Title: A history that shouldn't have been made

disclaimer: I do not own death note nor its characters.

Summary:
Light: Things are going along fairly well between Ryuzaki and I. We caught most the Kiras, well except the first one. Though we still have no idea how they commited the crime. They seem to have forgotten everything.
ryuzaki: You are Kira no. 1.
Light: No I am not!

Light truly thought he was not kira until the day he picked up another death note. coincidences can be so cruel. Now forced into realisation that the he himself was the mass murderer, what would light do? and this just had to happen when Light realise he had fallen for L!

Teaser of the day:
Chibi Light walked into L's room on day and found a dressing table full of all types of eyeliner. L was sitting at the mirror applying thick black eyeliner all around his eye.

'L!" Light shrieked. L turned back to face Light with only one of his eyes covered with black eyeliner. The other was perfectly normal. "oh, Light. Its you." L said casually. Light pointed with his mouth sill hanging open at the bottle of eyeliner in Ryuzaki's hands. "Oh this?" L raised up the bottle of eyeliner. "it is because you made me sleep so much that I lost all my eye bag, now I have to apply them every morning."

Chapter 1: I just can't seem to like girls!

'Light' an all too familiar voice called behind me. Slightly annoyed, okay maybe quite annoyed, I turned to Ryuzaki, folding my arms across my chest. "what is it?" I snapped. Ryuzaki was used to this reception and was not bothered nor offended. "light-kun, please keep a maximum of 1 arm length away." The raven-haired male replied. Ryuzaki's piercing black eyes stared into the honey brown eyes of mine, unflinching, waiting for some sort of reaction.

All too easy to read L, but sorry to disappoint. I am not Kira. I thought bitterly. Aloud he said, 'Ryuzaki. I know you lack in social skills but I am about to turn down a confession. Mind being sensitive?' I didn't bother to wait for Ryuzaki's response which would be 100% 'No' and probably assisted with a reason about kira. I continued walking ahead with Ryuzaki still just a footstep behind.

The girl who wrote the fancy pink letter to me was from my class. Her name was Minami. She was pretty and all that, but to put it simply, i just don't have interest in girls, least not some airheaded girl. Minami walked shyly towards me clearly uncomfortable at Ryuzaki's presence. Couldn't blame her for that. "sorry minami," I whispered to her ear. "I can't return your feelings." Tears were pricking Minami's eyes. Somehow I get really irked at girls who cry. "but you'll always be my Minami-chan." I added softly to soothe it over, and hopeful to end this awkward situations quickly. Minami blushed bright pink in the cheeks at the word 'chan'. Her blue eyes looked into mine, not of hate but still full of adoration. Mission accomplished. I smiled my billion dollar smile.

After Minami had left, I turned and headed to the main gate of the campus. "You're good at this" Ryuzaki said. "yeah Yeah. Let's just go." I replied, shrugging off Ryuzaki's words. Anything that came from Ryuzaki can't be taken lightly. All he was after was my slip that I am kira no. 1, even though I told him so many times that I am not Kira. I am definately NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT Kira.

We walked in silence out the campus and towards the headquarters. Once we entered the headquarters, the 3 foot chain snapped on. I was too tired and irritated to bother. Clink Clink Clink went the chain every step we walk announcing our arrival to Watari, the only other occupant, though he probably knew we were home by the surveillance cameras.

The kira case was more or less closed. We apprehended all the Kiras but never found how they killed the people. Maybe, the word 'apprehended' was not quite accurate. We just had them until constant surveillance since we couldn't arrest without finding out how they did it. The taskforce was disassembled. Only the first kira which was the only Kira, didn't leave any evidence behind,and was still not apprehended, in that sense.

"anything? Light kun?" Ryuzaki asked while enjoying his latest strawberry cheesecake. I wondered if 90% of his income goes to sweets. 'nope. Nothing of yet. No new information nor evidence about kira 1." I replied without looking from the screen. There was a pause. I could feel Ryuzaki's intense graze still trained on me.

"The behavior similarities to mine is only circumstantial evidence," I asked, reading Ryuzaki's mind. "if it is even an evidence that is. Really Ryuzaki. I am not Kira." I was getting more and more irritated by the constant suspicion he was under by Ryuzaki. Ryuzaki opened his mouth to say something. But the grandfather clock in the room struck 12, echoing 12 loud notes. Hastily, I shut down the com and stood up, straining the chain.

Ryuzaki looked at me, knowing full well what I was going to say next. I strained to control my voice, to prevent myself from shrieking at Ryuzaki. Somehow everything about today just had to get under my skin. 'Ryuzaki. I need to sleep." I forced out, trying to keep my cool. "No." Ryuzaki obstinately replied. "I want to work."

It was practically every night that I had to go through this. "RYUZAKI!" I threatened in a low voice. No response from the detective. I tried to drag Ryuzaki by force, but Ryuzaki held firmly to the edge of the table, not budging at all. I pleaded. No response. Sighing, I walked over. There was only 1 last trick I could try, hopefully it would work.

Lowering my mouth to Ryuzaki's ears, I softly whispered like what I did to Minami. 'ryu-chan' in a thick sweet voice. That did the trick. Ryuzaki froze. With ease, I took advantage of his momentary shock to drag Ryuzaki up the stairs. It was halfway up the stairs before Ryuzaki came round. Tonight was my victory.

Hello. RA(realityalterner) here, call me -Mi-. This is my first fan fic.
Sorry if the action is going a bit slow...
things will get more exciting next chapter.
please review, comment, whatever... just tell me someone had bother to read it. xD

Chu~