Story: On the Road to Suicide

Rating: M

Summary: Deidara is a doctor. He thinks he's ready for everything. But, once a red haired man jumps off a 10 ft. building, he'll find out if he was truly ready for everything. SasoDei

Warning: This story is Yaoi, if you don't like yaoi please read another story.

Disclaimer: I only own the story line, i own nothing else!

Chapter one

Patients and Stowaways

Deidara made his way down the hall. His long blond hair moved when he walked. The white long doctors coat he wore moved with him as well. Today had been a day like every other. There was a little more people here then usual. For some reason, this had been a busy day. Which was normal. But, today... just felt odd. Like something was going to happen.

Deidara let out a little sigh. He turned his head and his blue eyes studied all the rooms he passed by. Things here were going great. He watched as some nurses walked by. He stared down the at floor for a moment. He felt like he was forgetting something.

He watched as something flew by the window. Suddenly, the sound of the ambulance came into range. Deidara turned and ran towards the door he knew the ambulance would be using. What was it this time? He stood near the door and watched as the door opened and someone was rushed in.

The person's hair was red. Red red, not ginger. It was amazing. Deidara stared as the man was rushed into one of the rooms. CRAP! That's the room he worked in. He ran into the room and started at work as soon as he could. Soon, the person was all bandaged up. Deidara sighed and sat down on the chair near the bed the man was currently laying on. Deidara closed his eyes and soon he was asleep.

Death...

that's all i wanted.

to be dead.

to be actually free.

but, for some reason I'm still here.

I thought jumping off a building would be good enough.

But, i guess not.

Sasori slowly opened his eyes. He looked around. Where was he? He looked around again. A hospital. Great. That means he was still alive. He sat up and looked to his side. A blonde man in a white coat was sleeping. Sasori blinked.

"Hello?" He asked. The blond was still asleep. Sasori rolled his light grey eyes. "Hello!" Sasori half yelled. The blond man's eyes opened instantly, and the two stared at each other. The blonde blinked and stared. "Uh...Hi...un..." The blond managed to say.

Sasori blinked. "Un?" Sasori asked. The blonde just stared and nodded. Great. Sasori's wiped some red hair out of his face and stared at the blond man. Sasori had to admit, the blonde was so handsome that he looked like a girl. He was cute.

The blonde kept staring at him, and well, it was starting to get Sasori pissed off. "What are you staring at!?" Sasori yelled. Great, this conversation will be a good one. The blond changed his expression to a angry one. "You don't have to yell un!" The blond yelled.

Sasori smirked. This was like a yell-off or something like that. This was funny. Sasori tilted his head. "WELL! CAN YOU ANSWER THE QUESTION!?" Sasori yelled, just trying to make the blonde even more angry. The blond huffed and slapped him across the face.

Sasori stayed there for a moment, slightly confused at what had just happened. He watched as the blonde got up and left the room. Sasori turned his attention to the ground. "What the heck man? He slapped me." Sasori mumbled.

Sasori looked around the room. Everything was white. He hated this place. Now that he was sick of this place, he really wished the blonde was here again, when the blonde was here at least he had someone to talk to. Being here alone sucked, and well, it was making Sasori feel lonely. He sighed and laid back down. He stared up at the roof.

Then he closed his eyes. He heard the door open and someone walk in, but Sasori didn't want to open his eyes.

Sasori listened to the other man breathing. He didn't even know why the person was in here anyway. Sasori was about to open his mouth and say something, but he was interrupted. "You know... You're annoying un..." The blond said. Sasori knew it was the blond. He didn't know anyone else who talked liked that.

Deidara had no idea what he was doing. A couple of minutes ago he went outside to have a breath of fresh air, then he came back in here. And well, he wasn't sure why. Seeing the red head made him feel good. It was pathetic.

Deidara watched the Red headed man breathe. "You know... You're annoying un..." Deidara mumbled. He didn't know why he was talking to the red head while he was asleep, but it didn't matter to him at the moment. Deidara closed his eyes and sighed.

"Really. Everything was fine until you came. What did you do anyway? Are you crazy or something un? I mean really." Deidara said. He ran his hand through his hair and gave another sigh. He liked talking to the red head, but most of all he like it when the red head didn't say anything mean back to him. It was calming for some reason, and Deidara liked it.

Deidara opened his eyes and stared into the red head's grey eyes. WAIT! What? Open eyes! Deidara jumped back, making the chair fall backwards, taking deidara with it. The red head laughed at him, and Deidara blushed with embarrassment. He stared at the red head. "You didn't hear any of that did you un?" Deidara asked.

