Choices
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Kate pov
"I miss you so much Kate " Lana said almost crying , I wanted to comfort my best friend but I didn't know what to say , I'm moving to this new city (……) and it'll be months till I see her again , " I miss you too Lana , but life isn't fare right ? " finally I managed to say . yeah live had never been fare , I thought my self .
"Lana I have to go , I'll call you after checking the house " I said
" ok , say hi to Danny " she chocked and I could hear her sobbing
" ok honey , bye "
"bye"
Then I hanged up .
I stared at my cell phone , I didn't realize how much I missed Lana till I heard her voice , then my own voices started ,is this another end to another friendship ? why do I have to be the one who say "good bye " every time ? why not them ?
The answer was simple , because life isn't fare to me , I'm the one with bad luck .
Now collect your pieces Kate , your not going to lose it right now , not EVER . I thought encouraging my self . I was tired and sleepy , but I couldn't sleep in the car like Danny , he was sleeping on the back seat snoring , wearing his angel face that I adored , my brother is one of few things that make my sick life worth to live , he looked so much like Mom….Mom
at this point I knew I have to distract myself .
" Hey dad . how long… , I didn't finish " here we are kids " he said proudly like a mother who had just deliver her baby , the picture of my dad delivering a baby cheered me up a little , hey !! the strait A's student can be stupid sometimes .
Dad stopped the car in front of a white beautiful house , I couldn't wait to see the inside of it , I got out of the car and went to the back seat to wake Danny .
" D wake up bro , c'mon little man wake up " I said calmly robbing his shoulder ,
" huh ….are we home Katy ? " He said with a sleepy curious eyes , like Mom's…
" yes D we are home " I sighed "
" come on guys lets go and check it out "
My Dad said with a grin on his face , too happy ! you are not the one who left their best friend , are you ? I thought with a little pain in my chest .
I pulled Danny holding his hand and headed to the house , we passed through a fancy gate , the medium front yard was perfect , so green and fresh with a swimming pool , that's good , at least I wont miss swimming ..
the inside was more beautiful , so comfort that I already felt I'm HOME ,
I went up stairs to check the bed room and my dad fallowed me carrying Danny
" that's your room Katy " he said with a wide grin on his face , " you mean our room . me and D . right ? " I said staring at him with suspicious .
" NO I mean your own personal room " he said happily that I thought he was going to do happy jumping any minute . but I was grateful , I spent my life sharing a room with Danny , I didn't mine that , but I hated to cause him pain many nights….
I gave Dad the hugest hug I could manage then rushed to my room , as soon as I had reached it I was shocked ! happily of course , it was perfectly beautiful , sky blue and white , my favorite colors . but the best part was the balcony , it was covered with white silk curtains , I reached it and stood there for a while , it wasn't too big but also not small , it matched the size of the room .
I stood there enjoying the cool breeze on my skin , it reminds me of my Mom's hand on my face ….
I got back to the room and threw my self on the king size white bed
Starting over .. again
I though