Disclaimer - I do not and probably will never sobs own any of Stephenie Meyer's beautiful characters. sob
The Killers - Mr. Brightside
Jacob POV
Coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Got to got to be down
Because I want it all
"Bella…" I said not sure of what to say. How do I do this? I thought to myself "Bella…I…Um…"
"What is it, Jake?" She asked concern thick in her voice.
"Look Bells…I….I… Love you okay? I love you."
"Uh I love you too" She said confusion in her voice.
" No I mean… Ugh! I LOVE YOU"
Her eyebrows furrowed as comprehension flickered through her mind
She shook her head "We've been through this Jake…I love you, but I'm not in love with you"
"Ah but you will be." That's when I did it. I kissed her. I didn't no what I was doing but I did it. I kissed her.
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss
It was only a kiss
She pulled away when I released for air. "God Damn it Jake!! Argh!!" Her face was beet red and she stormed off.
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
Without a word. I stood there in agony and pain as I watched her rust colored truck pull out of our driveway. She was fuming. I could hear cursing from where I stood. Maybe that wasn't the smartest move, Jake.
Bella POV
Argh! I don't understand men… Why couldn't Jake and I just be friends? Is that really too much to ask? I pulled the receiver of the phone up to my face as I dialed Edwards phone. All I wanted right there and then was his cool arms to wrap around my waist and to curl onto his stone lap and have him hold me as I savored his comfort.
Jacob POV
I ran as fast as I could to Bella's house as it slowly came into view, that sickly sweet odor burned itself into my nostrils.
Ugh! Bloodsucker… that's when I saw it. The silver Volvo.
Its okay Jacob, I told myself, just go in there and apologize.
I was about to knock on the door when I thought better of it. He might open it. I proceeded to her window. I scaled the two story building and was about to enter her room to apologize when I saw them.
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his chest now
He takes off her dress now
I was sick to my stomach. The two of them together.
Let me go
I just can't look
It's killing me
And taking control
And I knew it would be like this. She looked so happy with him. Why couldn't she be like that with me? How I wished it was different.
Jealousy Turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
Cause I'm Mr. Brightside
It's what she wants, Jake, my mind reassured me. Why couldn't I just accept her as my friend? Why was it so hard?
I never, I never
I never, I never
A/N Okay, okay. All you Team Edward people, don't think I've betrayed you! I just... I feel like Jacob deserves some justice, though I honestly can't stand his whiny character. Team Jacob people, sorry for my previous Jacob bashing...