hello this is my frist twilight fic. I have a great (beta SchnarfBlack) she is helping me with it and also I have to thank her for a job well done so thank you. Also check out her alsome stories Stuck On You and The Speak Now Collection. she the best. Also I will be updating as often as I can I have a lil guy and he takes a lot of my time.
Chapter 1
I can't believe that she would just up and leave me… I gave her everything! My heart; my soul…
I was brought out of my train of thought my Jacob calling me.
"Yo, Sam! You here?"
"Yeah. Living room," I answered. Jake entered and glared down at me as I sat on the couch; the same place I'd been planted for almost two weeks now. "What's up?"
He crossed his arms, looking very Alpha-like.
When did he become so intimidating to me? Oh, right. When he whipped my sorry ** in the battle for the right to be Alpha. He's lucky I love him like a brother; otherwise I'd be bitter.
"Look," he began, calm, but firm. "I know you're upset about Emily. I get it. We all wish she wouldn't have left you. She was a great lady. Who, by the way you totally didn't deserve after the whole Leah thing; and you'll probably never find anyone like her ever again-"
"Not. Helping."
"… Sorry. Anyways, you need to get off your ** and out of this house. You're miserable, you're lazy, and frankly-" he scrunched up his nose. "You ** stink, dude."
I frowned and lifted my arm, sniffing.
My God, he's right. I reek…
"You're scaring us, Sam," Jake continued. "And you're being a jackass, as well. You really hurt Renesmee the other day when she came with Seth."
"I wasn't that mean," I argued.
"You yelled at her to the ** out of your house and you told her to go back where she came from."
I thought, trying to remember the previous day. "Oh yeah…"
"You made her cry, Sam! She came to my house in tears! Now, I know I chose not to have her as a mate, but she's still my imprint. That gives me every right to kick your **-again-for talking to her like that."
I rolled my eyes. "Look, Jake, I'm kinda having a hard enough time right now. My wife left me; I still don't know why; and I have to sit in this house every day, alone, looking at myself in the mirror, wondering what I could've done wrong to make her walk out on me."
"Sam-"
"I'm sorry, okay? I'm sorry I hurt her feelings. I really didn't mean to. And no offense, but will you please get out of my house? I'm really not in the mood to deal with other people. Just let me sit here with the little peace I have left, okay?"
I didn't mean to be so harsh with my younger Alpha. He looked a bit taken aback; but he quickly regained his composure.
"Fine. Whatever," he said, somewhat coldly. "But ppull that ** with Ness again, and it's your **. You're lucky you got me. Leah wanted to come down here beat you into next week."
"Yeah, yeah…" I grumbled.
"And I want you on patrol tonight. Got it?"
"I'll be there. Now get the hell out, before I kick you out."
Jake cracked a bit of a smile. He smacked the back of my head and clapped a hand on my shoulder, encouragingly before he left.
And then I was alone again.
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