This is my first Natasha and story!
Sorry for any mistakes, typing on my tablet is hard.
There is more to come, and if you like review and I will make it longer, maybe even a chapter story... (severe writers block lately..)
Captain America & Back Widow
Hard Not To Love You
People always ask you, "How can you love them?". My response always was "How could you not?" they never understood that. But, trying to explain why you love someone, is impossible, unless they too, love them.
So when someone asked me why I loved Steve, I was at a loss for words, and just stared at them. What could I say? That he's sweet, kind, loving, caring, charming, that he knows exactly how to make you feel special and loved, all while remaining a gentleman. That he never wanted me the way other men have, that he cared more about Natasha and who she was, not what her body looked like naked. I could say it was his looks, his sexy body, that smile that when directed at me, makes me drops all my defenses and walls, to melt into a puddle at his feet. And Natasha Romonov melts for no man! Could be the fact that he drives me bonkers, he knows it too, which is why he does it.
Despite my feelings for him, I keep my distance. Being with him is such a bad idea, I can't, even fathom it. He's always wondering why I'm setting him up so many dates. I'm trying to keep his eyes and mind on someone else. Because, I know how he feels, he wears his emotions on his sleeve, especially concerning me. I try my hardest to pretend I don't notice.
Love is complicated when you're a spy with a blood soaked history like mine. People like me don't get happily ever afters, the hubby, the kids or the white house with the picket fence. That was taken from me a long time ago, so whatever I feel for Steve, has to remain buried and forgotten. For no matter how much I love him, Captain America and Black Widow can never be, no matter how much I want it to be. It can never happen... never...