Disclaimer: I don't own any of SM's character's! I pray some day I will own Kellan Lutz, or at least meet him.
Carlisle's inner thoughts about Esme from first encounter to present times.
First glance of your lifeless body on a table I wondered how can this happen, does anyone this beautiful truly deserve to parish. Then I saw you body move with air, my dead body came alive, my heart bursting with gladness. But it was to soon you were alive, but somehow dying with each fading breath. I had only one choice and hopefully I was strong enough to make it a reality. I paced toward your metal table and whispered "I'll save you, love," . I sank my teeth into her silky flesh, warmness fading, closer to death. You convulsed and writhed in my grasp. I released and fled into another room to harbor on what deed I had just done. Was it a good deed, would she prosper? I waited for days for her, her screams of agony muffled by the morgue door. Then the screaming seceded, I flew into the room to find the most beautiful creature I had ever laid my eyes upon. She appeared as a goddess, long caramel hair waved perfectly. Her clothes did her no justice, she wore but a hospital gown, laden with her own blood. I had a sudden compulsion to grab her and wrap her in my arms, and I did. I still fill the same urge as I did once long ago to hold my beloved Esme tight in my arms. The same reaction holds over time when I do, I tell her sow beautiful she is and how much of the world I would give her, because I already gave her my heart. She deserves everything life can give her and more. She was never a mother to any of our children, yet she loves them unconditionally anyway. She even has some love in her heart for our sworn enemy, because even though it is both of our natures to destroy each other, they stand by our sides in battle for our family. She never stop loving everybody, and I never stop loving her and our life together with our wonderful but reckless kids. She even still loved Emmett when he broke almost every fragile item in the house, and that was hard, she takes pride in where we live no matter where she lives. She is compassionate and undeniably breath taking, and she drives my senses crazy. I know exactly how Edward feels, just like our family our bonds are never broken. She has my heart and my soul for eternity, and I take joy in knowing that. Know I love and be love backed. I'll be in love with you for ever and always.
Happy Birthday Esme,
Take my heart and fly with it, I hope you will soar.
Hopelessly in Love with you, Carlisle
Esme sat in Carlisle arms dry weeping, loved was too small a word for how she felt. Footsteps filled the house as her kids surrounded her. "We love you," each humble kid sounded out of their mouths. "God has blessed me, through and through," Esme thought as she pulled everybody in for a hug.
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