from her eyes. She didn't see the small blush escape onto Sango's face as she wrapped her arms around the distraught girl. "She steals souls from other women after they die just so she can live.. its not fair.. I hate her... I really do." Kagome whispered between hiccups.
"Kagome… In due time Inuyasha will see what he is losing but by then you will have moved on. Besides… all men think about are sex, sex, breasts, and more sex.. And the occasional butt to grope..." Kagome let off a small sad giggle at her friends' words.
"Sango, you make it sound like you like me and want me for your self..." Sango blushed at her friends words and moved away a little. Her eyes cast down as she berated her self at her slip. No-one knew... save for her brother, of her attraction to girls. The men around her were all nothing but pigs. Miroku and his lecherous hand; Inuyasha and his moments with Kikyou; Even her father was a lecher.
"Sango?" Sango's head snapped up as Kagome broke her out of her thoughts. "Are you alright? Was it something I said?"
"Ka-Kagome... I have a question about your time. To get our mind off of men and their stupid ways." She shakily suggested as she walked over to the soaps.
"Sure Sango, ask me anything!" The time traveler followed her friend and grabbed a clothe to use to wash her self with.
"In your time what are the views of same sex relations? I know here its outcast with humans but demons allow it." Sango turned to the girl beside her and held out the soap so she could use it. Kagome poured some of the liquid on the cloth and rubbed it into a good lather.
"Well, some people don't like it and some do. It's quite common in my time. I have some friends that are like that and are dating each other."
Sango sighed. "It doesn't bother you?"
"No. I mean, why should it? They like each other and they are real comfortable with their relationship but I'm the only one who knows." Kagome said sadly as she washed her lower body.
"Why are you the only one who knows?" Sango asked as she tried to keep her eyes from straying to where she knew they should not go.
"Well I walked in on them during lunch. Ayumi is such a quiet girl but in a relationship she is so dominate! It freaked me out a little." Kagome giggled at the memory as she told it.
Flashback
Eri and Ayumi disappeared during the lunch hour and Kagome was sent to find her two friends. Looking in the windows of all the empty class rooms she finally saw Ayumi in their history class. She walked in on the girl and froze as did the other. Ayume's back was toward Kagome, but she could make out the out line of another girls uniform.
"Ayumi?" Kagome asked. The girl turned around showing Kagome her other missing friend. She gave both girls confused looks.
"Kagome, please... please don't tell any one." A small look of shame came across the girls' faces and they looked down. Kagome knew then what they were doing. She smiled and nodded reassuringly.
"I won't tell, you secret is safe with me but the others are looking for you guys. Lunch is about over and they want to get to gym class first for some reason.".
"Probably cause of Hojo will be there and they want you to hook up with him again." Eri said sardonically.
"Yea.. I kind of wish they could just see that you aren't interested in him." Ayumi said as she took her girlfriends hand.
"Thanks but its ok. Hojo and I have talked and we are really good friends now. So… How long have you two been dating?" Kagome asked. Eri blushed and Ayumi answered that they've been together a whole year now. Kagome was amazed at this. She wished she could have been there for them more but with her "illness" she couldn't.
End flashback
Sango just stared at her friend. If she was ok with her friends in her time, how would she feel about her and her feelings for her?
Kagome lightly blushed as she remembered the part she didn't tell Sango—the part where she asked her friends how it felt to be with another girl. Her friends had said that it was amazing and since they where both girls they didn't need to try and figure each other out. It was easier to talk but other than the physical differences there wasn't that much difference.
"Kagome? What if I where like that, how would you feel?" Sango asked as she looked away towards the trees. Kagome shot a look at Sango and cocked her head to the side.
"Sango, you're my friend. If you like girls then you like them. I don't think people choose who they like really..." Kagome said watching her friends' reaction, hoping that she didn't hurt her feelings in some way. Sango sigh with relief. Now came a harder part.
"What if I liked you? Would you be ok with it then?" Sango blushed a bit and looked at Kagome. The future girl looked on at her in shock. Sango moved toward the girl and tilted her chin a bit and lightly brushed her lips over Kagome's. "What if I said I was jealous of Inuyasha and wanted you for myself?"
Kagome blushed and looked away. "I... I don't know. I've never been in this position before. I've never had a girl like me and well, not that I know of anyway..." Kagome babbled on as her face got red. Sango knew even if Kagome agreed to be with her she'd still have feelings for the hanyou. She grabbed the girls chin again and once more kissed her, effectively shutting her up.
"Kagome, would you give me a chance? I promise I'll treat you better then Inuyasha ever could. Then any MAN ever could." Sango said as she broke apart from Kagome.
Kagome looked away for a few seconds. "Sango... May I have time to think about it? It's all new to me and I want to-to think things through and sort my feelings out. I don't want to hurt you if it doesn't work out. Can I please just have some time to think?" Kagome said hopefully.
Sango backed away a bit and nodded. The girl didn't say yes but she hadn't said no either. Kagome smiled and offered to wash the taijiya's back. After their bath was done Kagome felt better then when she come back to the camp.
"I think I'll go home for a few day's catch up on my school work. That way I can have more time to think about 'it'. And besides, I don't think I can here with Inuyasha yelling and worrying about Naraku and things. Is that ok?"
Sango nodded and smiled. "Sure Kagome. I wish I could go with you. I'd really love to see the things you talk about first hand." Sango said as they dressed then headed back. Kagome started talking about all the things they could do if Sango were able to come with her. As soon as they entered the clearing Inuyasha's voice attacked them.
"Where the hell have you two been?!" the hanyou roared. Sango and Kagome just walked passed him putting their things away and Sango whispered to Kirara's ear. Kagome slung her pack over her shoulder and walked over to Shippou and told him she'd be back with in two weeks. He sadly nodded knowing he was going to miss his adopted mother but he said ok anyway, knowing that she'd come back. Kirara transformed and by then Inuyasha knew what was going on.
"Good bye Inu..." Kagome started as she climbed on top of the Neko-youkai.
"Oh no you don't you are not leaving now! We have jewel shards to find and Naraku to kill!" He yelled as he went to grab her wrist. She turned to him and gave him a look that could put Sesshoumaru's to shame and told Kirara to go. Inuyasha stood there, his mouth haning open in shock. Miroku just looked after the fading forms of Kagome and Sango. Figuring he'd get his answers later from the taijiya his attention turned to the fuming hanyou.
"Inuyasha, I think right now would be wise to let Kagome go." he said, sitting down on a moss covered log. "If not, I am sure Sango will restrain you just to protect her friend. Kagome will return, that I am sure of. Just let her have her space." The monk crossed his legs and balanced him self on the log.
Hey DK here I hope you like my first chapter of "Feelings Lost With In" I will be updating my other two on going fan fics soon "after I write out the chapters to them" . and I hope I will up date this one more ofter then I do the others.
This fan fic is thanks to:
Matt.. your the one bugging me to write it, Jessica who gave me some ideas :3 and my muse who has come back and taken over my hands
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