The red head smiled. "I heard everything." The red head mumbled. Deidara gulped. Great! This is just what he needed. Deidara picked up the chair and fixed it. He kept his eyes on the red head, while the red head stared at him.

Deidara then sat on the chair again. The two stayed in silence. "Well, this is awkward." The red head said. Deidara nodded. The two watched each other carefully for another two minutes, then Deidara got up. "Goodnight un." Deidara said.

Deidara got up and walked out of the room, heading down the hallway, leaving the red head alone. Deidara walked into the waiting room and went into a room. He took off his doctor clothes and started to get dressed in his normal clothes.

Deidara fixed his hair then turned around. He let out a scream.

There, standing in the doorway, while he was changing, was the red head, smirking. "I don't like to be alone." Sasori said. He strutted into the room and walked right up to Deidara. Deidara noticed that the red head was shorter then he was.

Deidara smiled. "I don't care shorty un. I'm going home, whether you like it or not un." Deidara mumbled. The red head frowned. "Well, I'll just have to follow you, Ma'am." The red head said, making Deidara pissed. Deidara shook his head. "Hell no un." Deidara said.

Deidara walked around the red head and walked out of the hospital building. He opened the door of his car and turned around to make sure that the red head didn't follow him. Deidara sighed in relief and got into the car. He started the engine and made his way out of the parking lot. Deidara cranked up the music and started to sing along to it.

"Hmpf. Not my favorite type of music." Someone said from the backseat. Deidara stepped on the brakes, making the person shot fore ward and almost hit the glass. It was the red head. Deidara stared at him for a moment, then let out a sigh. He started to drive yet again, and watched as the red head sat up on the passenger seat. "Buckle up. Right now un." Deidara commanded. The red head rolled his eyes and buckled up. He looked out the window. He turned his head and looked up at Deidara. "Where's your house anyway?" The red head asked. Deidara rolled his eyes and ignored him. After all this Deidara really didn't want to talk to him right now.

Sasori had jumped in the back of the blonde's car when he was looking the other direction. He listened to the music that the blonde was listening to. Sasori didn't like it. It was a little to girly for him, so he spoke up and told him that it wasn't he favorite type of music.

He didn't expect the blonde to slam on the brakes, so Sasori went shooting fore ward, and almost when to the window. He managed to grab onto the seat and sit down. The blond started to go foreward again. Sasori smirked. Great, so he wasn't going to have to go back to the hospital. He listened as the blonde told him to buckle up, so he did. He didn't feel like going through the window right now.

Sasori asked where the blonde's house was, but he was ignored. Sasori rolled his eyes and laid back. He closed his eyes and kept silent. His listened to the blonde's crappy muisc for a little while, then he turned down the music, making the blonde angry.

The blonde turned the music up, Sasori turned the music down. This repeated itself for about 10 minutes. Sasori sighed and finally gave up. He leaned back and closed his eyes again. "How come you live so far out here?" Sasori asked. The blond sighed. "So it's quiet un." the blonde said. Sasori rolled his eyes. He seriously doubted that for some reason.

Sasori closed his eyes again and sighed. "How long do we have to you're house?" Sasori asked, annoying the blond further. "A while. Now shut up un." The blond said. Sasori smirked. Oh, this would be fun. "Are we there yet?" Sasori asked.

The blond ignored him and Sasori smirked, he leaned back in his seat and started to kick around randomly. "Are we there yet?!" Sasori yelled, making the blond turn and glare at him. This was quite funny, and Sasori was having a good time. The blond couldn't say the same though.

Sasori started to kick even more. Then the car turned suddenly and stopped. Sasori sat up and looked around. They were at the side of the road. Sasori looked at the blond for a moment. The blond reached over him and opened the door. The blond unbuckled Sasori, then pushed the red head out and closed and locked the door.

Sasori slammed his hand against the door and stood up. The blond waved and smiled. Sasori found it odd that the blonde was wearing black gloves, but he was still wanting to get into the car. It was fuckin' freezing here!

Sasori stared as the blond stepped on the gas and the car went down the road. Sasori started to run, he wasn't going to stay here. The car slowed down a little bit, probably because the blonde thought that he had ditched him. Sasori managed to catch up. He smiled and launched himself up into the air. He managed to land on the car.

The car started to go faster and Sasori struggled to hang on. The blonde pulled into a driveway and got out of the car. Sasori and the blonde stared at each other for a moment. Sasori then looked around. They were in front of a house now.

Sasori smiled and looked back at the blonde. "Are we there yet?" Sasori asked.

Note from the author: I know i know. I'm supposed to be updating my other stories, not making a new one, but i couldn't help it. I love SasoDei, so, that's why I'm making this story, i hope you all like it. XD I'll update as soon as i can. :D