Hello! I'm Sarah and I am going to have a go at a short chaptered fan fiction. It's been awhile, so I'm a little rough around the edges, but please bare with me! I hope you enjoy and please feel free to check out my profile and my other story

"Jesse, we can't keep doing this-" Kurt decided as he put his hands up to Jesse's chest and slowly pushed him away. Although Kurt and Rachel had their differences in the past, Kurt was beginning to warm up to her. He finally was learning how to tolerate Rachel Berry, but there was just one problem: Her boyfriend Jesse. St. James.

The boy on top of Kurt slightly pulled away and frowned. "You made it quite clear a few minutes ago that I was irresistible," Jesse reminded him as he went to lean back to resume their make out session. Kurt allowed his lips to crash back in to his, allowing Jesse to tug slightly on his lower lip, which was a major turn on for Kurt. He let out a little whimper as Jesse's tongue slowly teased Kurt's lips as he parted them far enough, so Jesse's tongue could gain access. Their tongues danced against each other as Kurt pushed Jesse away, this time with a bit more force, knocking Jesse off of the couch.

"What the hell Kurt?" he snapped. "I thought you liked me." Kurt looked down at Jesse sadly and sighed as he sat up. He looked in to Jesse's eyes that seemed to be stung with hurt, which made Kurt's heart sink. He couldn't stand seeing Jesse upset, but he also knew he couldn't keep sneaking around.

"I do like you Jesse," Kurt confessed, "but I can't be with you when you're with Rachel and I certainly cannot be with you until you come out of the closet." Kurt looked at Jesse who rose to his feet and stared down at Kurt with a cold expression.

"Rachel doesn't matter! You know if I broke up with her, you'd say we can't be together because you wouldn't want to date your best friends ex. I know I'm right," he told Kurt, crossing his arms. Kurt opened his mouth to object, but he knew that Jesse was right. As much as Rachel bothered him, he wouldn't feel right going out with the guy right after her. Besides, if he cheated on Rachel, wouldn't he just cheat on him?

"Kurt," Jesse began to say as he sat back down next to Kurt. He grabbed Kurt's hand and he looked back in to his eyes. "I have feelings for you, feelings I have never had with anyone else before, even Rachel." Jesse put his hand under Kurt's chin, so that the more fragile boy had to look in to his eyes. "I know I have to break up with Rachel, I was planning on doing that tonight, after my date with her." Kurt's ears perked up as he slowly removed Jesse's hand from his face. He looked to the side and then back up at Jesse, in a confused state.

"I know that in the past I've been known for a player when it comes to the girls, but did you ever think about why I did it?" Jesse asked him. Kurt looked back up and then the tension relaxed in his face. Jesse sensed the change in Kurt and nodded. "I've always suspected that I wasn't straight Kurt. I didn't want to believe it, so being the insecure person I never am, I wanted to appear secure by being with girls, but it never seemed to help. I thought that if maybe I found the right girl, I would feel better, but I don't…" Jesse explained as his voice trailed off. Kurt took Jesse's hand in his and gave it a tight squeeze.

"Jesse, I understand how hard it is to come out," Kurt reminded him. Jesse looked down at their hands then back up at Kurt. "I think instead of breaking up with Rachel, you should come out to her." Jesse immediately looked at Kurt with a funny look and then he let out a snort.

"Telling Rachel Berry she's dating a gay guy… She'd either get really excited about having another gay friend and go on about her gay fathers or she'll want to rip my vocal chords out because I am dating her, when I suspected I wasn't straight."

Kurt returned a warm smile towards Jesse and laughed slightly. "Both sound like Rachel, but the first one sounds more accurate," Kurt said, "besides, you do care for her, don't you?" he asked Jesse, raising an eyebrow. The boy awkwardly looked down and shook his head.

Kurt was taken aback by this gesture and was speechless. He knew that Jesse could be a snake, but he didn't understand why he would date Rachel, if he didn't feel anything for her. Before he could question Jesse's actions, he rose to his feet and looked down on Kurt. "I dated Rachel, because I wanted to get closer to you," Jesse confessed. Without another word, he grabbed his leather jacket that was lying on the couch and walked past Kurt, exiting his house.

Although Kurt's actions were delayed, he slowly moved his eyes to the door Jesse just left. He was never used to this type of attention, besides when he was at Dalton, dating their lead singer. Due to Kurt transferring back and Blaine's homophobic parents, they couldn't get their relationship working, which crushed Kurt. Kurt really cared for Jesse and didn't want to get heartbroken by Jesse.

He felt selfish, but if that meant Jesse breaking his best friend's heart, Kurt would forgive Jesse. All that he was sure of was that he wanted Jesse for himself.