Continues from episode 3'14. Bamon/stelena.
There's just not enough stelena written!
"I can't Elena, because if I let it all back in, all I feel is pain!".
And then he's gone. I wondered around the house aimlessly, until finally going to my bedroom. Alaric was still in hospital, Jeremy gone the house felt very lonely. Once agen i find myself thinking about demon, without even thinking about it.
"Now you're mad at me coz i involved Stefan?"
"No am not mad you because you involved Stefan, am mad because i love you!"
"Well maybe that's the problem"
Dear dairy,
I didn't mean to say it. i would never want to hurt him. I'm lying to myself if i didn't admit that i feel for demon, but i no that i love Stefan. It's always going to be Stefan. I know that his humanity is coming back, he just needs help and it will take a while, but i can be patient. The thing is I'm selfish enough to know that i want demon in my life as well. Maybe i am like Katherine, even thought i always said i wouldn't be. Maybe i am worse, because at least she wasn't scared to admit she wanted them both.
Next morning i decide to go to the boarding house to tell them about esters plan. Hopefully with Klaus gone Stefan will be able to let go of his need for revenge, maybe go back to the old Stefan. It's just a have a niggling need to try n warn Elijah. Ester needed my blood for the spell to link all her children as one. So she can undo the curse she placed upon them more that 1000 years ago. Making them human, killing one kills them all including Klaus! It is a real pain being the doppelganger and blood being needed for this that 'n' the other.
I'm about to knock on the door, when a shirtless demon opens it, to then reveal that blond bitch with a smirk on her face. Rebecca! Still in her gown from the night before. You don't need to be a genius to figure out what happened between them!
Am shocked to say the least, as she saunters past me, and it takes me a minute to move my body. Demon follows me into the vast living room pouring himself a bourbon, doing that cocky eyebrow thing he does.
"sooo- he stats, but i cut him off. I can't do with his witty remarks
"REBECCA? So this is what you do demon, i hurt your feelings, and this is how you lash out at me? " I'm in full rage now!"Rebecca?" i shout again.
"she tried to kill me like less then than 48 hours ago."
He opens his mouth again but i once again over ride him.
"i came here this morning to say that i was sorry about what i said last night. And that i didn't want you to do anything reckless!" i make a snorting noise. "And also because i thought you might want to know about what ester wanted to talk to me about!"
I then went on to tell him about the spell and linking them together, this is how Klaus would be gone out of all their lives forever, i then made the mistake of telling about my hesitation of Elijah being involved.
By which point Stefan had appeared, and was giving me a funny look.
"Collateral damage Elena" demon said after giving ,me a lecture about this is what we wanted, what we had being trying to do for months , that that's what the coffin was for to kill Klaus. Reminding me that Elijah had betrayed us before.
And then to my utter disbelief, Stefan agreed. I had to leave i had to get out of there. I rang bonnie and told her i was coming over.
Stefan 'sp.o.v
"Brothers united, i like it" demon said in his usual cocky banter. "Did you see how we stood up to Elena?" still smirking. He wasn't fooling me. Whatever Elena had said to him last night had hurt, sending into one of his rebellious moods. I admit what was he thinking Rebecca? They should just let ester get on with it and finish the bastard off. Only then can any of them move on. Right now he was fighting his own demons, he hadn't touched human blood since the night he kidnapped Elena. And the effects were starting to take their toll. Last night with Elena he had so desperately wanted to lean in and kiss her, go to bed with her, wake up with her just as they use to. But the point was he isn't who he use to be, and maybe never will be. He wanted Klaus gone so that he knew Elena would be safe. He knew he should probably leave to. That's what would be best for her. But not if demon was staying. Before he thought he could let her be with demon if that's what made her happy, but once she had told him about the kiss, and her part in it, he knew he would never be ok with it. She deserves so much more then the monsters they are.
I can banging around downstairs. I know he's mad, i don't think he wanted Elena to know about his sleepover. Tough! Elena was upset by it though, maybe he already has lost her to demon. And the worst thing is it will have being because of him. I can feel my un beating heart drop at the thought of this.
Bonnie's p.o.v
Elena's stalking around my room, clearly very angry about demon. I wonder if she realises yet that she feels something for him? It must be very confusing, but i honestly believe she belongs to Stefan, and although i don't like the idea of her being a vampire, if it got to be one it hope she chooses him. he saved her once, hopefully she can save him.
