I have ruined my life and I have no idea what to do. I never imagined one little text message would change the whole course of my life. Damn text messages, they can be a wonderful quick way to communicate but they can not in any way convey the emotions that one is feeling. I learned this the hard way and now I find myself without a girlfriend but with a roommate who used to be my girlfriend.
I never meant to end our relationship but somehow it just happened. I still don't know how the conversation got so out of hand. I just wanted Spencer to be happy all the time. I wanted to make her happy at any cost but towards the end of our official relationship she never seemed happy. It's hard when you don't know how to make the one you love happy.
Now I'm stuck in this crazy half relationship. I am still very much in love with Spencer but I fear she has completely fallen out of love with me. I don't know if there is any way back to the relationship we had but I desperately want it back. I don't know what I can do to prove to Spencer that I really want us to be a couple. I am completely in love with her; I have never stopped loving her.
How do you admit to someone who has become content with a non loving relationship that you want more again? I'm not used to wanting something I can't have. Honestly I've never had problems with having women in my bed or woman adoring me. But now I am stuck in this situation and I don't know how in the world I can survive this. I'm deeply in love with Spencer but how do I get her back? I really need to figure this out.