From another mythical creature.
I don't own anything…I just play with the characters Stephenie Meyer invented!
BPOV (Bella's Point of View)
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It had been 6 months since my heart had been tortured to the maximum capacity. Have you ever wondered how much does it hurt to have a knife stabbed in your heart? That's what I felt, not physically, but the same heartache.
When Edward left, it had been as if I was being killed slowly, every memory, a new stab. But I didn't feel it now; not entirely. My heart had been fixed, not by the famous brand of ban-aids, but by a special friend; Jacob.
He had been there when I needed him the most. I loved him, not as much as Edward's incomparable love, but in my own way. I did love Jacob. He had chosen me. Jacob, the Jacob, could be my Jacob.
"Bella, I love you." Jacob insisted. I just kept shaking my head.
"Bella, please…please consider it." Jacob begged. I stared into his big warm eyes and I could see how much he wanted me to think it through.
"Jacob…I do love you-"
"But not like the leech!" he spat.
"Edward is out of my life."
"Sure, sure."
He was right. I loved him, but not like Edward. I didn't want him to start anyway. I didn't want him to remember how Edward left me.
I also didn't want him to know how Edward had left me in the forest. How he had said he didn't want me, how he said he would never want me…
Without thinking, I grabbed Jacob as I've never done before. Of course, I had kissed Jacob other times, but this was different. He misunderstood my fury with wanting and passion.
A low moan escaped from my throat as he kissed the edge of my jaw. He traced a line to my collarbone, while his warm breath expulsed from his mouth, burning my skin and making me more passionate. He was shirtless, as usual. His warm werewolf skin was hotter than ever.
I was beginning to get sweaty, but I didn't care. We were in my room and I was sure lucky Charlie wasn't here. He was fishing with some friends.
I felt my button-down shirt leave my body, but I didn't even look at it. Jacob lifted me and put me on the bed. Then he hovered over me, almost without putting any of his weight over me. He started unbuttoning my jeans with his right hand and then he pulled the zipper down. I felt the pleasure, and the excitement, too.
While getting this feeling, I caught a glimpse of the lust in his eyes. The hunger to have me inside him was unbelievable.
And then it stabbed me. The knife of self-consciousness that wished it was Edward on top of me. But I didn't care; I just wanted to forget everything I felt for him.
My pants were thrown to the wall by Jacob's left arm and then I felt him take his shorts off. I was nervous. What do I do now?, I thought. I didn't have any experience on this.
Then I felt my bra being unhooked. I finished the job of taking it off at the end. Jacob's eyes marveled over my body. I didn't see what he was watching that was so amazing; I had a plain and pale white body.
His eyes lingered on my exposed breast and then on my panties. He lifted his eyes to my face and our gazes locked for a moment.
Before I could even blink, he was kissing me furiously. Not hurting me, but still rough. I stiffened when I felt his hands inside my womanhood and I opened my eyes, still kissing him, and saw that his eyes were closed.
I felt a jolt of pleasure as his hand slowly opened my legs and slid my panties, while caressing my thighs. He pulled my panties off completely and I was suddenly nervous. So nervous, I was actually sweating. It could have been his werewolf temperature, but I forgot everything as soon as I felt him inside me.
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EPOV (Edward's Point of View!!!!) Omg! What's going to happen? P.S. all this happened before Bella and Jacob… u know... had their moment.)
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I was tired; which was ridiculous because vampires were never tired. Tanya still had her hopes up even after 80 years. Even though she knew I was in love with a human.
ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ. Now I know my ABC, next time you'll sing with me- Edward, kiss- STOP IT TANYA! HE'S GOING TO READ YOUR MIND! It's itsy bitsy spider…DAMMIT!
I knew something was up, but when I turned to ask her, she threw herself at me. I had to be the blindest vampire ever to never have seen her attack. She had just come from hunting. There's nothing appetizing here in Alaska though; anything 'animal'. Now, I found out Tanya was stronger than me.
I tried with hard force to get her off me, but her tongue kept sticking inside my mouth. I slammed her like a sandwich against the wall and me, but the wall fell. Her silk-like skin was in my neck and in my face. She was holding for her dear life.
Then, I remembered Bella. I thought about her milky brown eyes, while I used all my force to get her out off me. Finally…finally, she let go.
DammitEdward! Let that plain human go! , Tanya thought.
I just glared at her and hissed at the mention of the word plain.
I can be everything for you, not like that Bella!, she insisted. I snarled at the venom in her voice as she mentioned her name.
I started running as fast as I could. I needed to take the next plane from Alaska to Forks. I couldn't bear one more day without her.
I got to the airport and talked rapidly, buying one passport to Forks, Washington. I got in the plane and the seat attendant looked at my hands. I noticed I didn't have any bags.
"Airplanes" I said dismissively and shrugged. Then I gave her that look that 'dazzled', as Bella had said once.
The flight took so long that I had to pretend to be at sleep for 3 hours. I was bored as hell.
When I got to Forks, I started running, yet again. I could tell it was morning already. You could almost tell everything here, since it was a small town. I also didn't have a car. Good thing it was not sunny, too.
Just then, I remembered humans weren't this fast when I spotted Mike Newton. He looked at me, or better glare at me, with such despite. All his thoughts were on my head before I was gone. How Bella and I had been together…
Dammit! First, that freaking Indian from la Push and now the freaking weirdo is back! Can't I get a chance one chance? Damn you a million times! I hope you burn in hell with Hades!" Mike thought.
Indian guy? And since when Mike knew about the devil of Greek mythology?
"Where's Bella?" I asked as soon as I was close enough.
I won't tell you, asshole, he replied in his thoughts, not knowing I could hear him. There was a memory of Bella in his mind. Her face was distorted; she looked leaner and more vampire-ish than me. I felt pain wash through me as I traveled his thoughts about Bella.
"What happened when I left?" I prompted from his mind. He was giving me the silent treatment and a glare that belongs to a bunny.
A memory flashed. Bella had her vampire look again. Another one of Bella falling and her lunch tray sliding off her hands appeared. No one didn't even offer a hand. She just stood up, took her lemonade bottle, and walked to the table that once belonged to the Cullens. The only one at the table was her.
Then another memory. Mike trying to talk to her. She always ignored him, saying she didn't feel well. I only knew that I was the cause of it all.
You ruined her life dumbass! But I won't speak to you…NOPE! You are going to pay. You are probably wondering what the hell happened because I'm not responding. Would it be mature to stick my tongue out to him? Probably not", he kept blabbering in his mind.
"Does she have a new friend that looks like an Indian?" I prompted.
Actually, is native. But I won't tell you!
Then Mike had a flash of a russet colored skin boy. I recognized him instantly.
"NO!" I growled and walked away, heading to the trees. I ran as much as my vampire body could.
When I got to Bella's house, I froze. There was an awful scent coming from upstairs. I remembered this house having a floral scent, almost like Bella's. Now it was full of…I couldn't even think of a name.
I climbed the tree I used to climb so many nights ago. The window was opened and someone was on the bed. Something was moving beneath the sheets, too. Has Bella gotten bigger?
Then I finally smelled the delicious floral smell of Bella. But it was wrong, slightly distorted. The awful smell was mixed with Bella's sweet, mouthwatering smell.
I finally recalled the smell. It was like…like…the smell of wet…or sweaty dog smell. It was awful.
The sheets slid off, exposing my dear Bella, naked. But the thing was she was not alone. She was on top of someone. And then it hit me. My beautiful Bella was from another man.
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