Where working on the privacy spells that ester cast when talking to Elena last night, using sage. At this moment Caroline walks back in to the room. "it's not working, i can still hear you talking about demon the vampire gigolo!"
Mmm? he is an ass, but god he is hot! I wonder what it would be like to...
What the hell bonnie? Where did that come from? I mentally shake myself and try to concentrate on the spell. I then tell Elena about ester coming to see me and Abby about our part in the ritual, she .'s being channelling the bennet blood line. I can tell that she's worried. I return she tells me her concerns for Elijah. I admit that i do feel abit sorry for him too, but then i remember how at the last minute when we had a chance to kill Klaus before, he let them down. A part of me understands his need to reunite his family, but if he hadn't had listened to Klaus, Klaus would be dead, and we wouldn't be in this mess now.
"it takes them all Elena for it to work. Ester needs to restore the balance in nature destroying the evil she created. Ester needs the power from a cesaral event. Tonight is a full moon, the ritual happens tonight"
Caroline looks worryingly at Elena, and Elena just stands there eyes wide mouth open. I hope she just doesn't do anything to stop this from happening.
Demons p.o.v
Damnit! As if Elena caught him, but I'm a free man she made her feeling clear. How could he let this happen, let her get to him, she wanted to turn him into Stefan, that what it was. He was glad that they had stood up to her, she could end up ruining the whole thing. She'd gone off running to judgy's house. I can imagine judgy's face right now, god she's hot when she's angry! Wow were did that thought come from? Little witch bitch would kill me in her sleep, with a smile on her face. And what the hell was wrong with Stefan, being all broody, almost like the old Stefan i wonder? His nerves are on edge, very agrrivated, i should keep an eye on him.
Just then i heard noise from them stairs, grabbing a stake from my stash, i head down, only to find an original helping himself to my liquor."Elijah, i didn't realise we had arranged another tea party."
"i am here to talk about my mother, i knew she would not really forgive Nicklaus"
So Elena conscience had got on the better of her, god even thought i loved that girl, she could be so damn naive at times. Just then Stefan comes pounding down the stairs, "demon "he shouts panic clear in his tone, yep something is for sure off about him." I can't find Elena, she's not at home, no one's seen her, and she's not answering her phone" i turn to look at Elijah getting all the confirmation i need. Stefan shuts up seeing Elijah, i can feel his body tense and i know that he knows that Elijah has something to do with Elena disappearance.
"Rebecca has Elena, don't worry she won't harm her until i say so. You will help me stop my mother, or Rebecca will end Elena"
"Yeah well to be perfectly honest, I'm a little bit rusty when it comes to taking down 1000 year old witches "sarcasm dripping, trying to ease the tension, trying to stop Stefan flying across the room n getting his heart ripped out.
"You have to 6 minutes past 9 to stop them, otherwise Rebecca can have her fun"
"How precise "things are wildly out of control here. "Still the small problem of not knowing how to stop momma witch, n the timescale kind of doesn't help".
"The moon will be at it fullest by 9.07, my mother is drawing power from that, but also from the bennet blood line, you need to server that line".
Oh hell. Stefan's looking at me, "does he mean...""yep" i make a cutting gesture across my throat, just so he gets it. Kill the witch, judgy .i have to think of another way.
(This then follows the tv shows episode 3.15)
Later that night i see Stefan, "it should have being me i lost the flip". It had all fallen into place for me earlier, his behaviour was like he was coming down off some major high. And he was. "How long since you had human blood?"and i knew from is expression i was right, "since the night i threatened to drive Elena off wicker bridge "he said in a sorrowful voice. I knew i had done the right thing with abby, Elena wouldn't forgive me for a long time, but for some reason i just couldn't bear the thought of something happening to bonnie. "well now Elena hates me u can swoop in and sweep her off her feet. face it Stefan am better at being bad then you. It doesn't suit you!"
I couldn't stop thinking about bonnie, i knew what had happened with Elena, n to be fair Elena would have never agreed to it. And if that's what she was like with her best friend imagine what she would be like with the monster how actually turned her mum. What? What did i care what judgy thinks?only i think i do care.