Chapter 1
Bella sat by the window watching the rain outside. The weather was horrible today, it was raining and cloudy, there was no sign of the sun. And the weather perfectly was reflecting how she lately was feeling these days.
She was supposed to be happy, because she had everything she had dreamed of. A perfect life with loving and handsome husband, who would do anything for her to make her happy and a beautiful house which was surrounded by beautiful garden you would think there were fairies living. And Bella used to think her life was a fairytale, because she had those two things she wanted the most – husband and a beautiful house. But now the fairytale was coming to an end.
It was only few days ago, when Bella had picked up Edward's phone when it was ringing. Edward wasn't home, he was at work and had left his phone at home by accident. When she saw that calling was someone named Caroline, her first thought was that Edward was cheating on her. Just to make those bad thoughts go away, Bella decided to check his e-mail because she had the feeling Edward wasn't cheeting on her and she needed a proof, because thoughts about him cheating on her made Bella feel really bad.
Edward's e-mail was always opened, because he had thought that Bella would never check his e-mails because she never touched his laptop in the first place. But he was wrong till that day, when Bella opened his laptop and checked his e-mails, finding all the letters from this Caroline who turned out to be Edward's secret lover. As Bella read all those letters, she found out, that Caroline knew Edward was married to Bella and Edward had told her, that he was getting bored with Bella. „All she does is reading and cooking, cleaning and everything else, except for satisfying my sexual needs! She doesn't even know how to ride me properly! I must say, sometimes I pretend I'm satisfied just to get her off me." He had wrote Caroline, who had laughed at Bella and answered: „That's why you have me for your sexual needs, honey!". Then they both had talked about how good was their night before together, when Bella had thought Edward was staying the night in Seattle for business. But all those lonely nights when Bella was reading her books and missing Edward, Edward was having sex with another woman.
After that, Bella had put back his phone on the kitchen table where it was before and went grocery shopping. She just couldn't stay in the house any longer and what she needed was something that would take her mind off what she had found out. She wouldn't tell Edward what she had saw and what she knew now. She was too scared to destroy her life with the man she loved so much, but he had already done it. Edward had destroyed Bella's fairytale. But Bella promised herself to try and fix it. She would try and work on with her's and Edward's sexual life, if that's what Edward needed. She just loved him too much to let him go. Bella felt selfish, because she had the feeling that Edward wanted to get rid of her. But she wouldn't let that happen. Not without a fight.
But the first night when Bella was ready to try new things with Edward in bed, he turned out to be too tired and went to sleep. That's why now Bella was sitting at the kitchen table, with her laptop in front of her, looking for something that would help her improve her sexual skills. And today she had gained all the courage to finally show what she had learned to Edward tonight. It was saturday and Edward wasn't at work, he was home, watching TV and Bella won't let him get away with some excuses this time.
I know this is a very short chapter, but if someone will like the story, I will continue writing it and give longer chapters!