She was walking ahead, paying no attention to anything in particular. Just walking aimlessly ahead. She was wearing a cloak that covered her upper body. A pair of black leggings that hug her skinny but healthy legs that was covered up with a short blue skirt.
A few strands of blond hair were seen as she walks by. Receiving a few stares from bystanders, who ignored it since it was normal for people to walk around in cloaks this days. Though that doesn't mean they won't be keeping their guard up.
As she keeps on walking, she stops suddenly as she reached her starting point. The gateway to Earth Land. She turned back, her cloak still concealing her face.
"Goodbye my home. May you all be blessed with the dragon's blessing."
She turned back and started to walk into the gateway, while summoning her magic to the highest lacrima she has. Walking into gateway, a lone teardrop dropped as she walks to her future.
Never once did she looked back.
Never had Lucy felt so horrible. No, scratch that. Never had she felt like she never belonged in Fairy Tail. Lucy had never felt this way before. Ignored, betrayed, helpless and so lost. Nobody took note of how weak she felt with the many different missions she had to do alone to pay up her monthly rent.
Nobody except the master, Levy, Gajeel, Lily and Juvia. Noticed how weak she felt, Juvia made a move to Lucy and guided her to a table hidden and far enough for people not to see or hear them quickly. They were soon followed by Levy who was wearing a worried expression and Gajeel looking as uncaring as ever. When one could look closely, you can see that there was hidden concern for the bunny girl that he never seems to get along nevermind talk with.
Lucy ended up looking at them with eyes that were so dull without her usual twinkle that she had whenever she was in Fairy Tail. That look cause all the three other companions hearts to break, feeling so useless that they couldn't help out their friend. In the end, Juvia went to Mirajane to order some food and drinks for Lucy and the rest. Where as, Levy tried to do her usual talking with 'Cheer up Lucy! Something good is about to happen, don't worry so much' talk.
Which resulted in a silent conversation. Lucy would just look at them and tried to smile which just came out as grimace. Levy, seeing as there was nothing else she could do to lift up Lucy's mood, held her hand in a gentle comforting but firm grip and talked with Gajeel on what mission they would do next.
After a few minutes of waiting, Juvia came back with a tray that held Lucy's breakfast and drinks. With that, their routine that has been happening for 3 months began. 3 months of being kicked out of Team Natsu just because she was weak and a burden to the team. 3 months of being ignored by the rest of the guild because of her being weak. She never would have thought that her family, would ever leave her, but she was wrong. All of it started when Lisanna came back. Or at least that's what Levy, Gajeel and Juvia thought.
And so, Juvia as well as Levy tried to get Lucy to come with them on a mission, that includes Gajeel. Only to get a shaking head as a sign of 'no'. But they never gave up, they still hope that the old Lucy might came back. Just when Lucy shook her head another 'no' that was when Gajeel stood up suddenly and slam the table.
"Oi! I can't take it anymore! Juvia, shrimp! Let's leave bunny girl alone! She clearly doesn't want us to be here for her!"
Lucy just ended up looking at him with that broken eyes that made him felt bad of what he just said but Gajeel wasn't someone who take back his words easily and just stormed out of the guild. But not before he stopped and whispered to Lucy something so low only she can hear it. What he had said had made her eyes widened and glassy. She hung her head in shame or guilt. As small droplets of water fell from her once beautiful brown eyes.
'Why? Can't you see that Levy and Juvia are doing their best to be with you? You're hurting them more than you think. Think about it.'