Jan 29
Dear Kisshu ...
I just wanted to say a few things. Funny thing is your eyes will never fall apon this. From the moment I met you you made me feel loved , speical . You loved me for who I was not as a mew but just me. I told Aoyama well showed him one look at me and he told me it was over. Later that day you mocked me about being dumped.
The truth is you hurt me more than Aoyama ever could. I know you watch me will Im in school and at night time It made me feel safer. Everytime I saw you sitting on a building watching me and my friends my heart jumped like it missed a beat.
Every Time you kissed me I felt like my life was complet a feeling I never got when I was around aoyama . Aoyama asked me out again and told me it didn't matter. So I hung in their and he showed me he was the Blue Knight.Curious the death of a love one its like walking up the stairs and thinking theirs one more stair then their is. After your death I couldn't stop thinking of you and how I wasn't happy with Aoyama . I missed you . Ryou finally told me a week or so ago you were alive you u saved me ... and then went back to your home planet. When I went out with friends I felt as though you were back watching me but everytime I looked at the tree tops their was nothing my heart always broke a little more each time.
Feb 3
the other night
I woke up in the middle of night I looked out the window and thought I saw your 2 golden eyes watching me but I though it couldn't be true but I hade to find out so I run outside bear foot in my pjs . nothing . are you scared that I might find out? It cant be you your happy on your home planet , you ve probley forgotton all about me earth tokyo mew mew ... I just hope your fine ... Happy ...
Feb 5
Aoyama dumped me again. He was cheating on me With moe ... You told me he would dump me again. I went to the park and Cried for a while but then I thought I heard some one call out Koneko chan I looked around but didn't see anyone. Your words were haunting me.
Feb 7
I went back to the place were we meet . It seems like yesterday you flew down off of the building and kissed me . O yea we have a new mew her names Berri shes a bunny and a cat . Does that mean your back? all of our powers came but is so it must be right?
No I cant get my hopes up I wont believe your back.
Feb 10
Berri's the new leader of the mews Ryou thinks I need some time off . He asked me whats wrong I simply told him I guess Im working to hard That was a big lie. I get to go back to cafe mew mew in a week or so.
Its all so getting close to Puddings Birthday It would be really cool if you guys showed up . Their I go again get my hopes up your never going to come back to me. I still dont know what to get her . I remeber when you helped me pick out Lettuce's present . She Loved it she wears it all the time . Also the necklace Pai gave her. I guess I get pudding a teddy bear or somthnig. I miss you.